06 | After Concert

Ji-won's POV :

After a long concert I came back home looking like a joker, they made me wear a BT21 headband of..... RJ? JR? Idk.. I guess it's of Jin as per as they said. They also gave me a the same character's keychain which I put on my bag's chain and they gave me 3 paperbags of their merch which they shopped for me while purchasing theirs.

They asked me who is my fav, I said I'll decide and tell later and that's why while I was coming home I scrolled through their pictures on my phone...

I entered the password and got in, as I saw So-ah sleeping, I pecked her and went to my room, took a nice warm bath, changed to my pajamas and slept...

~NEXT DAY~

I literally woke up at 1 pm and cursed at myself I MISSED THE COLLEGE now what should I do, I didn't even make proper notes for the exams too I'm gonna fail..

I screamed and laid down on the bed cursing under my breath..

In a minute I heard my doorbell ring, aish who is there at this moment.. I got up and setted my hair and opened the door, I saw Jin and other 2 I guess it is Jungkook and Jimin..

Jin : are u okay?

Ji-won : Yeah, wae?

Jimin : we heard u screaming, that's why we came to check..

Ji-won : uh... * rubs her nape * I guess I was too loud...

I said to myself totally embarrassed...

JK : Yup...

Jin glared at Jungkook and Jimin chuckled..

Ji-won : uhm... Actually I missed my university class and I'm having exams tomorrow that's why...

Jin : look at her she is tensed for exam and u all missed college while having exams tomorrow...

JK : but I'm prepared

Jimin : me too..

Jin : Still, what if there is an announcement about exams what will u do...?

Jimin : we'll see...

Ji-won : wait u guys are in college!?

Jin : He is in 2nd year * points at Jk * and He in university now... * points at Jimin *

Ji-won : I thought u were in highschool * gasps at their beauty *

Jimin : * chuckles * really...?

Ji-won : Yeah... Anyways, excuse me I have to go to coaching atleast I can't skip that...

They nodded and left..

I closed the door and dashed to washroom and took a shower and got ready and ran to bus stop as I was late as usual..

~AT NIGHT~
11:00 PM

I was totally exhausted, from coaching I went straight to library and then to Jisoo unnie's house to group study with other unnies...

When I was putting on the password I heard a glass breaking sound from Jin's house, I thought maybe he dropped something down but I heard another again, s-should I check..?

I went to his door and knocked and waited but I got no response..

I took my phone with shaky hands and opened the university gc to see if Jimin is in the group, as he is in same university and year as mine...

I successfully got his number and called him...

~On call~

Jimin : Hello, who's this...?

Ji-won : J-jimin I'm Jin's n-neighbour whom u met today m-morning

Jimin : what happened? Is everything alright? * concerned *

Ji-won : I-I heard some glass b-breaking sound from his door and he is not o-opening the door

Jimin : shit- I'm coming, please stay there...

~JIMIN ENDS THE CALL~

A/N POV :

After few mins Jimin came with others and opened the door with password and dashed to the kitchen Ji-won went behind them and saw Jin cutting his wrist with glass piece, Jimin snatched the glass piece and threw it aside and hugged him while his hand was bleeding by snatching the glass...

JI-WON POV :

I got stunned at the spot and I didn't realize someone was calling until he tapped my shoulder..

J-hope : Are u okay....?

Ji-won : Y-yeah...

J-hope : are u sure...?

Ji-won : Just got some flashbacks nothing else...

J-hope : Oh....

I somehow felt him for the first time..

While Jungkook and Jimin were calming Jin down, others cleaned the glass pieces..

Jimin : someone get some water!

I took a glass from the drawer and filled water and gave it to Jimin as he made Jin drink some...

~AFTER SOMETIME~
AT LIVING ROOM

RM : Thank u for calling us...

Ji-won : uhm... It's okay...

V : well how do u got Jimin's no..?

Ji-won : Today morning I got to know he is in same university and same class as mine so I searched for his no in university group chat...

Suga : ur smart...

Ji-won : hehe...

I went to Jin who was looking down and I kneel down in front of him..

Ji-won : u okay...?

Jin : Hm...

I took his bandaged hand in mine and looked at him...

Ji-won : u shouldn't do this uk... Ik I can't say this after doing the same thing but u should control yourself...

Jin : I'll try.... * low tone *

I hugged him hesitantly but I knew that he needed it the most right now...

I heard some sobs after sometime indicating he is crying.. I made circles on his back, after sometime he stopped crying and broke the hug..

Jin : I-I'm sorry... u reminded me of my grandma...

Ji-won : Oh.....

Jin : Hm... Well your name...?

Ji-won : Ji-won...

Jimin : well noona....

Ji-won : Noona...?

Jimin : Yup, you're older.. Anyways do u know who we are...?

Ji-won : Yup Ik, u are BTS the biggest boyband worldwide...

JK : then why don't u stick with us like others do...?

Ji-won : I respect ur privacy and ur own space... I don't want to bother u guys like others do...

Jin : Thanks for that, we really appreciate it...

Ji-won : * smiles *

JK : Hyungs....

BTS (except Jin) : Hm....?

JK : we're getting late for practice..

Jin : wait- practice at 2 am...?

RM : Yeah, additional practice along with dieting...

Jin : Aish.... Wasn't it enough for Jimin to faint and get sick in B,S&T...?

Jimin : It's okay hyung...

Jin : It's not...

Ji-won : it's ur matter but it's not okay Jimin.... u guys should take care of yourself, performances could be done only when u are healthy...

V : but noona...

Ji-won : Hm...?

V : what were u doing till now...?

JK : Right, what were u doing noona...?

Ji-won : Stu-DYING... So that I could pass the exams...

RM : Until 2 am...?

Ji-won : it's less, I'm not gonna sleep whole night today and study...

Suga : which subject...?

V : History...

Suga : Oh...

RM : still, for exams u need sufficient sleep too... Don't overwork urself too...

Ji-won : * nods a lil to rm * and listen, atleast one of u stay with Jin... He can get panic attack or a nightmare causing it....

Jin : how u know about it...?

Ji-won : I faced these too, and still sometimes it happens....

Jin : Oh- but listen I'm calling our choreographer and telling to cancel ur additional practice... And honesty tell me, who is starving instead of dieting...? * stern voice *

~THE ROOM WENT SILENT~

Jin : Answer me

He asked in a high tone making shivers ran down their spine..

They knew that hiding it will lead to silent treatment by Jin so Jimin and Jk accepted that they are starving themselves....

Jin : Again, u both.... * sighs in frustration * I'll make something for u..

Suga : first sit on a place for sometime... Later u can cook...

Jin : Fine....

~After half an hour~
JIN'S POV :

I got up from the couch and I felt a sharp pain in my head and a lil dizzy... I held my forehead and sat back on couch, closing my eyes tightly, trying to calm it down...

RM : Hyung, are u okay?

I shooked my head a lil as a no, it was getting hard for me to breathe properly, I tried to take deep breaths but my lungs felt like fire whenever I try to push air to it... I couldn't hear anything except the demons inside my head...

JI-WON'S POV :

Ji-won : he's getting panic attack... Quick someone grab some water...!

As soon as I said, I heard footsteps running to kitchen...

Ji-won : Don't run!

I yelled a lil from living room..

I got up from the floor and took his hand and placed on my chest and rubbed the other hand soothingly...

Ji-won : follow as I do....

I took a deep breath, held it for 4 seconds and let it out in another 4 second..

He struggled to follow at the start but later did it, after sometime he calmed down...

After sometime, Jhope gave me the glass of water with straw and I made Jin drink it... He took some sips and leaned on the headrest....

Ji-won : Jin, u should sleep now.... One of u please help him to the room...

As I said Jungkook and Rm got up and helped him to the room and came back...

Ji-won : I'll go and make something for u all...

RM : it's fine, u don't need to...

Ji-won : Sh... End of discussions... Stay here

I went to kitchen and prepared bibimbap and kept some for Jin in fridge and served for others...

The others thanked me..

Ji-won : It's okay, but if he wakes up I made some for him and kept in fridge.. Heat it and give it to him... But u guys also sleep, don't stay awake worrying about him... It can make him feel like he's burden on u...

They nodded and thanked me, after sometime they finished eating and I pushed them to sleep and washed the dishes and checked up once on their sleeping figures, they looked extremely tired...

Ji-won : Idol life is tiring...

I said to myself and went back to home and stated stu-DYING again...

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A/N :

Sorry evies, I'm stuck with my freaking assignments, projects and exams so uploads will be really slow, I'm really sorry for that... :(

Ik this chapter was shitty, yet hope u liked it..