Sooooooo I found this tag. But I wasn't tagged. But imma do it. Cause I feeeeelllll like it. bEGIN

~DEEP QUESTIONS~

Favorite Escape?

I'd have to say books. Why sit there and worry about your own problems when you could fangirl about a fictional characters? I would say music, and while it does calm me down, it's not really an 'escape.' I'm still alone with my thoughts and fantasies. I will end up sitting there and still thinking about it while I listen to the melodies. With books, I am escaping. I mostly read fantasy so I am literally entering a whole new world. And even if I read realistic fiction, I'm probably entering a whole other dimension, one where those characters exist. Books make me laugh and some even almost made me cry. They made me hug the book, and they made me almost throw it against the wall. But in the end, they're my escape. They're always there for me, like I'm always there for the characters. And yet, we go towards our separate ways in the end. The characters carry on with their lives and problems, and I, eventually, have to go about mine. Plus, it's always comforting to think of the characters in some alternate universe are reading the story of my life and cheering me on. Laughing, crying, raging, and even wishing with me, even if I can't see or hear them. Just like I do for them.

What has always been a dream of yours and why?

I don't know if this has always been a dream of mine, and most likely haven't been realized by me in the early ages if it has. But, one of the longest and biggest dreams I've had is to be an author. Imagining my own fantasies is one thing, but getting my fantasies out there to someone else. It would probably be crazy and humbling to think when I do get my own works published, that maybe my fantasies are somebody else's escape one day.

What's your personality like?

Well, for starters, I try to be friendly! I'm not one to go up to random strangers and hug them, although some of my friends might say I would, but if you approach me, I'll be sure to be kind.I'm also naive and very trustworthy, so we would probably be friends lickadesplit if I end up really liking you. I may be shy at first, especially if it's a bunch of people I don't know at once, but if I really like you, you'll see my weird and talkative side pronto! As previously stated, in the last sentence in fact, I am very weird and extremely talkative. I can act like a total idiot, and can go on and on and on for hours about almost anything. Although while I talk a lot, I'm not always a people person depending on my mood and who you are. But if you're close to me, you are defiantly going to see that side a lot. I'm also very cheery! I always try to have a positive attitude and am basically all giggly and rainbows and unicorns and glitter and such. If you do see me sad though, it's mostly because of others. What really gets me going is my worry. I worry a lot, especially for my friends and others more than myself. So if I'm upset, I'm worried about someone. I'm also stressed out very easily, which is very prominent when school starts, so that's also another likely reason on why I may be upset. But overall, I'm a very cheery and caring person who loves to be around others!

Are you good at your favorite hobby?

Well, I have two favorite hobbies: writing and drawing. Drawing I feel I could use a lot of work on. I mainly draw wolves, suck at drawing anything humanoid, am still developing a style, and I just think I need a lot of practice. Writing, on the other hand, I think I am getting better at. I procrastinate my writing a lot, but I feel like once I start procrastinating less, I'm pretty decent. But of course you guys will be the judge of that once I get my Warriors fanfiction out.

Who is someone you trust above everybody else and why?

I would have to say my best friend, known on here as @WeaponToYourHeart. We've been best friends since 6th grade and know everything about each other. She knows everything about me and knows me better than I even know myself. She probably knows things about me nobody else does, including me! I'd trust her with anything, and she's almost always the first person I go to for anything. I can't believe she puts up with me. XD

A song you are emotionally attached to and why?

Oh god, the dreaded song question. There are so many I love, but one emotionally attached to me.... There are still multiple XD It honestly depends on my mood. Some I will list are:

"Fallen Angel" by Three Days Grace and "A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri for reasons I would like to keep to myself

https://youtu.be/nuLMDvoshrk

https://youtu.be/zT43H7aDcPc

(The thousand years one is the version I listen to most, credit goes to owner)

"Welcome To The Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance. I chose this song because of my love for MCR. While I was not a fan while they were together, their music is still here for me when I am upset or unnerved or even just when I wanna have a good time. This song is one of the many that inspire me and I am a proud member of The Black Parade and Killjoy.

https://youtu.be/kDWgsQhbaqU

I probably have more but I can't think of them right now XD this section might as well be updated later on lol.

Who/what is your inspiration?

By the angel, there are so many people/things! I'll list them in no particular order:

Cassandra Clare/her books - She is the author of The Mortal Instruments, The Infernal Devices, The Dark Artifices, and many other upcoming series. Her books are where I got the by the angel reference XD. Her characters inspire me so much. And her being able to create such a fantastic world and such well-rounded, inspiring characters inspires me to do the same. It is sooo hard to put into words on how I feel about this, so this post sums up only some of my feelings towards her books characters (credit of image goes to owner):

Markiplier - He is so caring and inspirational it's hard to put into words. He always is humbled by the amount of people out there, around the world, that love him, and he is always there for his fans. He gets to do what he loves, and he does it for us. He always says he can never thank us enough, but we can never thank him enough, either. He makes me wanna do great things in life, with my books and fantasies, and he is such a role-model. I wish more people in there world were good, like him, and able to care so much and just be so thankful like he is. There's not enough Markipleirs in the world, but this Markiplier is the one that I love the most.

Music - Whenever I do pretty much anything I'm listening to music. It always seems to capture my mood and tell me, I'm not alone. That I'm going to be okay. It tells me I'm going to do great things, and sometimes even sings me to sleep. Some artists/bands that inspire me or just make music I love, whether it be just one song or thousands, include: My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Sleeping with Sirens, Motionless in White, Black Veil Brides, Andy Black, Three Days Grace, Daughtry, Get Scared, and even more.

Gerard Way - Lemon Gerard, used to be lead singer of My Chemical Romance. As he once said, "My life was awful. When I was a kid, I was fat, pretty ugly, and had awful hair. I used to get teased every f*cking day. Slammed up against lockers, punched in the face - you name it. H*ll, I had to go to prom with one of my female friends because I couldn't even get a proper date. I can't even look back at those photos because I look so bad. I transferred schools, but the teasing just got worse. After a, let's say, 'incident' I had with the school play, the bullying just got worse. But I made it through high school, only to find out that real life was pretty much the same. I just stayed in my room all day. I didn't talk to anyone, I didn't go outside. I just stayed inside and drew. I'd draw vampires, mummies, heroes, villains. Anything to help me escape all the bad in the world. I went to art school and didn't really belong. All I could draw was comic book characters. I tried to put my only good talent to use, by drawing a cartoon and pitching it - only to have it turned down. Life to me was just pointless. I started drinking, doing drugs, and just generally wasting my life drawing. The one day, I saw bodies falling from the sky. I witnessed people dying. And that's when I decided to turn my life around. I called up anyone I knew who had an instrument and we formed a band. Being on tour for the first few years was bad. All we'd do is get drunk and do drugs, but I loved it. Because I was doing something I loved with people I loved. And a few years ago I met the most perfect woman ever. It's like we share a wave-link or something. She just knows me, without even knowing me if you understand. And now, 2011. I have a beautiful baby girl, a caring wife, and I get to perform for my adoring fans every day. I am living proof that no matter how bad life gets, it gets better. I am Gerard Way, and I survived." Just that speech alone shows how inspiring he is. And there are so many more things he has said that keeps people like me inspired. He's such a wonderful, talented person. I want to be like him, in a way. I want to inspire people to do great things, and I want to do great things.

Favorite band and why?

Oooooo god here we go XD Again with the music. Okay, so, for my all-time favorite band, I would say it has to go to My Chemical Romance. They inspire me so much and I love them, even if they no longer produce music and even if I have on;y just started listening to them around when school started in 2015. As Gerard Way, their lead singer, once said: "But it {MCR} can never die. It is alive in me, in the guys, and it is alive inside all of you. I always knew that, and  think you did too. Because it's not a band - it's an idea." I just love their music so much.

Say a man comes into your house and points a gun at your mother and your lover. Who do you save?

Well, it didn't say I couldn't save both. So I'm saving both. There's no way in StarClan I'm leaving them both there with that guy.

What do you do when you are . . .?

Happy: text/call my friends, read, listen to music, write, and do whatever really

Sad: text/call the friends I trust the most and tend to lean on the most, read, listen to music, think, rarely sit alone without trying to reach out to one of my friends. I tend to hate being alone, especially when I'm upset, scared, or worried

Angry: vent to one or a few of my friends, listen to music, maybe read

Inspired: write or draw and listen to music, maybe text/call friends

Passionate: draw, write, or maybe text/call friends

Do you think you are an average Jane? Why or why not? And if not, do you have any traits that you think are average?

I think I am an average Jane. When you think about it, every single one of us, even the people you hate the most or the world's most crazed people, all have goals and hopes and dreams and regrets in the end. We all have something we strive for, something or someone we loathe, and things we just all love to do. Whether it be the mothers wanting whats best for their child, the office worker seeking that promotion, the psychotic killer wanting to murder their next victim, or the girl with her fantasies, we all desire something in the end. And you've probably heard it before. The cliches: I was the underdog, I was the girl/guy with only their dreams, I only had one person in my life to support my ideas, I was bullied/picked on, you people turned me into this. Do you ever wonder why it's the same stories? It's because we are all pretty much the same in the end. We all tend to desire/need the same things to function. We all want security, food, oxygen, to reach our dreams, to be ourselves, to fit in. We all want it. It may be disguised as something else, but in reality, it's the same. The only difference is, most people only hear the stories of those who become famous. Of those heard by millions. Everyone else's cliche story is only heard by the ears of our peers, but only you know the whole story from beginning to end. And maybe that's what makes being average special.

Do you truly believe you'll be somebody someday?

I honestly don't know, and as pretty much stated above, I'm alright with being an average Jane.

At the end of the day, it all boils down to is that we die to live and live to die. Do you agree? Why or why not?

I think it all depends on your perspective and who you are. We die to live, in my opinion, is a metaphor to show that a part of ourselves eventually dies off. The you you were yesterday wasn't the you you are today. We mold and change, and the pieces left behind are shriveled up and dead in the back of your mind. But living to die, is the opposite. The you you are being today, isn't the you you are being tomorrow. We mold and change so eventually the part that we are now will be left to shrivel up and die in our memories. So yes, me personally, think this may be quite accurate.

Now le tagging *rubs hands together evilly*:

WeaponToYourHeart

basicallyrue

crystalargent2

Superhero_Chick

I think I'm gonna leave this mostly unedited, just a warning lawl. It's about 1 am at te end of this so ya