This is for Southgirl1010, my newest victim. Have fun!
Will pov
The Romans just left to their camp, and Leo died for us. I couldn't feel worse.

I separated from everyone else and counted all the deaths. 234... Not to mention the titan war, which adds it up to about 500 ish.. Five hundred people that died because I couldn't do my job. Thousands of people grieve because I messed up. Thousands of people lost someone because of me.

I am no hero. I have killed hundreds of people and I'm still happy.
I
Am
No
Hero.
I
Am
A
Killer

sat down and allowed the number to dawn on me. This number is rounded down.. Wait...

I can't even use the power I use most for good.. What about the powers that I can't control? My whistle.. I could make somebody deaf and ruin their life. All because I can't be strong enough to control something I was born with. And my light power.... I could blind someone durning a fight and that's another demigod I would of killed.

Nico POV

I walked up to Solace, who was sitting alone, looking at the battle field. "Hey will." I started him, probably shaking him out of thought. "Nico, please.. Get away from me.." He whispered. Get away from me. He fears me.

Of course. Why wouldn't he? I stepped forward. "I won't hurt you." I promised. Will started crying, but he spoke softly, "Nico, please.. I don't want to hurt you... I can't trust myself. I could hurt you.." With every word he seemed to be drained of light. I reached for his hand, to help him get through survivor's guilt. Before I touched him, he pulled his hand away "Nico, dont touch me.. I might hurt you.. I don't want to.." His usually happy crystal blue eyes where small, and white from fear.

"Will, you've never hurt anyone." I spoke to him like he was a scared puppy, more focused on the tone than what I'm saying. "No no no Nico.. I've failed. Failee to heal about 500 people. Nico.. Thats 500 people I've killed. And that's roughly thousands of people that have lost someone because of me." Will was backing away from me, and his eyes where unfocused.

I remembered the words my father told me, Some deaths can't be prevented, some deaths shouldn't. "Will.. Not all deaths can be prevented. Its not your fault. You have also saved hundreds of demigods."
I slowly walked up to him, ready to hold him close. Will was to quick though, and he ran out of Camp half blood.

one day later

The Apollo wove a beautiful banner for Will. When they brought it up, they started to explain. "Will is not dead.." Kayla broke down, so Austin helped. "Will went dark, and is now MIA, presumed dead." Everyone looked down, towards the ground as if they hoped to see will in Eslyim. The banner let off a brilliant bright golden flame.

Narrator

Will would of grown to be a doctor, saving thousands of lives, and before he died he would of found the cure to cancer. Instead, he roamed the forest surrounding his beloved home, camp half blood.

Nico would of grown to comfort people who have recently lost a loved one, and would of saved many from depression and anxiety. Instead, he slowly went insane, searching for his long lost soulmate.

People say once you lost your soulmate, you also lose yourself.
But, Perhaps, to find yourself you must find your soulmate.