Destructive.

3rd person POV

Gasping can be heard from around the room and people start to whisper but to Taehyung, after Jungkook broke the kiss, his world went completely silent. It seems like only he and Jungkook are the only one exist. The look in Jungkook's eyes is so sincere that Taehyung almost give in. He would've give in actually if it werent for Jimin who broke whatever it is that Taehyung and Jungkook is having at the moment.

"Tae? We're leaving. Let's go" Jimin tug Taehyung's sleeves. Bringing him back to reality. Taehyung turn to Jimin and he can see the struggles in Taehyung's eyes. Jimin knew that Taehyung is weak when it comes to Jungkook, but Jimin refuse to let Taehyung give up just like that. After all the pain he put Taehyung through. He refuse to let Taehyung forgive him. Not so easily anyway.

Jimin's action affected Yoongi more deeper than he expected. Jimin just told him not to interfere with Taehyung and Jungkook's relationship but there he is again, ruining a perfect moment. His heart couldnt bare to watch so he turn away from the sight of Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook. Yoongi is not much of a talker and he's more to 'suffer in silence' kinda guy but all of his thoughts is about to eat him alive.

Jungkook shot Jimin a glare for ruining their moment but he is satisfied that Taehyung no longer has that 'cold' expression in his eyes. He knew that it will take more that just a kiss in public to make it all okay therefor he wont push it. He is content with Taehyung knowing that he does not have any problem to let people know about their relationship.

Taehyung just let himself being guided outside and to the car by Jimin. He is in no condition to drive so Jimin drive them home while all three of them are in a deep thoughts, but the one with the most destructive thoughts between them three is Yoongi.

Since they left the party earlier than plan, it was still quite early therefore Taehyung went to the living room to call his mother. While all the actions of the models is still clear, while he can still remember their answers, he better tell her. He was conflicted whether to tell his mother about Arisa, then he decided not to. Her secret is her secret, even though he knows about it now, he doesn't have any right to do anything about it. But her attitude however, is a whole another story and Taehyung didn't hold back. Not because he cant stand her, well yes, that too, but this is an evaluation and that was her performance. He tells her everything and all his honest thoughts, thought it seems clear that he favor Kang Taehee than all the rest and he's fine letting his mother know that.

Taehyung was so absorb on reporting back to his mother that the earlier incident slipped his mind, but not long since his mother ask 'is there anything else i should know about' and he remembered the kiss and Arisa's secret. Taehyung shook his head, then let out a chuckle because he then realise his mother cant see him. So he said 'no, thats about it' and ended the conversation. He didnt know how to tell her or where should he even start so he decided that he'll tell her some other time.

Yoongi went straight to Jimin's room, he sleeps there since he Taehyung is staying in his room ever since he got back from his parents. He takes off all his pretty cloths and toss them into the laundry basket, takes his towel and went to take a quick shower. He was greeted by Jimin who sits at the corner of their bed, waiting for him. He thought that Jimin would stay by Taehyung's side. He ignore the younger and went to find some cloths to put on then he prepare himself to sleep.

"Are you okay?" jimin asked. "Fine" He answered. Jimin frown his eyebrows. Clearly, he is not fine. Jimin just look at him, waiting to answer him honestly. Yoongi who now already lying on the bed, stare at the ceiling, speak up. "I just feel suffocated, i stayed in the same world as Taehyung is for nearly 3 hours, but its enough to almost drive me crazy. The stares, the fake smile, the whispers, the judgmental. No wonder Taehyung is so scared and insecure. I would be too if i live in that kind of world"

He's just telling Jimin what's been bugging him. "Are you? Scared and insecure?" Jimin asked, interest in Yoongi's thoughts and Yoongi scoff. "At first yes, but then i decided that people will judge you no matter what you do and besides, who cares? Im not a celebrity and im certainly not a model. Even if they judge me, what do i have to lose. So i just give them a show and be me" Yoongi added. "Although Jungkook give them a pretty damn good show" He added and immediately regret saying that because now his negative thoughts are coming back, crushing his brain. He then turn to his right, turning his back on Jimin who is sitting on the edge of the left side of the bed.

"You're going to sleep? Its still early. We could watch a movie or-"

"No im fine. You go ahead with Tae." He said in his muffled voice.

"What happened to sleep is for the weak?" Jimin ask. Although he is not looking, he can tell Jimin is smirking.

"Im feeling weak so I'm going to sleep" he said. He can feel the weight lifted from the edge of the bed, Jimin must have get up because then he hears the sound of water running in their bathroom. Yoongi close his eyes, pretending to be already asleep. He hated his thoughts because he cant fight it so the only way he escape them is by doing the one thing that always block his mind away, sleeping. He almost drifted off to the dream land when he feels someone tug the blanket and secure it to him. Jimin takes Yoongi's hand and kiss it and put it back to its original place softly, scared of waking the elder and whisper 'good night' before exiting the room.

Yoongi snuggle to his pillow, even though Jimin already left the room, he still feel the need to hide his face.

Damn

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Jungkook walks toward Lisa, who looks like she had just seen a ghost. Her face is white and pale. She probably still in shock. Jungkook knew that Lisa has develop feelings for him. He wasn't 100% sure but still he feels like he need to clear things up between the two of them.

"Lisa.. i know you have a feelings for me. I've known for a while now but i was never sure. But if i was right about your feelings then I'm sorry. You have to give up on me... i know that i helped you with Arisa, and i was there helping you every step of the way with Chayeon and i know that this, running an extra mile for you might've confuse you and maybe sort of given you hope, but" Jungkook starts, he didn't know how to say it without hurting every party involved but then he thinks its too late for that.

"I love Taehyung and only Taehyung. He's the only one for me. He's the only that accepted every single part of me. The good and the bad, who has seen me at my worse and still thinks that I'm a lovable person. No words can describe what Taehyung meant to me. He is it.." Jungkook eyes is reflected with emotions and Lisa can clearly see them. Jungkook loves Taehyung...she knew that right from the start.

"You're a good person Lisa. So you deserve a good person. You deserve better than me. Im sorry" Jungkook finally tells her. Lisa look away from Jungkook's eyes. The emotions that was reflected in his eyes is too much for her. She never delude herself into thinking that Jungkook will leave Taehyung for her, no. Right from the start she knew where she stand in Jungkook's heart but it was out of her control when she falls in love with Jungkook. She just cant help it.. she was rejected before she could even confess.

Jungkook then turn to Arisa, who is only a meter away from the three of them. Eyes that was filled with emotions for Taehyung turns into anger when he remember what Taehyung had told him earlier about her.

"I only helped you because your boss is my best friend and you were literally on your knees back then but i regret everything i did for you. You don't deserve every good deeds we did and certainly you don't deserve the good thing in life that you achieve now and you definitely don't deserve to be the top model and Chayeon is better off without you as her mother. Taehyung knows about you and whatever he do with that information is up to him and I, will gladly back him up on it." Jungkook grit his teeth. He doesn't care if anyone heard their conversation, he is so done protecting Arisa. He walks up to her, closer, jaw tighten. He is trying his best to hold back his anger.








"You're on your own now. Good luck with that"

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Im sorry this chapter came out a bit late. Honestly i have to re-think the direction of my story and i was stuck for a little while but now im back on track.

Thank god Jungkook is finally done with Arisa 🙄

Also, i love Yoonmin so they might appear here and there 💕

Hope you guys enjoy this chapter and do let me know what you think. 💜

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