Back with another part. SwaSan closure is going to begin from now onwards.

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"Please Swara." Sanskar requested.

"No." Swara said sitting with blank expression on the bed.

"Please"

"No"

"If you will not eat then I will also not eat." Sanskar said forwarding the spoon filled with soup near her mouth. She looked at him and finally started to have it.

After venting out their grief in each other's arms, Sanskar was trying to feed Swara but she was not ready to eat. Finally giving the old threatening, she ate. It always works.

After eating he fed her medicines and made her lie down to take some rest.

"Don't go." Swara said holding his hands when she saw him standing up from the stool.

"I am just going to fill the formalities about your discharge. Sona said you can go home in evening." Sanskar said.

"Go when I'll sleep." Swara said. He nodded and sat on the nearby stool.

Swara held his hand and started to play with his fingers thinking about something very deeply.

"Sanskarrr.." Swara called.

"Yes Swara." He asked.

"Wo.." Swara hesitated.

"What happened tell me. Don't hesitate." Sanskar asked.

"Wo after discharge I don't want to go to Baadi." She said slowly.

Sanskar smiled inwardly.

"Acha. Then where?" He asked.

"Take me with you." Swara murmured.

"Are you sure Swara? Laksh hasn't returned as yet. That lead we found was an empty one. He left Bhubaneswar the day before when police reached there." Sanskar said seriously.

"I don't care Sanskar if Laksh has returned or not or will ever return. I just know that I am nothing without you. I can't handle life without your presence in it. I am done being mahaan. I want to be selfish now. Think about my happiness which is only YOU. " Swara said sobbing a little.

Guilt had surrounded her mind totally for hurting him badly.

" Shhh.. Swara, don't worry about anything for now. Anyways I was going to take you with me with or without your will. My life is empty without you. "Sanskar said caressing her hairs and pecked her forehead. His heart was getting peace with her words. Maybe they can work their marriage out again. Maybe they can hope again.

Swara smiled and then slipped into sleep due to medicine effect.

Sanskar kept caressing her hairs and then asked Dida to sit with her and he went out to complete the formalities.

This was just Step I towards a bright future but yet many things were left to be talked about. Little by little they hope to clear every misunderstanding and if required, they'll do some compromises too. But is it all that easy?

In Evening

"Take care Shoru. I am so happy. This is the best decision that you both have taken." Dida said hugging her.

"Sujata tumhari amanat main tumko wapas kar rahi hu." (Sujata I am returning your precious to you) Dida further said.

"Iss baar kahin jaane nahi dungi isko kakisa. Bhale phir mujhe dono ko thappad kyu na lagana pade." (I will not let her go anywhere this time. Even if I have to slap both of them) Sujata said. SwaSan pouted. Everyone left for their respective places.

After half an hour they reached their mansion. Swara was in awe with the beauty of the house. It was not as big as Maheshwari Mansion but also not very small. It had a beautiful garden outside with lots of flowers in it. Just like she wanted.

As they moved ahead her eyes fell on the name plate. "SS VILLA". Swara caressed the plate emotionally and then looked at Sanskar. He smiled at her. What got into her that she hurt this man in the past. How could she? And this man here is ready to forget everything and move ahead with her. She is definitely not going to mess things up this time. She thought.

Sujata did her arti and welcomed her inside her new home. Uttara gave her a tour around the house and then dropped her at her room. She opened the door and entered inside. Sanskar was sitting on the couch doing something on his laptop. She looked around the room. It was more or less just like their old one. The wall behind bed had a big framed picture of them from their wedding. Her heart got overwhelmed looking at it.

"Swara your bags are kept in the closet. Freshen up then we will have dinner." Sanskar said. She nodded.

She took her clothes and went inside the bathroom. As soon as she took off her clothes her eyes fell on her stomach. All day everyone tried to keep her distracted by not leaving her alone even for a moment. But now when she was all alone, the horrible incident is back in her mind.

"Sorry baby." She whispered while caressing her tummy softly. Unintentionally tears were flowing from her eyes. She freshened up and came out lost in her thoughts. Sanskar saw her and he observed her red eyes.

He went upto her and squeezed her shoulder. She covered her expression quickly and smiled looking at him. She took her purse and started to search for something worriedly.

"Are you looking for this?" Sanskar asked forwarding her mangalsutra to her. Swara stopped in her tracks and looked at him horrified. Did he...?

"Yes I know you used to wear it hiding from everyone else and you also put sindoor deep inside your hairs." Sanskar said looking at her.
Her eyes were mirror to her mind and he gets to know what she is thinking.

Swara lowered her eyes in shyness and immediately kept her hairs aside asking Sanskar to make her wear it. He smiled and complied to her wish. She then forwarded sindoor box to him. He was confused as to put it inside or where.

"Put it on its usual place Sanskar." Swara said and he filled her partition.

"I don't have to hide it from anyone. This is my pride." She said looking at him.
He smiled but it was a forced one. Sujata called them and Swara went out.

Her words from the past were still revolving around his mind. He shook his thoughts. They are together that really matters now. He wanted to be her first priority but then after experiencing a life devoid of her, he decided he will adjust even if he isn't. His main focus is to not lose her ever again. They both know they are terrible without each other.

After a long time full family had a hearty dinner. Though there was gloominess in the atmosphere due to the incident but Ram and Sujata were happy that atleast their children have bow decided to live for themselves.

Everybody retired to their rooms after the dinner. Now comes the most awkward part. Though they were husband and wife still the 2 months of separation created some void. Sharing the bed after all this time was a bit odd because the fact remained that not everything was sorted. They just can't pretend that nothing happened and go back to their old lifestyle.

Swara lied on her side of bed showing her back to Sanskar while he laid on his back staring at the ceiling. Both immersed in their thoughts about their recent loss.

They try to distract themselves but couldn't help thinking about it. Tears were flowing from both pair of eyes. A sob escaped from Swara's throat which made Sanskar to look at her. Her shoulders were shaking lightly indicating that she was crying.

He slowly moved towards her and hugged her from back. His warmth comforted her. She turned and kept her face on his chest.

"Why did it happened with us Sanskar? Are we that bad?" Swara asked crying.

"I don't know Swara. Everytime we see a ray of happiness in our life, its taken away." Sanskar said with a choked voice.

"Maybe the baby knew that its mumma papa are not on good terms." Swara whispered.

"Maybe he just came to unite us." Sanskar said tightening his grip around her.

"He will come back to us soon." Swara said to which Sanskar nodded.

Someone has rightly said For every loss there is something more worth of it.

Both were crying silently in each other's embrace. No word was spoken after that. Sometimes silence is much more comforting than the words.

They grieved over their lost baby and slowly sleep engulfed them due to tiredness.

Tonight's sleep held much more relief and comfort than the ones from the last two months.

***to be continued***

Precap- Ragini and Sharmishtha in SS VILLA

Hey guys this was the first step of their closure. "Living Together". Taking small small steps at a time they will overcome their misunderstandings and insecurities.

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