so this isn't a new chapter, I'm just posting a notice. I've been really fucking depressed lately, this quarantine is getting to me and I'm in the middle of reconfiguring my medication, and things are rough. writing feels like a chore and I can't get more than a few words down without giving up or crying. I feel so shitty about my writing because everyone who was supporting me when I started has left because I went offline for a year and a half because my parents found out I was queer and cut me off from everything. so now only a handful of people read my new chapters and it's honestly so fucking depressing and I don't feel like continuing.

but I'm going to continue, because I've been working on these fics since I was 13 (so like circa 2014) and I have to finish them because I don't know what I'd do without them. but right now things suck and I need inspiration. is there anything you guys want to see in my books that I haven't written yet? any characters you want to see, any plot holes you want closed up, etc? I need to keep moving but honestly I'm so down and burned out all the time and I don't have any new ideas.

thank you guys, especially the handful of readers that have been with me since this journey began. I literally could not have done it without you.

- wren 🖤