Dream Harry p.o.v

Severus hits me hard making me fall to the ground. "Why would you even think I love a vile useless thing like you. You are nothing!" He yells and kicks me. "your a disgusting freak of a wizard." He says and kicks me again.
"B-but you said-"
"It was all lies. I mean really Potter. Your to young. And you are defiled stupid and a freak!" Severus says then takes out his wand shouting the killing curs.

Awake Harry p.o.v

I wake up from the nightmare silantly crying. Wich is a good thing because I don't want Severus to wake up. I get out of his loos grip and go to the bathroom. And start to cry more.
I then hear a soft nock at the door. "Harry come out I can hear and feel your sadness. Come tell me what's wrong." Severus says softly.
I say nothing and start to search for a blade. Those make me feel better. It'll help. I find a razor and carfully hold it smiling. I hold it up to my wrist and Severus comes in taking it away and takes me to the bedroom. "What the bloody hell do you think you are doing?!" Severeus ask angerly.
I whimper and start to sob curling up into a ball on the floor.
Severus kneels next to me rubbing my back. "Harry what happened? I'm sorry for yelling at you."
"I. I had. A nightmare. You. You hated me." I say giving him the short version.
Severus holds me and says, "you know I love you Harry."
I slowly nod and say, "It. It still scared me. I. I'm sorry. I'm stupid."
"No you are not you are smart. It's okay to get scared from a nightmare." Severus replies kissing my forhead. "It's still pretty early to be up. Would you like a dreamless sleep potion?"
I nod and he sits me on the bed and goes to get the potion. He then gives it to me and I drink it falling asleep.

When I wake up again Severus is already awake and getting ready so I do the same. When we are both ready we head to the great Hall. "S-Severus?" I say nervously.
"Yes Harry?" He replys.
  "Can. Can I sit with you?" I ask.
"Of course." Severus says confused.
I fallow him to the teacher table and my friends wach me go worried. I just smile to them reassuringly.
We eat and since it's the weekend so I go with Hermione and Ron and we walk around the lake. "Do you guys think that Severus would ever not want me?" I ask as we find a nice shady place to sit.
"Why do you ask? Did Severus say something?" Hermione ask.
"No. I just had a nightmare. He. He helped me a little. But. Im still a little scared." I say frowning.
Hermione puts a hand on my shoulder and says, "it's okay Harry. He loves you. I'm sure he will never leave you."
"He killed me in my dream." I mumble.
"Wow. You. You know he won't do that Harry. He cares about you." Hermione says.
"I-I know it's just. Scary. I mean. How can my mind come up with that?" I say and start to pull grass from the ground and tear it apart.
"I don't know mate but it sounds freaky." Ron says thoughtfully.
We then decide to get up and go back to the castel for lunch. Trying to put the dream aside.

Severus p.o.v

On the way to the great Hall Minerva and me are talking about the dance. "It's a shame you can not take Harry." She says.
"Yes. But he can find a friend to go with." I say shrugging. I'm sure he'd rather spend that time with friends than me.
"Yes. And you will be bored shapperoning making sure older kids don't have to much fun." She says laughing a little.
I grimis. That will be horried. Why do I even need to shaperone. Oh yah. Because we are in a school with a bunch of horny teenagers who can't keep it in there pants.
"I wonder who Harry will go with if he can't go with you." Minerva said as we went to our seats.
"I don't know. I just wish I don't have to teach the Slytherin how to dance." I say.
"Oh it won't be that bad." She said laughing a little.
I roll my eyes as I see Harry and his friends walk in. Harry grins up at me and I smile back as they sit down. "Yah it won be. Though I don't want to shaperone. Maybe I can take a sick day." I tell Minerva.
"You can't do that. Plus I am sure Harry will want you there. Maybe he will try to make it less boring." She replies.
I just shrug and eat. We will just have to see.

Later Harry and I are in our room, I am reading as Harry cuddles to me staring off into space, Harry has been very quite. Yes he has seem nervous every time he is around me but it's seemed to have gotten worse. I sigh and shut the book making Harry look up at me.
I pull him onto my lap making him face me. "Harry. Are you okay?" I ask softly.
Harry slowly shakes his head.
"Harry what's wrong?" I ask.
Harry just shrugs and looks everywhere but at me.
"Harry please talk to me. I'm here for you." I tell him.
"I. The nightmare.  It's. Still bothering me. And. I've. I've just been thinking. " He tells me.
"I. I feel like. I'm to. To. Much of a burden. And. Sometimes I think. I'm to young for you. How can I give you everything you need." He tells me.
I sigh and say, "Harry. Your not a burden. And. What do you mean what I need?"
Harry shrugs and says, "like. Sex or-"
I cut him off saying. "I don't need sex. That can really wait for as long as you need. And anything esle Harry that don't matter right now. What matters is uoi being more healthy both physically and mentally and getting through those tasks."
"But Severus-"
"But nothing. What ever you think I need can wait. Sex is just a more intament display of affection that can wait okay." 
"Okay." He mumbles looking at his lap.
"You understand?" I ask.
He nods and I say, "Harry. I can understand your dream bothering you. But Harry. What ever you saw in your dream. It's not real."
"I know. But. How can my mind make something like that up?" Harry says.
"I don't know. Let's get ready for bed. It's late. Would you like some more dreamless sleep?" I tell him getting up and setting him on his feet.
He nods and goes to take a shower as I get him more potion.

After we both get ready we go to bed and Harry takes the potion. And we both fall asleep cuddling.