If anyone's online....I um...I'd like to talk...about anything.....cause I'm out if school sick. Last night my friends didn't understand I was in distraught. They thought they did...but they only know how to comfort one another. Stupid dating...it changes people...the only one who really helped was my aunt.....but she didn't know what I was really up to in the kitchen.....I'm sorry...I ruin. Everything.

But guess what? I'm sorry if I need someone....any one....but I swear to God if you guys (no not the world, the two I was talking to last night) try to help. It's to late. Just be glad I'm alive.

(A/n) no I didn't try to kill myself.  Don't worry