After I brushed my teeth again, we went back out to the kitchen, the smell didn't bother me as much now, I tried to eat some, it was staying down, so I ate. After we finished the guys cleaned up, and us girls went to talk, we talked about the baby, and how I felt.

"I'm happy truly, I want this to work, I would be happy with either a boy or girl, I'm not picky, I just know Landon makes me happy," I say to Natalia and Sasha.

We went on for a bit more, before we joined the boys, I sat on Landon's lap, he instantly wrapped his arms around my waist. I smiled as he gently rubbed my stomach, I wasn't showing yet, but with time I would be, I was nervous for how everyone at school was going to react, what they would say, or spread around, I started to try to calm myself slowly, Landon looked concerned,

"Baby, you okay? You need to breath now," he made me face him on his lap.

He slowly got me through it, I was breathing again, I needed to stop letting my mind wander like that, it made me panic, everything was more intense now, all my emotions were crazy and all over the place. Once I was calm,

"I'm okay baby, I'm sorry I scared you." I reply.

He hugs me, "You can't do that to me, there's two of you for me to worry about now babe."

I smiled when he said two of me for him to worry about, he cared so much, it seemed like the last 5 years of ugly shit never happened. I kissed him with some passion,

"I know baby, I'm trying to keep myself calm, I will make it 9 months , I promise." I smiled at him.

The rest of our day was filled with, no stress, no worries, I kept the panicking under control, it was something new that started, I would be okay, I was just adjusting to this new news. By the time dinner came, we ordered Chinese tonight, we ate and watched Grey's, Landon and I headed to bed early, I was feeling sick again and I was really tired. When we got upstairs I changed and fell asleep, almost instantly, carrying a child was tiring and I had only just began this journey.

When we woke up Sunday morning, we went home, I was sick at least 5 times before we got to leave, I was smelling everything times 10 and it was messing with me. We headed home, he started me a warm bath, I got undressed and pulled my robe on, walking to the bathroom, he smiles at me as I enter,

"It's almost ready baby, " he says.

I smile and sit on the edge of the tub, I place my fingers in the water and move them back and forth, Landon smiles at me, watching me, I hated the puking it was driving me crazy, but it would be worth it in the end, we would have a little bundle of joy to take care of, we had a lot to work out over the next nine months. Between getting baby stuff, figuring out school, but then again, our school had opened a daycare center for students wanting to finish school, and still be parents.

I know Landon wouldn't want me to not graduate, we would talk about everything once it got to that. Once the bath was full enough, I took my robe off and got in, I carefully sat down, relaxing into the tub, smiling, the warm water engulfing me, the warmness soothing my fears, pushing all the bad out, Landon smiles and leans down, kissing me,

"Yell if you need me babe," he says smiling more.

I nod kissing back, "I will baby," I smiled at him.

I watched him leave the bathroom, I closed my eyes resting my head against the shower, smiling, losing myself in my thoughts, remembering the first time Landon and I did it, how I felt the moment it happened, I was so lost in thoughts, I didn't realize Landon came in to check on me until he touched me,

I jumped a little opening my eyes, he says,

"Shh, it's just me, I wanted to make sure you were awake and okay baby."

I smile, "I'm good."

He smiles and leaves the bathroom, about 20 minutes later, I get out dried off and put my robe back on, walking back to Landon's room. I put PJs on and laid next to him, he was watching the walking dead, I put my head on his chest. I fell asleep, before I knew it it was morning, we got up and ready for school, left, and arrived at school a little early, I had to use my locker now, I couldn't carry all my stuff anymore, it wouldn't be good for the baby.

We dropped books off at my locker and he walked me to class, kissed me goodbye, and I walked into class. I sat down next to Tanner, who looked at me and asked me,

"You okay Luce? You look a little pale."

I nod and smile, "I'm fine guys, stop worrying."

Greyson looked at me, "We're going to worry, were your friends Luce."

I smiled, "Thanks guys, but I'm fine okay?"

They nodded and didn't get to respond as the teacher walked in and class began, I could feel them looking at me once and a while the whole class, when the bell rings, I grab my stuff and head to accounting waving to the boys, walking to class, Landon meeting up with me grabbing my hand and squeezing it gently, I smiled at him.

We walked into accounting and sat next to each other, he turned to me, holding my hand in his,

"Baby, you look like you're going to be sick, are you okay?" He asks, concern in his eyes.

I nod, "I'm fine, Tanner asked me that in class already," I smile at him.

"It's only because they are watching out for you for me babe," he kisses my cheek.

I smile as the teacher walks in, Landon let's go of my hand, class starts, I focus on class, fighting the morning sickness, as the bell rings, we grab our stuff and leave the classroom, heading to our next class, I run into the bathroom, getting sick, Landon waits for me outside the girls room.

Once I finish, we head to our next class, he squeezes my hand gently as we walk quietly, I smiled at him as we got to our next class, we walked in and sat by Tanner and Greyson. I don't really say much, they all just look at me concerned, they probably think I'm going to get sick right in class, I wasn't though.

The teacher walks in, class starts, I try to focus losing it half way through, Landon slides me the notes I couldn't focus on. I smile at him, the rest of class drags on, when the bell rings we head to lunch, I grab something light, not feeling great, we sit at our table, I try to eat, I can't, it turns my stomach, I get up and run out of the lunchroom, into the bathroom, getting sick a few more times, I couldn't wait to get passed this stage.

I walk back to the lunchroom, Landon's face shows worry, he knows it's normal, but he's still worried about me and the baby, the bell rings, he walks me to my next class, then kisses me goodbye, heading to his class, I walk in, staying away from Trevor who stares at me, I roll my eyes, as class begins I try to focus, before I know its time for the next class, I stay away from Trevor again, as that class passes fast, I walk into Drama, sitting away from him as always.

Drama dragged on, I tried to do some improv with Nate, who noticed I looked super pale,

"Are you okay?" He asks.

I nodded, "Yeah I'm good." I smile.

He just nods, then we go back to doing Improv.

About an hour later, class ends, I grab my stuff, and go to meet Landon, he's by his locker, he takes my backpack with all my books in it, carrying it to truck, I follow him, staying close, glad I wasn't showing yet, I was afraid of the whispers that would follow me around school once I started showing. He opened the door for me, I got in, he put our backpacks in the back.

He gets in, we head home, the rest of the week until Wednesday was the same, we got out early Wednesday, and we had a few days off for Thanksgiving, as we left school Wednesday afternoon around noon, Landon smiled at me,

"When we find out what we're having, I'd like to start baby shopping, if that's okay with you baby," he says.

I smiled back, as he drove home, "Yeah I'd love to babe," I look out the window, putting a hand on my stomach, I was almost 6 weeks along, the last week nearly flew by. Tomorrow was Thanksgiving, and we we're going to my house for it.

He parked once we got home, got out, grabbed our backpacks, opened my door for me, I got out, he closed and locked the truck up. We walked to the front door, he unlocked it, we went inside, and up to his room, we did our homework, then he made us some lunch.

We watched some Grey's whole we ate , he cleaned up, I ended up falling asleep, he carefully covered me up. I was woken up by Landon around 6pm,

"Baby, come eat dinner." He says as he gently wakes me up.

I yawn and stretch, getting up, I follow him downstairs, his dad leaving with a different hooker. I don't focus on that, as Landon looks the door, then goes to the table sitting, I sit too. We eat, then he cleans up, we go upstairs, and lay down, I fall asleep.