Antonio's pov

    I stormed into my room slamming the bedroom door and screamed loudly. I soon buckled over as i coughed violently. i struggle to get to my bed and laid down panting out softly. i sob into my pillow shaking. **knock knock** "sweetie? come on im sure theres other things you could do" my mother told me as she walked into my room softly shutting the door behind herself. "you know your lungs arent the best.." soon the bed dipped but i stayed burried into my pillow.
    "something else? oh come on like what?! i cant do shit! and all i have ever wanted to do since i was younger was to be apart of the army!" i yelled into the pillow muffing it a bit. she sighed and rubbed my back. "i dont just wanna be a house wife.. i want to fight and protect.." i sobbed out throwing myself into her shoulder shaking. i soon felt her arms and soft wings wrap around me. i wheeze out softly as tears race down my cheeks. "i dont wanna just sit and smile ma.."
    "i know my baby.." she ran a hand though my hair kissing my head. "but you know Lexxon wouldnt let you just sit around and smile" she chuckled trying to lighten the mood. i smiled nodding.
    i shrug sighing tho "he travales mama, im just going to slow him down" i pull away and get up off my bed frowning looking out my window. "i wish i was just given a chance at anything, i can fight i know how to.. im just held back because of my lungs.." i grabbed my pillow hugging it to my chest shaking. "why me mom.. why was i born with such weak lungs"
     "i dont know sweetheart, please dont work yourself up" she grabbed my shoulders gently. i sob into the pillow shaking wheezing softly. i push away from her falling onto my bed with a groan. she sighed and walked out of my room.

     i look up from my pillow putting my hand in front of my face looking at the gold band on my finger. "Lexxon.."
     "yes dear?" i jump looking up at my window seeing him leaning onto the edge, he slowly pulled himself in and landed onto the bed chuckling as he tucked his wings away keeping his tail out. he cupped my cheek gently. "well theres going to be a show tomorrow from the End's army, their coming up for a day or two, how about we go see it?" i nod smiling a bit.

     "id like to see their show, we dont get to see the End army much"

__this is more so Ant and the Enderdragon, but a different timeline. no son or dead queen/wife. no 20 year long crush and dancing around feelings. this story line tho does deal much more pain for our boy Ant. Lexxon and Ender will have their work cut our for them for sure in this story__