Sorry for the wait and I hope this long chapter is good!

Y/n P.O.V

It was dark for a long time before I saw a light. It was a blinding light but I followed it. It was like I opened a door. Crys from a baby was heard as I stepped into a room. A doctor and his nurses surround a woman as she sobbed. One nurse held a baby and washed it in a sink. The doctor reported to the woman before walking out writing on the board. 

When the doctor turned I recognized her, it Porlyusica. Except younger. Her skin held barely any wrinkles but she still wore her scowl. She walked right through me, not even noticing me. 

As the nurses and doctors left I looked at the woman and gasped. 

It was my mother.

Which only meant...I ran to the sink and saw myself. I was looking up at the nurse smiling when I looked over at myself. She stopped and stared at me until she was taken away and placed in my mother's arms. 

Mom held a smile and watched the nurse leave before the smile dropped she glared at me. 

"You better be happy you're even here right now. I lost the love of my life so you could live, you little shit." She cursed me. I sighed and looked at my younger self. Tears rolled out of my eyes but I didn't wail. Even then I knew she would hurt me if I dared. 

My mother always hated me. My mother never found her mate because he died, she ended up with some douche wolf. She loved him. I don't know if he ever loved her. When they found out she was pregnant they fought. They fought for so long. My mom wanted to have a family he didn't. When my mom finally agreed with him, it was too late. It had been 6 months. They couldn't abort me. My father left as soon as he found out. He never returned.

The memory switched. 

I stumbled into a new room. I remembered this room.  The white walls were falling apart. The floor sunken in. I sat there in the chair, my small head down. Tears fell from my eyes but I made no noise. 

When my mother finally walked in she held a box. It had a hole on the top. As she walked forward, the same thought raced through my mind. I remember them so clearly. I knew, that, that box was my doom.

 My mother stumbled forward, drunk. She grabbed my throat and pulled my head up. Her grip on my throat tightening. Someone behind me grabbed my hands and tied them behind my back. I watched my mother laugh. I heard the evil cackle of her lover. The man opened my eyes so that I couldn't close them. My mom came closer. She held the box above my eyes before pouring it in my eyes. 

I could feel the burn as the moisture in my eyes was taken away like a leech with blood. That was the first punishment I remembered. It was the first time my mom poured salt in my eyes, but it certainly wasn't the last. 

I would always regain my eyesight after some hours or even days, It depended on how much and how frequently my mother out the slat in my eyes. 

The memory switched again. 

I was playing outside. I was running around I was happy, and I knew why. My mother had remarried. She married an Alpha, Jude Heartfelia. His previous Luna dies and my mother took advantage. 

Jude was always nice to me, a bit nicer than he was to his own daughter. At a young age, I knew I was his favorite, that caused problems between me and Lucy. As we grew older, she became more distant. 

Jude knew about the constant abuse my mother gave me, he would always help me heal but he was so in love with her he could never do anything about it. Lucy knew as well, and would always join my mother in their painful antics. I never blamed them for everything but it still hurt. 

But of course, they never got their satisfaction, because I would never ever make a sound. 

It switched again. 

I was on a beach. It was my 18th birthday. Jude had just found out about Lucy's slut reputation a few hours before, but he tried to keep the moment light. It was only me and him walking on the beach. He was the only father I really had and I was thankful he was here for me. 

It was then I caught a scent of a campfire mixed with lavender. I followed the scent discreetly. I followed it to the packed house. I continued to follow it. I opened a door and that when I first saw him. My mate. 

On top of my sister while he thrust into her. 

I screamed and ran out f the room, causing others to look inside and gasp and shake their heads in disapproval and laugh at Lucy. The next day I found out who he was. 

Natsu Dragneel. 

He was a player of sorts. 

He sought me out and when I wouldn't sleep with him the first day, he rejected me. 

Of course for our slut of the pack. 

My step-sister. 

Lucy. 

I cried my self to sleep for many nights. Jude would comfort me. Mom was off getting drunk somewhere, fucking other men, while I felt the pain of Natsu and Lucy fucking in the other room next to mine. 

The memory switch again. 

It was years after, I stood next to two coffins and knew immediately who was in them. Jude and my mother. 

They were killed by rogues. I didn't feel anything for my mother, and no one really didn't accept for Lucy, she had dragged Natsu there. He looked bored. Everyone else was by Jude. 

After the funeral, we had to choose who was Alpha. Lucy was to be Luna as she had Natsu as her mate and he would be Alpha, but people saw him unfit. So a challenger defeated him. A good friend of mine. 

Gajeel. 

He confided with the packs, and they settled on me being Alpha. My sister screamed in anger. She tried to go after me but the warriors, now mine, defended me as I looked at her in shock. 

The only thing in her eyes was the want to kill. 

After that day I had become Alpha and took care of pack well. We slowly grew and we became more powerful and eventually became the most powerful, while I became more distant and closed off. 

All of a sudden my eyes opened and I jerked forward. I looked around me to find myself in the woods. The sun showered me with soft warm rays. I felt someone speak to me in mind link. Except it wasn't as a pack member. It the moon goddess. 

"You are a Lycan now Y/n, and it's time for you to meet your family."

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