I'm so tired of missing you
Tired of loving you from afar
Feels like there's nothing I can do
Not when your eyes are on her

I tried my best to stay away
Cause my heart hated the pain
I should've been feeling okay
But I was slowly going insane

You told me your mind chose me
But your heart really did not
I acted as cool as the blue sea
Inside my chest was burning hot

It was something like a fever
It was something like a cold
Sometimes I'd feel a shiver
Other times I'd feel so old

I've loved you like nothing else
Maybe that'll never be enough
With her, do you hear wedding bells?
Do you feel you're finally in love?

My heart is hurting so bad
Wish that I could let you know
And I'm trying but it's so hard
Like how could I stoop so low

Most days I can't fall asleep
Your nagging memory fills my head
They say what you sow, you'll reap
So maybe one day, you'll hurt instead

Love isn't supposed to hurt this bad
No, it's meant to be the sweetest remedy
I mean, Jack and Rose weren't sad
So why does this keep happening to me?

I'm trying not to shed a tear
Still trying to think straight
But I'm not so strong I fear
Still I hoped the pain would wait

Don't wanna miss you anymore
I'd forget you if I could
But everyone else is such a bore
And you make me feel good

A/N

For the record, love is the shittiest emotion, who's with me?