It's because of you I'm this way

I'm worse than dead

I'm breathing but I'm not alive

That would explain why you can't see me

Cause you can't

I've been here for hours, sited at the back of the club

Hoping your eyes would finally notice me

Praying to God you would fall for me

The way everyone fell for you

The way you move

The way you dance

Your smile lit up the room

Fuck the chandeliers

And I watched from a distance

As you laughing, grinded on her

Your body moving with elegance

I watched from a distance

She was everything I was not

I was plain and she was hot

I couldn't feel jealous

I knew I couldn't expect you to love someone like me

But it didn't stop me from praying
No, it wouldn't stop me from praying

When I close my eyes all I see are nightmares

And it's because you're my only dream

And the distance between us is slowly killing me

More than you'll ever know

I keep dying inside

But I don't let it show

Finally you look my way

But I know I don't stand a chance

So you knock me off my feet

The minute you ask me to dance

I sway in your arms

Such a small place but to me it was the whole world

I loose myself

You smell sweet, an intoxicating mixture of strawberry and mint

I get high off of it

Your eyes were more lit than Chicago and they were dancing with me

Your lips slowly teasing me

I rest against your chest as your heart beat blended with mine

And silently gasped

As your lips sunk in my neck

Then I was pulled out of my trance

As a ball fell on my head

Realised you never asked me to dance

You probably never will

I was still here

Watching from a distance

And I might die here

Watching from a distance