Warnings - disowned, arguments
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It took me a good two weeks before I worked up the courage to tell my father the truth. Why I'd been sick and haven't been able to come by and set up auctions. Or why I was sick and couldn't answer the damn phone or text when he called or messaged me. I didn't want to tell him and I still had yet to call Sam or the person I knew for advice. It was starting to freak me out that it's been four weeks so a month since I'd seen Sam. And a month since I knew I was pregnant or we'll three weeks that is that I've known about the baby. The scarier part was that my belly began to show slightly not much because it was only into month two.

But enough to make me worry and know it was time to call my father or meet up with him. Part of me wanted to do it over the phone but the other part knew it was better in person. That and he'd probably be even more disappointed that I did it over the phone instead of in person like the girl he raised me to be. So here I was at a restaurant where he couldn't cause a scene waiting for him. I'd only been here a good ten minutes before he arrived and we hugged, kissed cheeks and sat down. We began ordering before he finally noticed I was nervous about something.

"Out with it girl" he said sternly

"I'm pregnant dad" I said looking at him

I scanned his face for any form of emotion but all I found was disappointment and embarrassment. He stood up set down money and left me there with tears in my eyes knowing what this meant. He didn't want anything to do with me or the child I knew that now. So now to my next thing, calling the old contact of mine that I promised I'd call if I needed anything. So after finishing my food, cleaning up and paying I left the restaurant and went back home to my apartment. Where I sat down and opened my phone to stare at it and began crying before I composed myself and called them.

Call

"Sarah it's good to hear from you is everything okay?" He asked

"Billy I know this isn't the best of things to spring on someone but I need help" i said

"I told you to call me or my friend if anything happened you know that" he said

"I'm pregnant and my father wants nothing to do with me, I haven't called the father of the child cause he's a hunter and I'm scared beyond belief not knowing what to do because Sam was different than most" i said

"The Sam Winchester guy you talked about before?" He asked

"Yep, pregnant with his child and he doesn't even know it" I cried

"Shh hey it's going to be okay, why not come down to Washington and we can figure this out" he said

"You want me to pack up my apartment and move down there without any knowledge of what's there?" I asked

"You know about the wolves and the cold ones it's easier to be here than alone Sarah" he said

"I know about them yes, but what about the baby?" I asked

"How do you mean Sam was different?" He asked

"Sam mentioned something about being more than a hunter but he didn't go into detail about it and I know nothing more than that" i said

"Well if the worst case scenario comes we can be prepared, Harry would love to see you again and so would the pack" he said

"Anyone new yet?" I asked

"One his name is Embry call" he said

"So Sam, Jared, Paul and Embry?" I asked

"Yep four of them now, but my son will phase soon I can tell" he said

"How about i come down in a few days give me some time to get things together maybe a week tops" i said

"That's fine Sarah, it would be nice having a girl around again" he said

"Thanks again billy it means more than you know it" i said

"I'm here remember I made a promise to you" he said

"I still can't help but thank you in anyway I can" I said

"I'll see you soon Sarah" he said

"See you soon billy" I said

End of call

I was scared but now I was less scared after talking with billy. That didn't mean I wasn't scared out of my mind about the idea of calling Sam. But I knew maybe if I was farther from him it would take longer for him to get to me. Maybe that gave me some form of cruel comfort but it did. I couldn't explain what it was but part of me thought or not sure couldn't tell Sam about the unborn baby. Maybe it was the fear talking, not wanting to tell Sam for the fear of his reaction. Part of me wanted to find him and tell him in person because it was better courtesy to do that. The other part of me feared he would reject the idea and fact I was pregnant with his child. Would he even believe it was is if I told him it was.
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Authors note -

Mixed in some twilight so if you also have yet to either read those books or watch the movies I definitely recommend doing so.