Ok, so remember whenever I had to ask a bunch of y'all if I was emo? I kept being bullied and I just needed to know. Heh I feel so stupid. I don't care anymore. I've been...different lately. I've been eating less and less because I feel fat, I've been feeling less happier with every passing day. And I think I know why.
     Now I know what you are thinking. Why is Savvy being so selfish? Doesn't she know no one cares? Well specific voice in my head, some people do care...I think? Yeah some people do!! But I just need to talk with y'all. I've been going through some stuff, like usual, and one day....I don't really know. I had my pillow....and I plopped it on my face. It got hard to breath....I let my breathing get shallow....I wasn't in control. I realized how hard it was to breathe. I stopped and....didn't really do anything. I've spent almost no time with others whilst at my dad's. I've been finding it hard at times to speak without it coming out in a whisper.
      I remember going three days without food....and being proud. I remember getting a cut from an animal...and watching the blood before cleaning the wound. I remember feeling like my heart was in tight chains when I was scared a couple days ago....and telling no one.
      I just don't know any more........I've been attempting to stay strong....it's been working so far. But I've been slacking. And now I feel bad....no one needs my problems being put on them. I'm sorry for being selfish, this is supposed to be about y'all....so here's the question for today!!

      Ok it took me like ten minutes to think of something so here ya are. What's a name you've been called so much, you finally realized why? For me it would be 'edgy' and 'emo'. Now I don't know if I am 100·/. but I guess I can see why. ·3·. Also bonus question!! If you could meet one person who would  it be, and what would you do? Mine is either my friend Rizi, my friend Ohio, or...°3° Brendan Uri I guess. Here's what I'd do if I meet them.
R) run up and hug her, thanking her for always being there. Then I'd go do something fun with her like a movie.
O) hug him and call him "my cinnamon bun" then chill and make him cake*-*
B) I really don't know. Probably hug him then like....die...

Also remember. I'm okay, and no I'm not suicidal now. I just got lost in thought then stupidly almost suffocated from a pillow. And as for this chapter....if your a savvy with great problems clap your hands! *claps*. Hah but really though don't worry to much. Just....go..eat some cheesecake. Or a waffle. Maybe some Pringles......yesssssss~ Pringles.... I actually stuffed some Pringles in my bag for a midnight snack....they might taste like purse but it's worth it!!
      Next day after writing that.....they tasted like purse ;-;. Also I ate quite a bit today...and now I feel sick....I ate to much at once for dinner. It's funny. I used to be able to stuff my face like a teenage boy who is scared his food will run away. Now I'm like "Wait......since when do I need food?!!" Lol I need help.
      Please call 1(800)-522-SaveASavvy now, to help a wild savvy with her problems. Every call will instantly help another savvy. So please...call now. I repeat that number is 1(800)-522-SaveASavvy. Thank you....and the wild Savvys thank you to.