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Dear Diary

Sorry was busy with my wife cum mother

So much happened in the past days and during all these days she not only stood by me like a solid pillar but also took me in her arms and coaxed me like a little infant...

In her embrace, I poured my heart out for the loss of Maa

And I believe that she is the only one who can hold me and me
make me stand strong

Now I truly came to know the meaning of the word SOULMATE

Soulmate....a person who comes into your life and disclose another layer of yourself to you ...They come into your life to show the real yourself to you

They tear down your walls...break the door of your heart so that light can enter you and you glow with your own light

And it feels blessed to have a soulmate in your life

You tell them the things that you never shared with anyone...You share your desires for the future...You can be yourself and not worry about what will they think of you...they love you the way you are...even without having any conversation by just having them beside you in complete silence you find yourself being so peaceful...You find strength in knowing that they will never hurt you...they will build you up and show yourself that how beautiful and special you are...You find strength in knowing that you have a person by your side in your life till eternity...

When something good happens you can't wait to share your excitement with them...when you are hurt you don't feel embarrassed to cry in front of them instead you feel to cry more  and let out all your pain in their embrace

Sona has pulled me from something that was still holding me back and now my life seems to be more colourful and exciting with her

Life seems to be more beautiful with her

And our beautiful journey has already completed 9 months so to celebrate our 9 months anniversary I gifted her a simple nuptial chain

For the whole day, I kept thinking about the gift but I could not find anything good and this is the same what I had gone through the past years

It was her first birthday and I had no idea what to gift her and would keep scratching my head

I would save my pocket money and buy something for her and I wonder why Baba used to give me extra pocket money right in the month before her birthday

Till I was a kid I gave her Barbie dolls, teddy bears, toys, her favourite doctor set and many more

But then when I was matured enough I stopped wasting money on such materialistic things and began donating the same pocket money to an orphanage

Now that I earn something on my own 25% of my annual income is spent on charity

12.5% for orphanages and 12.5% for cancer patients trusts

The last gift I gave her that I remember is anklets

And after years I had to select something for my wife and I wanted it to be special so I thought of presenting a nuptial chain as she had many doubts at the time of our marriage

With the nuptial chain, I wanted to clarify all her doubts and promise togetherness with her for a lifetime

And I gave her the honour of being addressed as my second mother

Indeed she is❤

She was overwhelmed with my confession and in return gift, I got my favourite thing...a kiss of love❤

Haha everyone knows that it's your most favourite thing😏😂

My life is so beautiful right now

And the beauty of our life is going to enrich us even more because of our little wave of happiness...Our cute little angel...Our daughter Aarna❤

Before marriage when I came to know about Abu being a father soon I was busy building my fantasy castle of having 12 babies with my love and pampering her with all my love and began thinking of the baby names...

And finally, after thinking a lot for more than a week I decided a beautiful name AARNA❤

It has a logic of my own

ARjun + soNA = AARNA

And the extra A at the beginning is for my parents Arun and Arundathi

I guess when she will come to this I will get a compliment for my intelligence or maybe a kiss as a reward

And if not then too I have no problem because I have my own ways to take my reward

You are impossible😂😂

I want her to carry my baby

I want her to wear my shirts and sleep cuddling into my chest...I want to help her walk when her bump grows and give her feet message...I want to carry her in my arms when she gets tired of walking

I want to bear all her tantrums...all her crazy food cravings...her crazy mood swings

I want to see my daughter growing in her womb...I want to see the glow on her face when every month her bump grows a little bigger indicating the growth of my baby

I want her to sing the same lullaby for our daughter that my mother used to sing for me

I want to shower all the love when she feels low...

I want to enjoy the phase of becoming a father

Aaru's teasing and Siraj's birth gave a strong blow to my fascination and ended up blurting out everything to her

She was shocked at my wishlist of 12 babies but I was kidding....I want only one daughter and spoil her with all my love and turn the world upside down for her

Anything for my Princess

And I won't let my Princess go away from me...I will look for a Ghar Jamai (SIL who stays at wife's place) or straight away I'll ask Abu to get Siraj married to my daughter so that she can be in front of my eyes and I can yank Siraj's ears if he tries to hurt my Princess

You are totally mad

And if in future my wife wishes for the second baby I'll think over it and if happens so...the second one will be a daughter too...I don't want any son because my wife's concentration will be diverted to her little Prince and I won't let that happen...I don't like sharing

She is mine...and will remain mine forever

What do you mean by I'll think over it???

I want my baby prince at any cost...

I know how to seduce you so better you shut your bloody mouth

And I will have a baby boy you Jalkukde😡😡😡

We had a great time with Siraj...I practised a lot of babysitting with him but when he left we felt so bad and my poor wife innocently asked for our own baby...

She looked cute when she was crying and I loved to see her cry for the first time and I promised her a long holiday

And one incident made me strongly believe in Badimaa's words

Once she drew the same flower on her birthmark on her wrist that I drew when she was 4 and was crying for a flower

I know I am being a filmy crack like my wife but the flower on her wrist gave me a positive sign of destiny  that without her knowledge since her childhood somewhere she is connected to me through that flower on her birthmark

And I realised that Badimaa was so true

We are destined to be together forever

Every single event in our lives has unknowingly brought us closer...

Indeed it's all destiny

The moment meant so much to me that my eyes brimmed up with tears out of happiness and I kissed her very hard conveying all my joy to her

And at that moment I decided to tell her everything about my love for her

My desperate wife thinks we are going on a honeymoon next month but actually we are not going on any honeymoon

You were desperate too😡

Remember how in the morning you were asking sorry sorry requesting to cancel the Pooja and preponed the holiday plan

Don't try to act innocent...

I know of what level shameless you are Mr Besharam😡

Next month is her birthday and I have planned this surprise for her...

I am going to confess everything written in this diary

And I hope she won't treat me like a punching bag again

Sorry dear husband that's not possible

I'll order a bunch of brooms and pillows for you

Can someone please help me to do this

This one's for the mother of my little one❤

With your love, you have moulded a stone into a happy soul❤

Like a mother you made me relish the sweetness of affection❤

Blending your affection in every morsel you feed me delicious food❤

Drizzling the magic of love on my crown with your soft fingers and singing lullaby through your soothing heartbeat you made me sleep on your chest❤

For the one who is born for me and the one who is about to be born, I will bestow my love to the fullest❤

I'll protect my little one and her mother... all my life...all my life❤

As I did not have any words to speak tears kept rolling my eyes with a smile on my lips

This baby of mine always ends up getting cute to the next level

He is hopelessly too cute to handle

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To be continued...

Do you agree with the last sentence??

Well, I shamelessly agree😂😂

Arjun is too cute to handle❤❤

One more diary part and he'll be back to you guys🤗

Hope you enjoyed the double update❤