❝ I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I cannot make you happy. I just wish for your happiness and safety. Please leave me. ALONE. I can't. I'm finished. Let me burn alive if you don't want a heart❞

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"Huh? Oh, I'm alright. Just nervous." Seokjin forced a weak smile, eyes wide, feeling a hand wrap around his like a blanket hugging a person for protection.

"Seokjin, everything is going to be alright." Yoongi reassured.

Jin started panicking, shaking his head. "NO IT'S NOT GOING TO BE ALRIGHT WHEN MY MIND IS GOING HAYWIRE—" he blinked his eyes in shock, melting into his husband's deep, passionate kiss as he held his jaw with one hand and the other stroking his cheek with a thumb.

Hoseok pulled away, concerned eyes moving from his to another, "I'd do anything to save you and that rose." He said. Little did Hoseok know, the very rose isn't just in Busan. It's right beside him, in his arms.

"Hoseok you don't understand ... It's hard." His breath hitched with eyes hazy as he lowered his head and widened his eyes at the lips of Hoseok's touching his forehead so light that he had to suck in a breath to exhale.

"Let's go. Through the dark, together," Hoseok said, his forehead pressed against his husband's. He pulled Jin's arm and darted across the damp street with Yoongi, Taehyung, and Jungkook running with him. No matter how much thunder cracked, lightening booming through out the sky pouring heavy rain onto the damp street, the four didn't mind getting wet as long as they were with each other.

"YAH! Third right on the left!" Yoongi yelled, panting.

"WAIT WHAT?" Hoseok yelled back, not understanding the older due to the thundering lightening.

"HORSES! WE CAN RIDE THEM TO BUSAN AND CATCH A TRAIN!" Yoongi hollered.

"OKAY! I GOT IT. THANK YOU MIN YOONGI!" Hoseok thanked, running through the entire streets, feeling heavy rain drops plop on his shoulders. By the time the four reached the center of the street, horses were standing still, minding there own business, suddenly lifted their body mid way in the air as the four sat on them.

"Heeyah!" The three pulled on the reigns of the horse, galloping through out the city. Jungkook was sitting on the front and Taehyung behind him. Yoongi was sitting alone while Jin sat behind Hoseok, gripping onto his shirt from behind. Galloping through out the city, once they reached a hotel, the five entered. The lady knew Jin so well and he knew her so well. Jin gulped, having a terrible feeling about the women as she showed the five to their room.

"I don't like her." Hoseok said.

"What?" Jin asked, head cocked.

"I don't like the way she looked at you. She was all over checking you out as if she would eat you in that very right moment." Hoseok said, in a stern voice, crossing his arms. Soon enough the door to their room opened and they were invited to a vast space of room. White bed sheets, pillows, and vanilla walls with curtains covering the window felt like home. The familiar white was what made it felt like home, especially when they're with each other.

Hoseok stepped inside a room, eyes wandering from one side to the other as he examined the room. He walked towards the bed, sitting on it, he laid himself down with a heavy sigh, deeply thinking.

"Yah, Hoseok! They said dinner closes before midnight!" Taehyung said, rolling up his sleeves as he bent down, opening the fridge to cold air hitting his skin and emptiness saddening him. There was no food welcoming them. Well of course not!

"Isn't past midnight?" Jin asked, confused.

"Oh yeah, right. Sorry." Taehyung chuckled, embarrassed.

"Yah! Yoongi, Taehyung, and Jungkook! I'm using this room with Jin, so don't come in unless I allow!" Hoseok warned, grinning. He saw Jin walking back and forth, hands on his hip, eyes worried. What would Jin be thinking? Is he alright? Jin wasn't like this before. Something diffidently happened.

Jin walking back and forth worried Hoseok that he sat up, striding towards his husband and pulled him inside their bedroom. He sat on the bed, yanking his husband towards his chest. "Jin, tell me what's wrong? Please. I can see it in your eyes. Something is bothering you." Hoseok said, wrapping his hand around Jin's, then pulled him down, adjusting his husband onto his lap.

"You." That's all Jin could say, keeping his gaze away from his husband.

Hoseok laughed lightly, "Oh really? I'm sure it's not just me." The redhead lifted his eyebrow, now tightening his grip on Jin's arm, deeply staring into his eyes as Jin finally looked at him worriedly.

"Hoseok I have to tell you something." Jin said, softly.

Hoseok rolled his eyes playfully, pulling the older into an embrace. His arm snaked around his waist while the other brushed against his back softly. "You don't need to tell me anything. I can see it in your eyes, Seokjin." The redhead whispered into is husband's ear. Lowering his head, he latched his lips against the side of Jin's neck before nuzzling the skin with gentle pecks.

"Yah, I'm serious."

Hearing his husband's stern voice, Hoseok jerked his head up with concern. "Please forgive me," Jin's breath quiver'ed, eyes moving from his to another.

'What is there to forgive when I should be the one after all refusing your love?" Hoseok asked, eyes moving from his husband's to another, hands wrapped around his waist.

"That's the point. I don't deserve you." Jin's voice quivered with shaky breaths, eyes a glassy layer.

Or so Jin said, Taehyung had heard everything, desperately controlling any tears from falling with his hands balled up tightly.

A/N: I'M OKAY 😭😭😭

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