My list of things I want to get done this year are as follows:

1. Not kill anyone
2. Not lose this baby
3. Take care of myself
4. Keep up the work of not angering Landon
5. Have this baby in Aug
6. Have the babies room set up
7. Figure out who's house were staying at mine or his

It's not a long list, I had already taken care of some of them, so they weren't on the list, I only had to die for it to happen though, then start dating Landon. Things were better than I ever imagined, expect my outbursts, if only Trevor got the hint to stop talking to me, I would be fine, I couldn't stress it wasn't good for the baby or me. Wednesday and Thursday flew by, it was now Friday January 5th, I'm officially 12 weeks, with a small baby bump, I'm finally beginning to show, I had 4 more weeks until we could find out the sex of the baby.

Our alarm goes off, waking us up, we get up, get ready for school, go downstairs, eat breakfast, his dad was there today, what happened next I'd never forget,

"Landon, congratulations on the baby son, I know I've been a shitty father, I spend to much time with hookers, I'm sorry, have you decided where you're going to live after the baby is born?"

I looked at his dad, Landon looked at me then his dad,

"We still haven't decided, but I start working at the garage Monday," Landon replies.

His dad nods, "Okay, you guys can stay here if you want, I wouldn't throw you out, just don't hurt her," he looks at me.

I look at Landon, Landon sighs,

"Dad, I stopped hurting her a few months ago, I won't hurt her ever again," he says as he takes my hand, gently squeezing it.

He looks at us, "Good, maybe tonight we can all go out for dinner? I met someone, no it's not a hooker, she's a nurse."

I was shocked, Landon looked at me then his dad,

"You met someone finally dad? We'll have dinner with you two, I can't wait to meet her."

I smile at them, then I looked at the clock,

"Babe, we gotta go or we'll be late for school."

Landon looks at the clock, nodding,

"You're right babe, we do have to go, bye dad, see you later," he says to his dad.

His dad hugs us goodbye,

"Bye Jon," I say as we leave.

"Bye dad," Landon says.

"Bye kids," he says.

We get into Landon's truck, he drives us to school, he parks, we get out, he locks up the truck, then we head inside, people looked at us, I heard someone say,

"Lucy is pregnant too? At least she knows the babies dad and wasn't unsure."

I roll my eyes, Macy was probably stressed, Trevor was an asshole now, he turned into a different person, he let's the school slut in, fucks her, gets her knocked up, then tries to get me back. Like who does that shit? I hate guys some time's they suck so much. Landon was still anger free, I was impressed with his improvement with his attitude, I think his dad changing this morning, might have fixed the broken he experienced, I know one dinner wouldn't make up for his dad being a shitty ass father, but it was a start.

His dad accepted me, accepted that he was going to be a grandpa, I was happy that he cared now, it would make home better, not that it was tense at all, since his dad was barely home enough, maybe his dad would drink less now.

We walk to our lockers, drop off books, taking what we need for the first few classes, he walks me to class, kisses me goodbye, then heads to his class. I walk in, take my seat, wait for class to start, as it does, it goes by fast, I grab my stuff, wave goodbye to Tanner and Greyson, head towards accounting meeting up with Landon on the way, we walk in, take our seats, class begins, we break into teams for a stock market game, we were going to be doing this for a week, picking stocks, checking them daily, seeing if we invested good or not. Me, Landon, Colin, and Hannah are together, we all get started, the bell rings an hour later, we grab our stuff, heading to the next class, we walk in, take our seats.

The teacher walks in, class begins, I try to focus, Landon sees me struggling, he takes his notes, copying them, slipping me them, I smile at him, he smiled back, we go back to focusing, the bell rings for lunch, we get up, grab our things, then head to my locker to trade my books, then we head to the cafeteria, we grab lunch, walk to our table, sit down, eat, talk, the bell rings, we throw our trash out, he walks me to my next class, kisses me goodbye, then he heads to his class, I go in sit near Sasha. The teacher walks in a moment later, class begins, I try to stay focused, I was tired, I could also hear some whispers about me being pregnant,

"She looks great, she seems happy too, Landon has to be the dad, she's dating him, she isn't like Macy, I bet she doesn't sleep around." A girl named Laura says.

I hear Trevor's voice next, "She doesn't sleep around, Landon's a lucky guy to have her, I wish I hadn't fucked up."

I roll my eyes, Sasha touches my arm, I look at her, she smiles,

"Ignore him, he's jealous that he's a dumbass idiot who hurt you badly, you are lucky to have Landon."

I smile at her, "Thanks Sash."

She smiles more, then we go back to focusing so the teacher doesn't catch us talking. The bell rings an hour and half later, I grab my stuff, walking out of the classroom, heading to my next class, sitting near Natalia, as Trevor walks by,

"I heard people can't stop talking about you and Macy, comparing you, are you okay with all the talk?" She asks me.

I nod, "Yeah, I'm fine, as long as they aren't calling me a slut or anything I'm good."

She smiles, "Good, I'll hurt a bitch if I got to girl," she laughs.

I laugh to as the teacher walks in, class starts, we keep our focus on class, before we know it, the bell rings, I grab my stuff, then head to drama. I walk in, sit next to Nate,

"Hey how far along are you?" He asks.

"12 weeks today," I smile at him.

"Landon's?" He asks.

"Of course," I smile more.

"You guys seem to be doing great," he says.

"We are, he's the best," I say laughing a little.

He smiles more, "Good, as long as he doesn't hurt you."

"He won't Nate, he's definitely changed," I say as the teacher walks in.

Nate nods, class starts, we break out into groups, working on some varies drama exercises, the bell rings at 2pm, school is now officially over, I grab my stuff, meet Landon, we go to our lockers, grab our books, he takes my backpack, we head to his truck, he unlocks it, opens my door, helps me in, puts our backpacks on the backseat, then gets in, starts his truck, drives us home. He parks, gets out, helps me out, grabs our backpacks, then we head inside. We quickly do our homework, then we get ready for dinner, I find a nice outfit, putting it on, fixing my hair, grabbing my phone off the charger, Landon grabs his, his keys, and my hand as we walk downstairs.

His dad was ready, waiting for us, we leave, get in his dad's car, his dad drives us to Red Robbin, we get out, walk inside, wait to be seated, once seated, we order our drinks, I get a strawberry lemonade, the guys get soda, I was trying to keep away from a lot of soda, seeing how coffee made me slightly nauseous as it was.

"How was school?" His dad asks us.

"Good," Landon says.

"It was okay, people are talking about me being pregnant now, Trevor is driving me crazy," I say.

"Trevor is the guy you were with before right?" His dad asks.

I nod, "Yeah, he slept with this girl, Landon warned me he had gotten too close to her."

Landon takes my hand, softly squeezing it, as his dad replies,

"Well Trevor's an idiot, my son did the right thing. You two seem very happy together, despite everything, yes I know what my son did to you for 5 years, it's my fault."

I don't say anything, I just look at his dad, Landon smiles, then replies,

"I told him what I was doing in school, during our many fights."

I look at him, "Okay baby," was all I could say.

He kisses me, I kiss back, smiling, his dad's date arriving, we pull apart, looking at her, she was pretty, her name is Sharon, she's my cousin's mom's friend, I smiled at her,

"Hey Sharon," I say.

Sharon smiled big, "Lucy? You are so grown up!"

I get up and walk over to her, she spots my belly,

"Oh my god, how far along? You look great."

"12 weeks, in about 4 weeks, we go for another ultrasound," I reply and hug her she hugs me back.

"Congratulations, I'm happy to see you with a guy finally," she says.

I laugh, "I wasn't ready until this year, a lot happened the last 5 years, dying and being in the hospital visit, it's been tough until recently, Landon's been a huge help."

She smiles as she sits down, I sit back next to Landon, the waitress comes back with our drinks and takes Sharon's drink order, then leaves to get it.

"I'm glad your doing better, it's nice to see you so happy, I just met Landon's father a weeks ago," Sharon says as Jon takes her hand.

I smile, "Thanks, I'm glad you found a guy, yourself."

"You're welcome," She replies smiling.

We look at the menus, pick what we want, as the waitress comes back with Sharon's drink, we order, get refills, and wait for our food.

"So we picked out baby names, Hunter for a boy and Milly for a girl," I say smiling at them.

Landon smiles, "I will be happy either way," he kisses my cheek.

Jon smiles, "Nice names, I can't wait."

Sharon smiles too, "I love the names," she says.

The waitress comes with our food, we eat, laugh, and talk. Once we finish, his dad pays the check, we all head back to the house, Landon and I sitting in the back, Sharon and Jon in the front. When we get home, Landon and I go shower, get comfortable, then we sit in our bed, he looks at me,

"Where would you like to be after you deliver baby? Would you like us to set the baby room up here or your house?"

I look at him, "Here honestly, this is home to me now, I'd rather not look at Trevor all the time, but could we set him or her a room at mine? For when my parents take the baby? Or my brother's?"

He smiles, "If that is what you want baby, we can do that."

I smile, "You're amazing," I lean over and kiss him.

He kisses me back, "So are you baby."

I smile more, "How did we go from so much hate, to so much love?"

He smiles, "That hate was always love, it was expressed wrong, I was an idiot, if I could go back, I'd change how I introduced myself, I would have called you pretty, told you my name was Landon, then asked you what your name was."

I looks at him, "Yeah? I do too, I would have told you Thank you, I'm Lucy. If we could we would have always had this between us, the love, but it's okay baby. We are together now, we are happy, we are having a baby," I turn to him, placing my hand on his arm, smiling, "We are going to be amazing parents."

He pulls me onto his lap, facing him, he places his hands on my waist, I put my arms around his neck as he says,

"Yes we are, I am going to take care of both of you, no matter what, no one will ever hurt either of you, I won't let anyone touch you guys, ever."

He kisses me with passion, I feel how much he loves me, and our baby. He moves one of his hands to my stomach, gently rubbing my baby bump, I kiss him back, we kiss for a few minutes, then pull away. He holds onto my waist, moving his hand from my stomach back to my waist. He smiles,

"You are perfect Lucy, always have been, I was too stupid to notice until you died and screamed it at Tanner."

I smile back, "I should have fought back sooner, spilled my secret sooner."

"It's okay, I would love you even if you weren't rich, Lucy I've always had eyes for you, I just should have figured my shit out sooner," he replies.

I smile, "You're still amazing."

He kisses me again, then lays me down next to him, cuddling me close, putting Grey's on, we watch for a bit, I fall asleep first, my head on his shoulder, a hand on his chest, he falls asleep not long after turning the TV off without waking me, we sleep through the night, we wake up the next morning, go downstairs, cook breakfast for the 4 of us. Jon and Sharon come down as were nearly done breakfast,

"Breakfast is almost done," I say as I grab plates, silverware, and cups.

"It smells amazing guys, " Sharon says, coming to help me.

I smile, "Thank you," I set the table, grabbing coffee cups for them 3,

"Coffee?" I ask.

They all nod, I pour them all coffee, giving Sharon and Jon theirs black so they can finish it how they like, I make Landon's how he likes it. I bring him his cup, setting it on the counter, kissing his cheek,

"There you go baby," I say.

"Thank you beautiful," He says smiling at me as he finishes breakfast.

He makes the plates, putting them on the table, then sits, I sit next to him, pouring myself some OJ, I smile,

"You're welcome love," I say.

He smiles, then begins to eat, we all eat breakfast, talking, once we finish, Landon and Jon clean up. Sharon and Jon leave for the day after breakfast and getting dressed. We go out for a bit shopping, we got some baby stuff for my house, then go home. We make lunch, eat, then go relax and watch Grey's until dinner, Jon and Sharon had knocked saying they were making dinner tonight, we went downstairs, ate dinner, then went to shower and get ready for bed, we laid down, watched more Grey's, tonight I couldn't sleep until about 3:30am.

When I finally feel asleep, I slept most of that day, Landon let me, knowing I was tired. The next 4 weeks blurred by and I was ready to find out what we were having finally, tomorrow was the big day.