While I'm sitting here wasted, thinking about you

Wondering if I've crossed your mind too

And these days have never been what it's about

And these feelings are so new

But I think I'm getting used to

The insecurity and the feeling of doubt

Wonder if she's keeping you company, I know you hate sleeping alone

I would come but you know honey, I ain't ever home

It's probably the alcohol that's got sleeping on the streets

Wearing no panties and exposing these tits

Don't blame me, I'm just a city girl trynna have fun

Looking for a lover and a heart to burn

And all I ever really wanted was a shoulder to cry on

But yours was too high

Telling me to bottle up

That big girls don't cry

But still I know you deserve better than me

And I keep making these promises that I can't keep

Promises like I'll be better when I know that I won't

And if I do, who'll pay the bills next month?

Who'll take my little kid, dear Jim out to have fun

And I thought I told you not to hit him, he's my fuckin' son!

Never mind the cigarette burns on my skin, you know men can be wicked

And why do they make you cry? It's not like you ever really cared

I should get goin', I'll be back with money

I'll be back with more

And you don't even have to worry

It's all I live for

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