[Warning: Self-Harm Involved, Reader!]
Virgil's Pov:
It's my turn to make dinner today or at least try. Most of the times, I would rather reject it and go on my computer so I could just be on Tumblr or something. Although tonight is different, this time Patton and Roman are planning a movie night. So we'll just eat popcorn and that's it.

Although a salad could be dinner once we're done watching the movie. Both my boyfriend and creativity are picking a movie and I swear if Roman tries any kind of flirtatious...stuff, there will be blood. I won Patton fair and square so no one is allowed to love him in the way I do. I finally go to the refrigerator to get the things I need.

Which is just lettuce, tomatoes, and cucumbers. I grab a knife but I couldn't help but stare at it. You know, I always wonder what would happen if I would hurt myself with this. "You should try new things after all people say it's never to late to try. It has the possibility of being a good experience." A voice said and I turned around but no one was there. That voice, I heard it somewhere before.

"I do agree with whoever that was. But...what if they others find out?" I mumbled to myself. I felt one of my Anxiety Attacks happen and I shook my head. I began to cut up the vegetables and put it into a bowl. "There all done!" I said and I tried putting the knife into the sink. "No, you should try it out. It might be a benefit to you." The voice said again but this time rather persuasively.

"Yeah, a few cuts won't hurt right?" I responded and rolled up my right arm's sleeve. I put the knife towards my skin and I slit my skin. "Jeez...this actually feels nice." I mumbled as I saw my own blood trickle down my arm to the floor. I made a few more cuts on my arm just to satisfy myself. "If I would've known this felt amazing I would've done this ages ago!" I exclaimed but I covered my mouth.

No one came downstairs so that's a good sign. I immediately washed the cuts in the sink and ran to my room quickly. "Bandages? Where are you?" I asked as I roamed through my drawers. I finally found them and began to wrap my arm with them. I pulled my sleeve down and made it downstairs without anyone noticing. Soon enough, Patton and Roman came down with a movie in my boyfriend's hand.

Princy made the popcorn and movie night officially begun. "Anxiety?" Patton asked as I looked at him. Although it was hard since he was laying on top of me, cuddling me. "Yeah?" I replied hoping we didn't find out about the cuts. "I love you!" He said as he snuggled into me more. "Me too!" I responded while sweating a bit.

My boyfriend can't find out about this, I love him too much. And! I don't want Roman to comfort Patton if he finds out. Morality will break up with me and I don't want that to happen. Although I wonder about something.

What would happen if I stab myself?