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So you still won't speak huh" Sanzu said as he grab my ex chin and forced him to look at him.

Fuck you! My ex said with a laugh and he looked at me. Really y/n? Are you that desperate? He said making me look away from him.

You know him? Ran asked making me look at him and then at my ex. I mumbled a small yes to him.

Great, so what's his name? Sanzu asked as he looked at me. Marvin" I answered making my ex, Marvin look at me with a glare.

What the fuck y/n?! Why would you tell them my name" he asked. Why wouldn't I? I work for them so it's only natural for me to help them" I answered and glared back at him.

He just scoffed. Really? They accept you? How can they when your freak" he said with a laugh.

I mean just look at your eyes " he added making me look at the ground. Well at least there not like you" I said and look back at him.

Really? They kill people y/n" he said. So? I don't care" I grumbled making Ran and Rindou who were besides me snicker, even sanzu gave a laugh.

That enough " sanzu said as he grip Marvin's chin again. Who the fuck do you work for? Sanzu asked but Marvin just kept silent.

Fucking slut" Marvin spat as he looked at me. I just ignored him as sanzu shot the man besides Marvin.

Marvin didn't even flinch when that happened. See now? Can't believe that your working with some criminal " Marvin said again as he looked at me.

So? Even if they are criminal they still have some respect left! Unlike you! I hissed at him. And on top of that none of them tried to touch me or do anything to me" I added making them all look at me.

Not like you did" I whispered the last part but since the whole place was silent after I said those I was pretty sure they all heard it.

They all raised a brow but I stayed quiet and just look down on the floor. Sanzu was the first one to break the silence with his laughter.

I look up and saw him swallow a pill. I'm not letting him drive back later either " kakucho mumbled as he looked at sanzu who was laughing as he pointed a gun at Marvin's face.

[ mini time skip ]

Once sanzu was done getting information from Marvin and the other men he killed them and we left.

The whole car ride was silent and I refused to look at any of them in the eye. I can tell that Mikey was looking at me but I didn't turn my head and look at him, not even a glance.

We arrived back at Mikey's house and I went straight upstairs but stop midway. You guys can just order your food I'm not in the mood to cook" I said and then continued on my way to my room.

I shut the door and throwed myself in the bed, finally letting the tears I've been holding back for a while fall.

Dammit! At all the times I needed to see him was this time! Really! I said and hugged a pillow, staining it with my tears.

I practically brawled out my eyes and cried until tears stop falling out of my eyes. I stayed in that same position for who knows how long.

I stayed in my room for hours and I was greatful that nobody came inside or tried to bother me.

Yet that was ruined when someone knocked on my door. Y/n" Mikey called out and opened my door not even asking to come in what so ever.

He then closed the door and just stared at me while I still refuse to look at him. Y/n" he called again but this time his voice was soft, or maybe I was just imagining it because of my crying.

But nevertheless I lift my face from the pillow I was still hugging and looked at him.

My puffy mismatch eyes eyes looked straight at his lifeless obsidian black eyes, but this time they weren't really lifeless as they usually seem.

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Hi! I hoped you guys enjoyed today's chapter! Please do leave a vote or comment!

And yeah sorry, the part two of the flashback might be in the next chapter.