"When will we finally start to
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe" -Fleurie

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I have no life, Jessi thought to herself.
Seriously, why do I have so much time for brooding?
There were so many other fun things she could be doing.
Eating. Ugh that will just make me feel fat.
Hanging out with friends. Hahaha like I have any. Cue bitter laughter.
Work. I sure do a lot of that.
Sleeping. Wish I could. She hadn't been sleeping well lately... imagine why.
Taking a walk? Man, my brain is stupid. Do you know how hot it is out there right now? It's the middle of summer! Also, I hate almost every form of exercise.
But maybe it would make me feel less fat.
Reading. Like I could focus at the moment. Besides, why would I want to read about some lovey-dovey couple at this moment? And do you know how difficult it is to find a book without love interests? And honestly, if it didn't, it'd probably be one of those depressing books and goodness knows I didn't need that. I was depressed enough myself, thank you very much.

So she just sat, listening to sad, sad breakup songs.
Just breathing.
Because if you can't be okay, then just focus on breathing.