Today is  May 25th I'm 32 weeks along, 8 weeks left, as of today, it's coming up fast, it's scary that in just two months the baby should be here, we awake to his alarm, getting up, we get ready for the day, first was a doctor appointment at 8 then the ultrasound at 10, they only had me in so much for an ultrasound due to me nearly going early at 26 weeks. We go downstairs, eat breakfast, then head out to my appointments, today she wasn't as active, she must be sleeping, she's been more active at nighttime then during the day.

We get in the truck, buckle up, he starts it, we leave, heading towards the doctor's, once there he parks, we get out, he locks the truck, we go in, check in, wait to be called, once we're called we follow the nurse to a room. We go in, I sit down, she checks my vitals, ask me questions, the normal stuff, she leaves, the doctor comes in a few moments later,

"How are we today? 8 more weeks until this little girl should be here." She says.

"Good, I'm nervous," I smile at her.

"That's normal, you're first time parents," she says as she finds the heartbeat.

"Strong and healthy still," she smiles.

We smile back at her, we finish up, she hands us the paper to be back next week, we take it, leaving the room. We walk to the front desk, hand over the paper, getting our next appointment date, then we head out, getting in the truck, buckling up, then he drives to the hospital, he parks, we get out, he locks his truck.

He takes my hand, we walk into the hospital, check in, take our seat, we wait to be called. Once called, we follow the nurse, we walk into a room, sit and wait for the ultrasound technician. Once she comes in, I lay down, she gets started,

"You're baby is now 3 3/4 pounds nearly 4 pounds, roughly," she smiles at us, "Looks like your slowly losing fluid, it's okay, well keep an eye on it, don't panic, don't change what you're doing, stay on bed rest, it's such a slow leak, you might be okay for another month, or so. We will keep an eye out, I promise you have nothing to worry about." She smiles.

I look at Landon, he squeezes my name gently, nodding,

"It's okay babe." He says.

I smile, nodding as I say, "Okay."

She looks at us, "I'd like to check in another 2 weeks, if anything happens before hand, call to cancel okay?" She says.

I nod, "okay we will."

She smiles,"See you in two weeks."

We leave, taking the paper to the front desk, getting an appointment for June 8th 10am. We leave the hospital heading home, he sends me upstairs to relax, he makes us lunch, I go up, sit down, turning on Grey's, he comes up 10 minutes later with lunch, handing me my plate, he sits next to me, we eat, then he brings our dishes downstairs, then comes up, we do our school work until it's done, he sends it in,

"I'm so proud of you for keeping up with your school work babe," he says to me.

I smile, "Thanks," I say as there is a knock at the door.

"Come in, " Landon says.

The door opens showing Jon, "Dinner is ready."

We get up, heading downstairs with Jon, we walk into the dining room, we sit, we eat, we all talk about the baby, how she's doing, how I'm feeling, how Landon's feeling. After dinner, they clean up, I head up, shower, get ready for bed, laying down, watching Grey's until 3am, then I fall asleep.

The next two weeks do what they've been doing fly by, its now June 8th, I'm 34 weeks, I'm scared, I've been having some Braxton Hicks today, we head to the doctors first after waking up and getting ready. We park, head in, check in, take our seat, get called follow the nurse, go into a room, get my vitals taken, then we wait for the doctor.

She checks me out, telling me Braxton Hicks are just that right now, she hears the babies heartbeat, sends us on our way with the paper, we walk to the front desk, book the appointment, then head out to the truck, I stop halfway to the truck, holding my stomach.

Landon looks worried, "Baby?"

I look at him, "That was an intense one, let's go."

He nods, we get to the truck as he unlocks it, we get in, we buckle up, he starts the truck, drives to the hospital, he parks, we get out, he locks the truck, we walk inside, check in, take our seats, we get called about 20 minutes later, they are backed up a little today.

We follow the nurse, walk into the room, she closes the door, I keep feeling intense pain, I start crying as the ultrasound technician comes in, seeing me in pain, she has me lay down, she checks for the baby, she looks at me,

"She's ready now." She says.

I look at Landon scared, he squeezes my hand, "Baby we got this."

"She's roughly 4 3/4 pounds almost 5, " she says, "I'll go grab a wheelchair," she leaves the room.

I look at Landon, "I don't know if I'm ready," I say looking scared.

"It's okay I'm not ready either, we got this baby, you're so strong, I'm so happy we get to meet her, even if she might be small, she's ours, we will make it, I love you." He says as he kisses me.

I kiss back as the ultrasound technician comes back in with a wheelchair and a doctor, I get up, sitting in the wheelchair, holding my stomach, the intense pain starting up, the doctor wheels me out and to the maternity ward. Looks like we might have a baby today, tonight or tomorrow.