Today was January 1st the start of a brand new year, the last few weeks flew by, things all blended, our break was amazing, New Year's was awesome, I didn't know what to expect for this year yet, I wasn't sure of my goals yet. I still had to think of that, everything this year was different from last year. I wasn't treated nicely by these guys, they tortured me, tormented me, left me wondering why I existed, made me feel less than a person.

I was happier this time around, I was also pregnant, last year if you would have told me, in one year, you'll be pregnant with Landon's kid, I would have laughed at you, and said that he was my bully. If you told me I would be best friends with Tanner and Greyson, I would have said they also bully me badly, made me hate my life, regret going to school each day, I took it all in and acted fine. Never cried in front of them, no matter how hard they hit or shoved. I thought It'd never stop, I thought I'd have to deal with it for one more year, I was taken by surprise.

I was pulled in, surprised, after being hurt by Trevor, Landon hasn't left my side, he's the one that warned me, then that phone call, it ruined it all. All the events leading up to getting screwed over by Trevor, were insane, all the loving from Trevor, now felt so fake, like it didn't matter, like I wasn't important, when you tell someone they have nothing to worry about, it's best to keep to it, and not fuck another girl while your telling another you love them, it's wrong.

Landon's idea to make me feel better worked, it also left my pregnant, with him still by my side, amazing me each day, all that anger just gone, he looked truly happy, he truly loved me, he hasn't looked at another girl, he doesn't really give them the time of day, he never did, since his eyes were always on me, I know what it's like to like someone and not be able to tell them properly. I know all about mistrust, pain, betrayal, I loved through it the last 5 years.

The only people I trusted for awhile were my brother's and my close friends, it ate me alive, not trusting. It was like a drug you couldn't get away from, something that killed you slowly, I always thought I'd end up alone, Landon changed my life, more than once. This time around, things would never get abusive, he wasn't ever trying to hurt me to begin with.

As we got up for the day, we grabbed our stuff, went downstairs, said goodbye to our friends, then left. Landon took me out to lunch, then we went home, we showered, got comfortable, laid down and watched Grey's. I fell asleep after the first two episodes, Landon let me nap until dinner, he woke me up, we went downstairs, we ate a nice steak dinner, then went back upstairs, we watched Grey's for a few hours, I fell asleep within minutes of him shutting the TV off.

He laid next to me, wrapping his arm around me, he fell asleep, we go back to school tomorrow. Around 5am his alarm goes off, we get up, get ready for school, eat breakfast, then we leave, at some point we got all our homework done at our friends house. Once we get to school we park, get out, head inside, stop by our lockers, then Landon walks me to class, he kisses me goodbye, then heads to his class. I walk into class, sitting next to Tanner,

"Morning Luce," Tanner smiles at me.

"Morning Tanner," I reply as I pull out my book, notebook, a pen and pencil.

"Good morning," Greyson smiles at me as well.

"Morning Greyson," I reply as the teacher walks in.

Class starts, we end up working on our projects for class, when the bell rings, I grab my stuff, Landon was outside the classroom waiting for me, he took my hand and we walked to Accounting. We walked in, took our seats, we talked until the teacher came in. Class started, it was over quick, we didn't get the chance to look at the clock much, we were that busy in class. We grabbed our stuff, walked to our next class together, we walked in, sat in our seats, the teacher walked in a few minutes later, class started.

Once it was time for lunch, Landon and I made a trip to my locker first, changed out my books, then headed to the cafeteria, we grabbed lunch, sat at our table, I was slowly starting to get a baby bump, Landon's hoodie covered it up though, so no one knew yet, but the teachers, and a few of our close friends. We ate lunch, talked and laughed, I looked at Natalia,

"Natalia, I want you to be the god mom," I smile at her, we were best friends since diapers.

Natalia looked at me, from her seat next to Tanner, "I accept!" She smiles at me.

Sasha smiles, "Can I be the cool aunty?"

I laugh, "Yes Sash, of course you're the cool aunty!"

She laughs too, "Good, I was feeling left out," she laughs more.

I laugh more too, as Landon looks at Greyson, "Greyson, I want you for the god father, we've known each other since we were born, Tanner you're that awesome Uncle," Landon smiles at them.

Greyson looks at him, "Of course bro!"

He smiles, as does Tanner as he replies, "I like that idea."

We all laugh, as lunch ends, Landon walks me to class, Trevor passing us as Landon places a hand on my stomach, kissing me goodbye.

"I love you, I'll see you after Drama class babe," he says before he walks to class.

"I love you too babe," I smile as I walk into class, taking my seat.

As class begins, I keep my focus on the teacher, once class ends, I grab my stuff, head to my next class, taking my seat, waiting for the teacher, once the teacher arrives, class kind of flies by, as I grab my stuff to head to my next class, Nate walks up to me,

"Hey," he smiles.

"Hey Nate what's up?" I say smiling back.

"Figured we could walk together to drama, you always walk alone, plus Trevor is staring at you," he says.

I nod, spotting Trevor's stare, I shake my head,

"Let's go," I say.

Nate nods, we head to Drama together, walk in, take our seats, waiting for the teacher. Trevor walks in a few moments after we do, staring at me, I get sick of it, getting up, I walk over to him,

"Stop fucking staring at me Trevor! It's bothering me, I can't stand to look at you staring like you love me, you never did, you don't hurt the person you love, you don't fuck other girls, after promising you wouldn't let her on! You literally make me so sick Trevor! So stop fucking staring!!!" I say angrily at him.

He looks at me, "I made a mistake, people make mistakes Lucy! I'm only human!"

I shake my head, "Not like that! You're a cheater and a liar, two things you know I hate, so fuck off dude, stop staring or I'll knock your lights out!"

I walk off before he can say anything else, the teacher walks in as Trevor tries to give more excuses, I am glad, I need to calm down a bit anyways, I wasn't used to being so strong. I wasn't used to lashing back out, it was still new, I didn't need to do it much anymore, not since they stopped bullying me. Once class started, Nate and I ended up with Hannah and Gavin for some skit's.

Once we performed ours, we had the class in tears, we nailed it good, the teacher impressed again. A few minutes later, school ended, I grabbed my things, walked out, met Landon, we walked to our lockers, he put all my books in my backpack, then we headed to his truck, he unlocked it, putting our backpacks on the backseat, he helped me into the truck, then drove me to the doctors, I had a check up today, after the appointment, which everything checked out okay, the baby is strong and healthy.

We head home, start our homework, once we finish, we go cook dinner, eat, shower, then relax until we fall asleep.