Help me please. I'm drowning in the tears you have caused me. I'm suffocating in all the lies you have told me. I need help because my heart isn't broken it's shattered. I'm tired of trying to live up to your expectations. I want to plan my own life. I dream of being a model but I need to find my confidence. You say I can't be a model because I have to fight. You want me to join Armed Forces. I don't want to. I'm sorry im such a disappointment but I just wanna be happy. Is that too much to ask?

             ~unknown