35. I can wait...

Kabhi gardishon ka maara
Kabhi khwaahishon se haara
Roothe chand kaahe chakor

Zara se bhi samjhaute se
Yeh parhez rakhta hai kyoon
Maane na kabhi koi zor

Duniya jahaan ki bandishon ki
Yeh kahaan parvaah kare
Jab kheenche teri dor
Kheenche teri dor

Swara got down from the cab and took her suitcase out and looked up. She was standing in front of the airport.

"Maybe this was all I needed." Swara thought with sad smile spreading her lips she went inside.

Manchala, manchala teri or
Manchala, manchala teri or
Khamoshiyon ki suraton mein
Dhoonde tera shor
Dhunde tera shor

Man chala, man chala teri or
Man chala, man chala teri or

"Where are you?" Sanskaar cried and that is when he realized something.

"The only place is left is......No swara, you can't leave me. I love you and I won't this happen." Sanskaar was driving as fast as he can to the place he suspectes.

Rukhi sukhi dil ki hai zameen
Jane kahaan gum hui namee
Meri ummeed hai teri baarishein
Sahu kahi baar pyaar pe
Tujhe her baar haar ke
Seekhe phir bhi kabhi nahi saazishein

Ho tere liye aaj khud se hi bhaage hai
Himaat ke tukde bator
Ho bhaage zamaane se
Chhupke dabe paanv, jaise koi chor
Jaise koi chor

Swara was standing in the line all lost in thoughts of him.

"I don't know sanskaar, even now my heart, my mind, my soul is chanting your name everytime. I'm.. leaving, to run away from all this and in that process I... have already lost myself.. to you." Swara closed her eyes while tears scrolled down but she immediately wiped them off and took a deep breath in.

Sanskaar parked his car and ran inside the airport like a crazy man.

Manchala, manchala teri or
Manchala, manchala teri or
Khamoshiyon ki suraton mein
Dhoonde tera shor
Dhunde tera shor

"Miss. Swara Gagodia please report to us in the nearby security council, thank you!."

Swara got confused hearing the announcement and she has no idea what's the matter. She immediately went to the counter.

"I'm--"

"Miss. Swara Gagodia?" A man asked from the counter while swara nodded.

"Someone's there to meet you mam. He'll take you there." The man pointed towards the other man while swara mouthed a thank you and left with him.

Manchala, man chala teri or
Manchala, man chala teri or

The man left while swara was standing there all confused.

"If it's mom then I'm not going back." Swara was determined not to go back.

Suddenly she left someone holding her wrist. Swara looked at the person and it was sanskaar. 

Manchala, man chala teri or
Manchala, man chala teri or

Before she would even say anything or protest he dragged her out of the airport leaving her no chance to explain or utter a word.

Sanskaar left her hand as they reached outside the airport.

"What's wrong with you? Why did you drag me here?" Swara rubbed her wrist giving a glare at him.

"Why are you leaving?" Sanskaar held her arms and shook her a little.

"None of your business." Swara got out of his grip and started leaving but she felt a tug.

Swara closed her eyes tightly.

"You can't do this... you can't leave me. I love you." Sanskaar's voice broke.

"I loved you too but... you also left me alone...right?." swara looked at him as her mind flashed the moments when he left her after saying those bitter words in front of her eyes.

Sanskaar would see the emotions flooding into her blank eyes.

"Moreover we are not together now so leave and let me leave." Swara turned away and bit to lip to control her emotions.

"Swara please... Listen to me once." Sanskaar kneeled down still holding her hand in his.

This time she didn't protest but remained silent. She didn't know what she has to do, but for second she wanted to get out of his grip, swara wiggled a little. If she doesn't do this then she would break down and she didn't want him to see it.

"I will die if you do." Sanskaar cried silently seeing her actions.

Swara immediately went near him and gave a tight slap and pulled him up catching his shirt collar tightly looking directly into his.

"So you want to die? Fine." She pushed him a little back. "Go! Go and die." Swara's eyes turned moist. She again grabbed his collars.

"Do you want to kill me all alive once again? I was dead when my parents died infront of me and now you too want to die right? Fine go, go die and kill me once again. Do you know how much I loved you and missed you? I waited every day to come back to me.. to tell me that everything was lie. Your words were a lie..... Yet you never came. Now when I want to go away but why did you come back? To tell me this and kill me in whole? Everyone whom I loved as never been with me for a long time except for a time being and do you also want to join the list?" Swara cried looking down still catching his collars while sanskaar's felt million stabs and his heart turned heavy as ton.

Sanskaar regretted for using the words she hated seeing her reaction. He never wanted to hurt her but this was the truth. If she was gone then he has no regrets about his life.

"I'm sorry." He whispered slowly while she looked at him into his eyes. It was an apology for everything little thing he had done to her. 

"Sanskaar..." Swara looked down and took one step back.

"I.. I don't know I.. I can't take the sorry." Swara looked at him worriedly.

"I'll wait for it." Sanskaar wiped his tears through his sleeves.

"I don't know when I can..it's tuff. I.. I don't know how long.. till will take but.. I" swara eyes turned teary again. 

"I can wait until all my life swara, I can." Sanskaar smiled a little while swara looked at him surprised.

"I don't want to be here." Swara whispered.

"Neither do I?! Where do you want to go?" Sanskaar asked wiping his tears.

"Anywhere but not here.. I can't stay here." Swara closed her eyes.

"Mm.. okay let's go." Sanskaar said understand her inner turmoil.

"My bag?" Swara asked him.

"You'll get it tomorrow." Sanskaar smiled a little.

He extended his hand towards her while swara softly placed on his hands while sanskaar smiled.

"I don't know when I will be able to get forgiveness but I'll try my best to get it. I will not leave you from now on and forever." Sanskaar promised to himself looking at swara who was in her own thoughts.

"I don't know when I can forgive you but I know it will happen, very soon....". Swara thought and looked at him.

Their eyes met, today there was no display of hatred even though they have never hated each other instead it was something else which cannot be explained.... Swara and sanskaar gave a smile to each other.

"Shall we?" He asked while she nodded.

and both started walking towards their new journey with marked as
New Beginnings!    
      
                            ~•~

Let go of yesterday. Let today be a new beginning and be the best that you can, and you'll get to where God wants you to be

                              ~•~
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TO BE CONTINUED....

Remembering the beautiful scene of swasan with manchala teri ore.❤

So not even this time I have  disclosed the past but I thought it would be too much for the leads to take it at a time so I'm making it a little slow and the characters steady so that they can get into the past and about forgiveness, well not everyone can forgive things easily so it takes much time and that's with it. Hope I'm clear with my point.

I was thinking of finishing the story with this itself but still they deserve more. So I thought of adding 5 more chapters + epilogue but now I'm thinking of adding 10. So let's see how it goes.

Hope you all like the chapter do comment and hit the ⭐.

Love,
Diya ❤

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