Why must I be so worthless? I give my all every time hoping that maybe I've found the one that won't hurt me. Every time I get proven wrong. Please tell me why my love isn't enough for anyone? Tell me why I give my all just to be left with a broken heart?  I thought you were different I really did...... Yet here I am writing this and crying in my bed. I'm so stupid because I miss you. Am I that bad? I don't understand why nobody can accept me. I see couples and they remind me of what we used to have. I pretend in front of my friends and say its nothing and it doesn't hurt but in reality it's everything and it tears me apart inside. I know I need to move on but it's hard. I should've known I was gonna get hurt again. Why did you let me think you were different. Yet I still love you. I should hate you but I don't. I've stayed up late nights with you helped you even though I was breaking inside and crying. You were more important to me than my feelings. But never again because I'm not letting my wall down again.
     ~me