Memories

Memory.
They can be good
That doesn't always make them happy.
They can be sad.
That doesn't always mean they are bad.
The words of a song, hit me like a freight train
The words from your mouth, are the reason for my true pain.
I sit and wonder, if life would be any different if I never went to the kitchen.
When I was just curious
Wondering about....
I saw my dad almost punch her lights out...
All because of curiosity.
When I'm curious I may try new things...
Speak my mind, maybe, but it all goes up in flames.
I have many memories, when I tried to speak...
Now I have less friends, and still care what others think.
I remember a time, when I thought the world was clean...
Then she hit me, and I saw a new light.
A light of darkness, sadness and fear.
We all have our own battles raging on, oh dear.
To deep, please stop now...

I remember when there where things we could,
But now my friends try to choose the noose, instead of letting loose
I wish we where young.
So many happy memories, when faith would win.
And fear would lose.
Now there is faith, and there's sleep.
We try our best but end up under the moon.
Darkness wrapped its claws to tight.
If it let go, I might cry.
The happy memories of when we were young,
Are my saddest, because we grew up.
I tried to stay in never land, but that dream got cut off,
Like the captain's hand.

I remember when the labels pain rudely began.
I barely believed them, I ripped them off but like a can,
The residue stayed, for the world to see.
Now I'm living my life, in my own hands.
Where I barely speak to anyone,
And lose the war in my head.

The voices are strong.
Th  darkness is stronger.
It's ruining my life
Like a natural disaster.
I'm sitting in the eye  of a hurricane
And blowing threw the winds of a tornado.

This is all because of the memory
The ones with happiness,
And the feets...

Now we all sor in fear
We all wonder why we're here.
But I'm not ready to stop, no I'm not going to hit the clock.

I have a memory from a time in church
I prayed and made a promise I'm not soon to forget.
I'll help my friend, find there voice.
Save them from the fears they face.
I'll never give up on there existence.
I may not be worth it, but there why I'm living.

No matter what happens, I'll still be here.
Maybe not grinning but sharing a tear.
Don't worry my sweet child, the world may be cruel.
But I promise I'm right here....now let's just look back.
Look back on the sweet memories we can all hold dear.