I'm trynna convince myself
As I lay up in bed
It's not my fault
The reason you're dead

I remember your eyes
And how they stared at me
A mixture of hate
And somewhat misery

Remember you lying
Lifeless, on those sheets
Felt the cardiac
And your faltering heartbeat

You probably thought the tears
Dropping from my eyes were fake
And I wanted to say I'm sorry
But I didn't want you to wake

Now not even true love's kiss can
Wake you from the sleep you went into
I know cause I have tried
And I really loved you

There are a bunch of words
I wish I got to say
But I'll whisper in your ear
Cause you'll hear me anyway

It's all—no, not my fault
The reason you had to go
And I'll keep it a secret
Nobody has to know

And I'm trynna shut the voices
Screaming at me in my head
No, It's not my fault
The reason you're dead

A/N

Again with the slow updates.
*sighs*
I'm sorry...

You know, I feel like i'm always apologizing for something, arrrgghhh. I'm sorry

... For always being sorry.

And/But (couldn't decide which one to use) hey! you know what makes me even happier than your reads, votes and comments?

Nothing.

So please, don't forget. 🙏💘💞

And oh, I almost forgot! This one's for exitiosius_palmarius. Like I promised 😉😍😘. Her poetry takes my breathe away.

Love, Kylah
😊😳😍😉😘😘