"Jo physical injuries humey dikhai deti hai naa, hum unhe treat kardete hai...People are very sympathetic...Doctors, hospitals, physiotherapy...Humey jo bhi chahiye hum ussey prioritise kar dete hai...But what about Mental trauma, Heartbreak, Pain of loosing someone...Ye kuch aise scars hai jo dikhai ni dete... Sometimes the person is right infront of you, and you don't know what he or she is going through, the pain he feels...💔

Healing requires help and to Ask for that Help requires a lottttt of Courage...But for that too, one needs to accept, accept the fact that he's Broken..." ✨

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Scene shifts -

Karan was making out in his parked car when the girls phone rang, which gave him a chance to run again...✨

Karan - Lelo lelo...Vaise bhi I've booked you a cab

He said opening her door from inside...✨

Karan - Bye bye

Girl - Arrey...What the hell

He quickly closed the door and started his car with a smirk...He lights a cigarette on way...✨

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Now two scenes are happening at the same time,

Karan hits the break on a reflex and Monami holds the car, as it was just gonna hit her but it got stopped just in time...✨

She looked up faintly... While Karan got out of the car in anger, and walked upto to the other car...✨

Karan - Ladki dikhai ni deti?? Andha hai?? Ha?? Bahar aa...Bahar aaa

He shouted and dragged the man out of the car...He threw him on the bonet of the car and starts punching him in anger, which made blood ooze out of the guy infront as well as from Karan's knuckles...✨

Voice over -

Karan - Aleena kehti hai ek lambi saans lo...Par mein ni ruk paata...Rage, uncontrollable Rage...Aisa jisse dimag ki nasse phatt jaaye...Aisa aksar hota hai mere saath, isliye Aleena kehti hai ki 10 tak count karo...Ginti dimag karta hai mera, par mere haath fir bhi chalte hai...Aleena kehti hai ki mujhe PTSD hai, Post traumatic stress disorder... Symptoms?? Uncontrollable Rage...Aur Aleena meri shrink nahi hai, wife hai...Vo bolti hai ki aksar kisi Tragedy ke baad, kisi voilent haadse ke baad ya kisi buri cheez ke baad PTSD hota hai...

Symptom Number 2 - Hallucinations

Ab uska kehna hai ki I'm Broken...Tutte tutte hiso ko jodhke, Mujhe firse jodha gaya hai...But vo bhi temporary fix hai...Shayad isliye mein baar baar Bikhar jaata hu 

PTSD Symptom 3 - No human contact

Meri bestfriend hai meri Biwi ki billi ♥️

He said as he filled his cats bowl with food after he reached home...✨

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Scene shifts (The other day) - 

Karan was again driving when suddenly his phone rang in his pocket but instead of cancelling it, he mistakenly picks it up...✨

Ruhi (His wife's sister) Karan...Karan

Karan - Shit...Shitttt

Ruhi - Karan tum kaha ho...Pichle ek hafte se tumne mera phone ni uthaya hai

Karan - Hello...Hellooo Ruhi I can't hear you man

Ruhi - Karan stopp... Mein tumhe bahot acche se Jaanti hu

Karan - Hellooo...hellooo

Ruhi - Karan... Karannn

He disconnects the call,

Ruhi - Stupid, idiot, bewakoof....Aaahhh 😠😠

She too throws her phone on the couch in anger while Karan makes out with another girl today...✨

Voice over -

Karan - PTSD Symptom 4 - Emotional unavailability

Sex is a disconnected feeling, Aur mera maana hai why it should be anything more than that...Ab Aleena bahot judgemental hai...But as usual vo sahi hai

He says in his head, as he wears his shirt back on, in his home now...✨

Aleena (His dead wife) - So, was it a super evening??

He pours his himself Whisky while rolling his eyes,

Karan - Extremely mediocre

She sighs,

Karan - Actually, iske liye bhi tum hi zimedaar ho...I mean seriously, tum hi ne bigaada hai mujhe...No one matches upto You... Seriously, you have spoiled me for Everyone ♥️

He says as he walks upto his bed and Aleena joins him by walking to her side of the bed...✨

Aleena - Karannn...3 saal ho gye hai yaar, tum kiski wait kar rahe ho?? Aur kab tak tum aise adhe rahoge??

Karan - Bassss...Time out

He says as he wears his headphones,

Aleena - Kya ho jayga ye headphones pehne se?? Log ye headphones music sune ke liye pehente hai...Aur tum?? 😒

Karan - Aur mein logo ki awaaz block karne ko... Problem hai tumhe?? 🙂♥️

Aleena - You know what?? This behaviour of you is very crazyyy 😒

Karan - Plsss yaar

Aleena - Tumhari yahi problem hai

Karan - (He gets off his earphones irritatedly) Plsss yaar stop dragging this...Pyaar kya kisi expiry date ke sath aata hai?? Kya humare pyaar ki expiry date 3 saal thi??

Aleena - Nahi Karan...Pyaar expiry date ke saath ni aata, but log aate hai 🥺💔

Karan - Ssshhh bas...Chup... Don't get there...Ju..st don't 🥺💔

Suddenly his phone vibrated and he got it up,

Karan - Aur ye tumhari behen pagal hai kya?? Din mein kitne call karti hai mujhe 😒 

He said as he cuts her call yet again,

Aleena - She cares 😒♥️

Suddenly his door opens and his wife's sister walks in while Aleena vanishes...And he looks at her shocked...✨

Karan - Tumhare pass mere ghar ki chaabi bhi hai?? 😳

Ruhi - Haaan...Mere pass chaabi hai...Kyuki mujhe pta tha mujhe iski zarurat padegi...Isliye maine bahot saalo pehle hi banwa li thi 😒😠

She says and walks in, throws her bag on his sofa while he gets up from his bed...Still in shock of what just happened...😂

Okay for information - Ruhi, his wife's sister is his shrink...His therapist...She wants him to move on too...✨

TO BE CONTINUED....

Sooo, here's the first part of this book...I hope you guys like it...♥️ Enjoy ✨