TW: dysphoria?

Am I not
The little girl
You wanted?

You always said
You wanted a boy
But now you got them
You don't really want them?

I'll always be
Your
"Little girl"
But if that girl
Is not the same person
You thought she was
Are you willing
To change with her?

Does cutting my hair
Changing everything
Make me
A different person?

And if I really
Wanted
To change myself
Would you still think of me
As your child?

Just because
You mourn the loss
Of a daughter
Doesn't mean
You can't love a son.

Would you rather
Have a son
Who loved himself
Or a daughter
Who hated herself?