So I have something very important to discuss...well you guys might probably also wouldn't care so whatever...

As most of you may know, I've become really inactive and the reason for this is...well it's personal and I've only shared it with one person...Lilly a.k.a. Spirit_Warrior

Lilly has been kinda helpful since she managed to convince me from doing some stuff. Yes, I have thought of suicide...of leaving Wattpad...of running away from home and more. I know it may seem a little hard to believe since I've been kinda bouncy and energetic and the reason for that is like a mask to hide my true feelings.

My life sucks.

Like a lot.

I'm torn.

I'm hopeless.

I'm scared and insecure.

I feel stupid most of the time.

I feel selfish and a bit of an attention seeker by telling you all this.

I hate myself...

...My parents.

...My life.

Almost everything...

But I'm not giving up yet.

Lilly has offered to help me once more with many things and even with my account, God bless her. So yeah I'm going to be making my own account into a collab account with Lilly! I'm not going to be making a separate account for two reasons.
1. I am already in one and I barely go on it anyway.
2. Lilly can barely even remember her own password to HER account, let alone a separate one. She knows my password better than her own XD

There are still many things that me and her need to talk about (*cough* Roleplays *cough*) but we'll figure it out but for now, I felt like I had to share this...