Im gonna say what i wanna say no matter what you say to me about it now.
I feel like I'm numb, am I gonna faint? Don't tell me a word I will speak aloud.
If I'm gonna say what you want to hear or I'm gonna say what you thought you knew,
Please make no mistake and once again I'll say I'm saying this for you.

So here I go.

Friends make mistakes, everyone does;
But please, don't be so hypocrite and tell me to forgive you when you started what I call misery and planted in my life.

Don't you realise how rotten you are everyone runs away from you.
Only I could stay when you had it bad and your still wonder what have I done for you.
You spread out all my secrets like the sand in the air, you didn't pick up the phone for me, I thought you'd be there...
When I really needed you.

Are you a good or a bad friend?

You sprinkled my dreams with fuel and gasoline and then you threw a lit match all over me.
You told me your version of the world
I believed you like an idiot and you were so wrong.
What if I just want to stay alone
Being here without you makes me feel so good
I had to lose you to realise how bad you are for me.
Manipulating every single shade of my memories.
Playing like the victim of my insanity,
When you're the one who needs a real therapist.
You are way too polluted to walk around
Stay away from me
I won't forget
I won't forgive
I did too many times but we are a sinking ship.

You left me behind so many times when you though it was better for me
Oh! Surprise me now!
Was it the day you fooled me to be your bitch?
Was it the day you played me to be like this?
When did you realise how broken you are?
Or don't you still know you're a pile of crap?
Why do I have to listen to your music and you don't even see me?
Why am I talking all the time and you are just in silence planning how to kill?
I gave you all you have, didn't want to put it like this
But you make me so mad I want to throw up a scream.

You're a fake
You're so bad
You're so grey
So messed up

All I'm going to say now is that I wish you all the bad things and that no one holds your back.

Mamma said "don't curse my girl" but what the fuck?
You don't even deserve my hate, my wrath is kept for bigger things than you, i know these words can make me go down to your muddy ground
But I needed to say it so you know I always knew
I just tried to convince myself.
I was always kinder than you

And I don't care to curse
I hope you cry a lot
Don't worry I don't hate you
Just know I'm done with you.