You promised not to let me drown yet here I am drowning in my sorrows, in my thoughts, in my feelings, and in my pain. I have become so lonely and no it's not your fault it's mine I should've never trusted you I need to stop trusting people because when I do I always end up the one scarred and hurting while you're fine and dandy living a happy life without me in it. I then realized that I was foolish for thinking anyone could love me.

~me