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" The nights are lonely, without your beside me.
The mornings are dull, without you smiling at me.
My heart is numb, with out you in it."
~Anya.

Chapter-45

Author's POV:-

Loving someone... Isn't it the most painful yet beautiful feeling?

Surya Rajput is like a storm in Vanya Subramanyam's life. He came into her life, pulling her into his dark world... She became the light to his world where he is afraid to let relations in.

She is the soul, that brought back his smile which was lost in a maze which he lost while becoming the cold blood bastard that he is.

She warmed his life with her beautiful smile, lighting up every thing he had, not leaving a corner for darkness, especially when he is around her.

She became his peaceful sleep, she became the beat that he want to miss, she became his own personal comfort.

His soul craved her presence, his craved her love. Watching her sleep is his favourite thing to do. Watching her smile became an everyday thing to him. Her tears burn his soul, her laughter fills his heart with intense love.

Surya smiled to himself remembering his ball of sunshine. Sighing he looked at the plane boarding. Few more hours to be infront of his love. This morning he came to Mumbai to look after a buisness deal and meeting regarding his father's company. Since it is his last year of studying in that college.

Two hours of flight passed with his love's thoughts. Slowly he is burning to her love like how a silk easily catches fire and let it destroy every ounce of it.

He knew she is dangerous for his mafia life, so is he dangerous to her peaceful life. But Surya Rajput have been selfless all this time, he did everything in him to stop himself from loving her and moving away from her but she held him tight and tied him to her fate by herself, she entered in his world and there is no goin back now.

Many things might happen and even if they go into a situation where they are not on talking terms he still needs her to himself.

The past days with Vanya are bliss except for yesterday where he had received a parcel for her. Vanya didn't know anything about it and he tightened the security around her more since he allotted Dhruv a mission to keep an eye on their rivals. He is in Russia right now and taking cae of buisness there. Adwait too was out of city for local business purpose. He came back just few minutes before.

The journey full of her thoughts felt like nothing but a mere 10 minutes journey. He took his mobile out and called Vanya.

The number you are trying is currently switched off.

He tried again and the same went on.

He immediately called Jhanvi and he got the same answer.

Leaving a big breath trying to calm his nerves. He went to his home. Maybe she is stuck in college.

After a shower when Vanya still didn't show up he called Sumit.

"She left of what like three hours ago. She met me when she was leaving with Jhanvi."

Those are his words and Surya is not in peace. Means the college has ended at 6 and it's already 8:30 in the evening now!

Did she and Jhanvi are together caught in something.

Even before he can go and fetch his car keys he heard the door open and saw a sheepish Vanya entering home.

She looked tired. Like sick tired and she is carrying some bags in her hand. Not wasting a thing he rushed to her and greeted her with a hug.

Surya rested his head against Vanya's neck and breathed hard into her. "Where did you went and where the hell is your damn phone!?" He exclaimed still clutching her hard to his chest.

"My charging is low and the battery died. I went out with Jhanvi and.lurshed few necessities." Vanya said and tried to move away from. He let her go and stood afar looking at her from top to bottom he took a breath of relief when he saw her fit and fine.

Vanya hurriedly left to her room and placed the bags on her cupboard. She took a bath and went down after wearing casuals.

By the time she reached she saw Surya talking in a phone. He looked at her and smiled at her making her smile back at him.

"Okay, I will come." Vanya raised an eyebrow at Surya when he reached her. He pulled her into him and kisses her lips. She gripped his collar and pulled him more. She smiled when they released eachother. "Do you know what? Your unexpected kisses are the.most beautiful ones." She said blushing playing with the buttons of his shirt.

"And you know what is the best part in that?" He asked tracing her now rosy cheeks.

She nodded in no still feeling shy at his proximity. "Your blush!" He kissed her both cheeks making her more blush.

"I will be going for few hours so wat your food, lock the door and if you-" "and if you feel something is off, call me immediately, check whether you locked the doors properly before going to room. Keep your phone with you and sleep early! This is what you have been telling me for now months!" Vanya rolled her eyes finishing his sentance. He is having an amused smile on his face.

"Fine. Just do them okay?" He said and left. Vanya locked the door and sighs closing her eyes. She leaves to her room having many thoughts running in her head!

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Jhanvi looked at the wall clock. It has been 20minutes that Adwait left for shower. She sighed and twisted and turned on the bed trying to find a comfortable position to watch the t.v

"Hello love." She heard Adwait greet and rolled her eyes at him.

"How is the college today?" He asked as he rubbed his hair with the towel. Only jn his track pants with no shirt on and water droplets running on his body.

"Good, but boring with out you!" She Pouted at him. "Sorry, but I had to go to the place Surya asked for me go go.". He said settling down beside her.

They sat couple minutes in the silence. "What will you do if I leave the college. This is my last year you know." Adwait softly asked making her lean on him more.

"I will miss you alot Adwait. I will miss our bickering, I will miss our fun, I will your talks, I will miss your poker face. I will miss your presence beside me." Jhanvi said already feeling a heavy lump in her throat.

"Adwait smiled at her and pulled her into his lap and kissed her forehead. Just as.they are about to kiss, Adwait's phone rang and saw Surya calling. He lifted the call. Surya asked him to come to their usual meeting place..

"Surya asked for me to come. Take care." Adwait said leaving giving a peck on Jhanvi's cheek. She smiled at him and watched him leave. She laid
on the bed thinking about everything and above everything, the one question that mad her wonder is. Can she ever live without him?

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Surya and Adwait are sitting in a chair. Looking at the files Dhruv has sent to them... It is past is nearly 11:50 and Surya is studying everything seriously when his phone rang indicating Vanya.

Adwait looked at him and Surya lifted the call. "He-hello Surya..." Vanya's whimpering caught him off gaurd.

" I just dont know! Pleaseeeeeee come home soon Surya... I am feeling so... Scared!" Vanya says and even before he can talk back to her she cut the call. He fetched his keys and Adwait proposed to come with him. By the time they reached Surya's place it is 12 and they rushed inside to the top floor.

Surya hurriedly opened the door and entered inside. He is greeted with silence and darkness.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SURYA!" He suddenly heard and the lights are on....

Boring chapter I know but wait for the next chapter. I don't know when I can update again, since I am in my grandmother's place.

Love -Anya❤️