„When we both fall asleep underneath the same sky, to the beats of our hearts at the same time, so close but so far away.”

Michael’s P.O.V.

I’ve heard that apparently Ashton brought her to this party and all I wanted was her back. She was right with everything she had said. I made her feel like crap, I made it seem like I didn’t give a damn about how she felt but really, all I ever cared about was her. She met me at a very strange time, when I ran away from home because I couldn’t handle my family anymore. She was there when no one else was. She meant the world the world to me, she was my world but I’ve left her slip through my fingers. Looking back now, I shouldn’t have left. I should have hold her, should have said sorry, should have kissed her a million times but I haven’t. I had no idea how she was dealing with the whole situation, it kind of worried me that she already went partying again. Fuck it Michael, you’ll try to get your girl back, that’s what I was thinking before I went to this party, too. Maybe I should have stayed away because what I saw there was definitely not what I was expecting.

*at the party*

“Don’t ever touch or again or I swear to god, I’m gonna murder you” I grabbed this douche who was sticking his tongue way too deep in places where it didn’t belong a few seconds ago. “Dude, calm down, she said she didn’t have a boyfriend” he tried to defend himself. Suddenly it hit me and I slowly put him down again. He ran away as soon as I let go of him and I turned to face the girl I thought I knew. “You said you didn’t have a boyfriend?” I honestly couldn’t believe what this guy just told me. “Michael, I –“ she began but I cut her off. “Save it. I don’t even wanna hear it” I shook my head and walked away, having hundreds of pairs of eyes following me.

I stormed out of the house, heading to the street in front of me. “Michael! Michael, please just wait a second” she screamed and cried behind me but I didn’t even bother turning around to this bitch. How could she betray me like this? Couldn’t she see I loved her? I just didn’t understand how she could do something like this to me. I’ve heard her footsteps coming closer and all of a sudden she grabbed my shoulder, stopping me from walking any further. She stepped in front of me, so I was facing her now. Her make-up was a total mess because she was crying so much. She tried to calm down and be able to talk properly which sort of failed. “Michael” she started, still sobbing. “What?” I heartlessly snapped. “It is not what it looked like” she took some deep breaths between her words, trying not to burst into tears again. “Oh alright, so what is it like?” I honestly didn’t even want to hear her “explanation” but I waited for it anyway. “I just, I ..” she shook her, looking to her right as if the answer to his question was somewhere over there. “I don’t know why I told him I had no boyfriend. But you just left me without saying anything, you haven’t called, you haven’t texted me, I had no idea what was going on. I was hoping that you would come back home, I couldn’t even sleep without you next to me. You have no idea how much I missed you, Michael. No idea” Her words seemed real, I couldn’t not believe her. I simply had to look in her eyes, listen to her voice and I was all hers again, every fight, every disappointment was forgotten and to be honest, sometimes it scared me. The effect she had on me. I’ve never experienced something like that before but it was something I never wanted to miss. She was just standing there now, and that was when I took her face in my hands, pulled her to me and crashed my lips on hers. Immediately she put her hands on mine, not letting me go anymore. She made me feel how much she missed me the last days by putting so much passion into the kiss like never before. God, how could I be so stupid and leave her. But that all didn’t count in this very moment because I was finally holding my world again. We both lost track of time while kissing on the sidewalk and as we pulled away, she looked at me, her tears now dry on her skin. “Please never leave again, please” She was close to tears again. “I’ll never leave again, love. Never again, I promise” I reassured her and pulled her in my arms as I kissed her forehead. “Let’s head home, shall we?” I whispered against her hair. I received a nod of her and I took her hand, leading her to the car I came with.

 Kamila’s P.O.V.

We haven’t been talking the whole car ride, mainly because we were both just too tired from the events that had been taking place tonight. Michael didn’t even put the radio on so it was a really quiet car ride. Finally reaching your apartment, you headed straight to the bedroom to change into some clothes you could sleep in. Michael grabbed two of his shirts, handing you one. “Wear this one tonight” he said before he placed a small kiss on your cheeks and you weakly smiled at him. Letting your dress drop to the floor, you pulled his shirt over your head and fell onto the bed. Michael took the blanket and made sure your body was covered in it. Seconds later he joined you and rested one hand on your waist after pulling you into his chest. You looked up at him, waiting for a moment before you quietly started talking. “I hate you” He frowned in confusion. “What?” he asked, obviously confused where this came from now. “I said I hate you, Michael. I hate you for making me love you when I want to hate you” you said without showing any more emotions. His hand was now playing with a strand of hair of yours. “Don’t hate me” he said uncertainly. “But I do” you nodded at him in the dark. “But you know, that means much more than love. Maybe it’s the hate that keeps us together” At first he didn’t really know how to react, taken aback by your words. “Then I will probably hate you forever” he then said. You cuddled into his chest again, too tired to keep this conversation up any longer. Something told you that it had somewhat sad how your relationship lived from the hate but maybe it was just what made it special. Maybe it was supposed to be that way. You felt your thoughts drifting off when you slowly fell asleep next to the one guy you loved so much, you hated him.

ok did this even make sense i have no idea i'm sorry

i live for short chapters i just can't write longer ones hope you still sort of liked it hehe ily