Smiling and laughing a lot
You'd think she is always happy.
Or at least, able to cope with it all.

Yet, the moment someone looks away,
The half-mask falters
Showing the face of uncertainty
of doubt, of fear
But when the person looks back, it's gone.

The fear, the doubt, hidden behind the half-mask.
For you see, she doesn't want to worry you
She doesn't want to admit she is slowly crumbling
All due to an infinite number of uncertainties.

She just wants to have fun and be happy with everyone she knows
So that if someday she suddenly is no more...
She will at least have gone knowing that she made someone happier, if even for a little while.