⚠️ WARNING: MATURE CONTENT. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! ⚠️

Yufa

"Very well. Im gonna show you what responsibility is."

It wasn't hard to notice the change in Nathan's voice as well as the change in his silver eyes. There was still this unfriendliness in them but there also a hint of mischief and something dangerous lurking behind. He came closer to me, taking each step one at a time. His pace was painfully slow that my eyes had its time raking its irises down his body until it rested upon his pecs and then the piece of towel securely wrapped around his hips.

"You should have told me sooner what was it that you desire. It should've save us all from troubles seeing as both of us had been having a very hard time. Hmm?" My attention was snapped back to reality, glad to get rid of the ungodly thoughts brewing on my mind.

"W-what?"

"Oh, come on. Don't be shy. Since you're so eager on fulfilling responsibilities, why don't we fulfill it together?" He was coming closer now, I had to take a step back, not quite sure what does he mean by that but theres one thing I know very well. All women does. He intends to take me to bed. His eyes became darker with each step he take. I can see his pupils became delated as another emotion build with in them. Lust. Desire.

My mind was screaming to turn around, reach for the door and escape the danger at hand but it seemed like my feet was glued on the floor with limited movements such as taking a small step backwards. I was too occupied on watching him came closer and anticipating his next move that I haven't noticed that I reached the edge of the bed. It was too late to run now, now that I reached the very spot, I should've avoided seconds ago.

"N-Nathan. Please..." Without warning, he reached for my robe and ripped it open. The soft material slid down my arms and pooled beneath me. I move to cover my nakedness but I was pushed towards the bed and my back hit the cool covers. I pulled the covers, desperate to find something that will conceal my naked flesh under his dark gazes. As soon as the covers starts covering me, Nathan pulls them back.

"Not so fast, darling.."My eyes went saucers as he move to remove the only piece that covers the remaining parts of his body. He didn't move. He let me look at everything he was hiding behind those suits. Everything except everything behind his stoned heart. Standing before me was his proud cock ready to spring into action. Like his cock, he was proud too. Instantly, my pussy betrayed me when my own wetness pooled down below that I was so sure was starting to drip on the covers. Slowly, he crawled his way towards me taking his time to feast his silver gaze over my nakedness. At times like this, I should be crawling my way away from him but I wasn't. I stayed right where he pushed me, right where he wanted me to be. Still on his hands and knees, he positioned himself on top of me taking all of me with just his eyes.

"Let's begin with the responsibilities. Shall we?" He purred. I shivered at the waving desire in his eyes. He bent down and start kissing my neck all the way to my exposed breasts. I arched my back at the overwhelming pleasure his mouth was providing to my whole existence. He cupped them and provided them equal attention. His tongue swirled on the tout nipples, sucked them making sure they are hard and full. I moaned at the unexpected pleasure he provided me with. His tongue was excellent at doing its job. I wonder if this has always to like this. He was doing good and great and I cannot help but enjoy this responsibility-fulfilling activity.

He parted my legs with his knees in one swift movement. I started to be alarmed as everything dawned on me. This is my first time doing this. I haven't been with a man eversince. Thinking about how huge he was, and the unnatural length he had I don't think he would fit. I struggled to push him back only to be pushed back into the bed. This isn't about length and size. It's all about the emotion that's supposedly mutual between us. Judging by Nathan's aggressiveness, it was all driven by the amount of alcohol he has taken and the lust he acquired just by looking at my nakedness. I always wanted my first to be special. That we should be taking it slowly and carefully. That we'd be taking our time and wait for both of us to be ready with the responsibility, this consummation is bringing us with. That both of us has the mutual feeling called love, that's why it's called love-making, right? It's all about time and love and responsibilities, not some alcohol-driven sex or whatever they call it. But, right now I'm not getting any of those but the opposite. It will all remain as wants and dreams, never having the slightest chance of becoming reality. Judging by Nathan's eyes alone, he had passed the point of exercised self-control. There is no going back now. Even if I push him back or even if I struggle to free myself from him, all will be futile.

In between my parted legs, he positioned himself and in one swift movement he entered. It wasn't a graceful entrance, it felt like a gate crash rather. It was painful. Too painful. I screamed and pleaded him to be careful but he was deaf. Every thrust, every pound was harder than the last one. Everything in my mind screamed this was wrong yet my body says this was right. My inner struggle was replaced with the burning desire for Nathan. I was no longer screaming, I was moaning for him to continue what he was doing, I was even moaning his name. I didn't know what happened. All I know is that it felt right. Yet, somehow, in the deepest corners of my brain, there was an unheard cry of time hurt and even repulsion.

My body kept betraying me as my walls contracted and I felt my world explode into a blissful feeling as I release everything that build up inside me. While my body went limp, Nathan showed no signs of stopping. He flipped me over so I was lying in my stomach. He continued thrusting inside me, going further until he almost reached my cervix. I wanted lie on the bed and catch my breath but his strong grip kept me in place. He flipped me over again and resume his pace. I felt another build up inside me and without any further ado, I felt my release quicker than the first. Shortly after, Nathan found his own release. His pace slowed down as he emptied himself inside me. I expected him to collapse on top of me, catch his breath and together we could feel our own raced heartbeats but no. He stoop up and pick up his towel littered on the floor and cleaned his mess. Feeling embarrassed and hurt, I gathered the blankets and cover my body, as if he didn't saw everything moments ago. Before walking out of the room, he paused and said the words I wished I didn't heard.

"You maybe my wife, but are not and never will be my other half."

I hate myself while writing this chapter. I am against violence against women but this has to happen. You'll find out later as the story moves on. I apologize for the words.

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---Maiah😍