It's been a while since the time Spinel left to go to homeworld with the Diamonds, but she couldn't shake the fact that she missed Steven... A-Lot. They were best buds after all... at-least... she thought that was the case, until now... One day ago, she asked the Diamonds if she could go to earth for a while, since it has been a long time since she's been there. And, they actually agreed to it. So, Spinel uses the warp in one of the rooms to go to earth. She heads down to the boardwalk, since she felt like talking a walk there. eventually, she saw Steven and Connie which made her kinda happy and a-little shy at the same time. Oh! Hi Spinel! Long time no see! Steven yells as he runs toward Spinel. Wow, you still kinda look the same, which isn't bad actually!

O-Oh! Thanks, I guess. Spinel replies, somewhat shy. Steven! C'mon! I thought this was a date between us, not with a third wheel! Connie joked. O-Oh! Right. Sorry Spinel, I gotta go. I'll see you later in homeworld! Steven told Spinel before running back to Connie. ...Yeah... see you later...

After Spinel left, Connie and Steven continued there date, at-least until... I can't believe you're still friends with her. She did try to kill you twice or three times now. That's kinda dumb, if you ask me... Connie blurted out. ...Connie, she's not as bad once you get to know her... I will admit, she is strong and she did try to kill me... But the last time she tried to kill me, I'll admit, I was a-little selfish... So I don't blame her for it... Steven replied. Steven, you're too forgiving sometimes... But I love that about you... Connie admits. Steven laughed a-bit. Thanks...

Back on homeworld though, when Spinel got back... Oh! Spinel! You're just... on... time... are you okay? White Diamond asked, taking notice that Spinel isn't as cheery as she was before... Hmm? O-Oh! My Diamond... yes, I'm fine... J-Just... well, as humans say, tired is all... She states before leaving the room to head to her own... Spinel, wait... Just know that whenever you feel down... you can come to me... talk to me... do whatever you wish to open up to me... and I will not tell another lifeform... I promise... White Diamond stated.

...I...I know my Diamond, but trust me. I'm alright. nothing to worry about... trust me... Spinel insisted. Alright, but if you wish to get something off your chest, come to me or the other Diamonds... White Diamond requested. Spinel thought about it for a moment... Okay... I'll do that. Spinel finally said before heading to her room. She soon started to cry in the corner... but then started to sing a song to herself...

Here in homeworld...

I've played games...

With almost everyone...

But, here in homeworld...

It was missing something...

Or rather, someone...

I missed his smile...

That was what I was after...

His smile in his eyes...

the sound of his laughter...

Happy to see him...

on those visiting days...

and happily watching him drift away...

Here in homeworld...

I'm not alone...

Under this endless sky...

but when he visits...

I feel like I'm in my "home"...

Like those thousands of years never came by...

when he leaves, I wonder...

Night after night if...

he's doing well...

Is he doing alright...

Happy to see him...

on those visiting days...

and happily watching him drift away...

It's been so many years

Maybe he doesn't care...

Maybe he doesn't care about me...

But It's been so many ages...

Yet, to me, he's still there...

To me, he's still there for me...

And after all I've done...

All I have caused...

All the things I've done in the end...

He still comes to see me...

and the Diamonds too...

And he still thinks me and him are friends...

Isn't that awesome...

He still thinks like that...

Well, now it's too late for me...

So I'll act like I'm...

Happy to see him...

on those visiting days...

and happily watching him drift...

Drift...

Drift...

...Away.

She soon managed to get some sleep... even though she's a gem that doesn't need it, but she likes it... But, she didn't know the Diamonds overheard everything... and they knew who Spinel was talking about... Poor Spinel... what do we do? Blue Diamond whispered to the others. I don't know, but we have to do something... Yellow replied. Soon, they left Spinel to be alone for a while in her room, so she could actually get better sleep... But before she was completely asleep, she made a vow to herself... She... makes you happy... That's all I wanted for you in your life... But, sometimes I wonder to myself... "Is he happy?" ...By the looks of it... You are happy... Even when I'm not by your side anymore... But can I blame you...? After all, she is your everything... And I... I am nothing but an average gem... But for you... I'll stay strong... Even if I am...broken...

(hi! so, I know this sucks, BUT THIS IS MAH FIRST BOOK ON THIS SHIP, MK?! Get over mah crappy writing TwT... I tried. Also, I can't draw very well, but I have tried!)