(art not made by me btw)

error sighed as he lay against the door and locked it. he sank down and started to cry 

"ge...no..."

sobs erupted from his mouth and he pulled his hood up and hugged his knees.

"i-i should have been a b-better brother..." he stuttered and continued to cry.

his thoughts only got more dark as he sat there. his wrists starting to hurt more. he winces and stumbles up and turns the light on. he looks in the cabinets for some rubbing alcohol and some cotton balls. 

once he finds them he leans against the counter and covers the opening of the bottle with the cotton ball and turns the bottle upside down for a second then back up while he held the ball of fluff at the opening.

 it became damp, he sighed and set the bottle down.

 he then set the wet ball down and pulled his sleeves up and then grabbed the ball again and just started spreading the alcohol on his cuts making them sting and he chokes up and slams his fist against the counter in pain.

 "ffffffffffuck.." he whimpers 

"you okay in there error?" uncle asy asked and error grumbled "i'm fine.." he said back and asy frowned and decided not to push any further.

he walked off and error sighed once more. he continued covering his cuts in rubbing alcohol. 

it was painful but he knew that it only meant that it was working.

 he grabbed some bandages and wrapped them around his arms and then put everything away.

 he walked out and he could smell food from the kitchen.

 they must've bought something for breakfast.

 error knew his mom probably wasn't very motivated to cook anything or even be out for very long.

the smell of food made his stomach give a painful grumble. he winced but shook his head 

"no...i don't deserve food..." he muttered and walked back to his room and closed the door.

he heads back to his desk and looks at the blood that dripped onto it and stained the wood. he sighed and planned his excuse. 

he rubbed away the dried up blood with a dirty shirt and he picked up the razor and looked around.

 he needed a good place to hide it.

 he looked at his bed and got an idea. 

he walked over to it and moved his pillow then started cutting into mattress. 

once he made a deep hole he pushed the razor inside and covered it up with some of the stuffing that came out of the mattress.

"perfect" he sighed and lay back down onto his bed.

he decided to get some more sleep so he shut his eyes and pulled his blanket over him.

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error woke in a bright white place and he looked around. "wh-what is this place?" he asked himself then heard something

"e-error.."

error turned his head and saw geno. 

errors eyes widen and he smiled even more wide 

"g-geno.. GENO!!" 

he yelled and started running towards his brother

geno helds his arms open but then everything started to fade once error went to wrap his arm around geno

 "n-no..NO NO!! GENO!!!" he screamed and was woken up 

"bro wake up! error brah!" fresh said while shaking error slightly. ink by his side

error gasped as tears were streaming down his face "you..." he started as he glared at fresh 

"GET AWAY FROM ME!! I DIDN'T WANT TO WAKE UP FROM THAT DREAM!! HOW COULD YOU!!" error screamed and started sobbing. ink frowned and error glared hard at fresh and got out of bed

 "YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW WE ALL FEEL " he yelled and continued to cry. "YOU DAMN PARASITE!!" he screamed and cried hard.

 "brah! i AM trying yo! i'm trying as hard as i can, but you never see dat!" fresh said as he tried to calm his brother down but he had no idea how to do that, he never has known how to.

 geno was always there to help error but he isn't anymore.

"LIAR!!" error screamed and grabbed fresh by the collar and started punching him.

"error!!" ink cried and started running out of the room to get comyet and CQ

error saw but didn't care anymore. the consequences were meaningless at this point. its not like geno could scold him now. 

"error stop!" his mother called out and error looked dazed. his wrists were burning and he felt dizzy. 

he got off fresh and stood, the room started to spin and his breathing was starting to become a chore. 

"its...hard to breath...." he panted out and felt lightheaded. 

he could feel his bandages soak. 

did he open up his wounds from all the punching? 

well that would make sense 

he ended up passing out and hitting his head on the nightstand. 

the last thing he heard was he name being yelled before he passed out...

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error woke up with a small bandage over his head and some water on his nightstand. he looked at his sleeves "the bandages...thank god...i don't think they noticed.."he muttered with a sigh and sat up. 

he winced and held his head, he had a splitting headache.

he got out of bed and headed out. 

ink was the first to greet him with a hug "error! are you okay?!" he asked and error winced more 

"ink im fine just have a headache..what..happened?" he asks and ink frowns 

"you beat up fresh..again.." ink explained and error rolled his eyes

 "whatever...the parasite had it comin to him..." he muttered and ink glared at him 

"jeez error! he's your brother! why would you say stuff like that?"

"whats the point? its not like he cares or anything!" 

ink sighed and folded his arms "whatever.. lets just go hangout in your room." he said and error nodded.

they head into his room and ink goes to sit down at error's desk and draws he notices the blood and gets a little worried 

"what happened here?" he asks and error gets a little nervous. 

"n-nosebleed" he quickly says and ink gives a look of understanding. 

"oh alrighty then!" he says and starts drawing and he sees the pencil sharpener

 "oh you found it?" he asks and error nods and grabs a stool and sits next to ink and watches him draw

 the two had lost the thing during the last time ink was over.

"what a coincidence! this pencil needs to be sharpened!" he said and stuck the pencil into the sharpener and started twisting it. 

after a few twist he pulled it back out and looked at the tip.

 the tip was exactly the way it was before he put it into the sharpener. "huh?" he questions and error became more nervous. 

error inspected the sharpener and looked at were the razor needed to be to see if some lead had gotten stuck in it but to his surprise, the whole razor itself was gone

"what the heck!?" ink asked and looked at error who nervously looked away "where'd the razor go?" he asked and error simply shrugged 

"i have no idea-" error nervously said and ink looked at him with concern. 

"did you hide it?" ink asks and error swallows hard

(chapter two done!! hope you guys are kinda liking this so far! this kinda helps me take a break from writing rejection a bit! also i try to set a goal! im trying to at least have it be 1000 words per chapter! please let me know if you like that! i've never been a person who likes small chapters unless they are prologues. my prologues are usually 300-500 words long. and my chapters in rejection ar 800-1000 words per chapter! so i might try to raise my goal to more but i dont want to make the chapters too long so please let me know what you guys like!! have a lovely day!)

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