Chapter 14: I'm Here For You
Patton's Pov:
Am I dreaming or imagining this? Creativity is depressed? "Ro, why didn't you tell me about this?" I asked him, feeling tears prick my eyes. "I though everything was going to be okay. I kept telling myself that nothing is going to be wrong but, I kept lying to myself." Roman explained, his head facing the floor. "I wanted to wake up one morning to happiness and hope..." He said, clenching his fists.
"But every morning I wake up, hating myself even more than yesterday. No matter what I do...the little rain cloud won't go away..." He added, his tone sounded so broken and weak. I could hear him crying and I pulled him into a hug. "Roman, you know bottling up feelings isn't good. You could have told me and I would've helped you!" I replied, looking back at the time when Thomas broke up with his boyfriend. I bottled up all the bad feelings until everyone told me to show them and never hide them.
"I didn't want you to care over a pathetic person like me. If knowing that you feel bad when I am depressed then I don't want to know. I don't want you to worry so I pretended to be okay. It's so painful knowing that people care about me because they're concerned." He explained, pulling away and sitting on his bed. "Roman...people will care about you no matter what. Our fans love you so much, I bet ya they would give you so much love and support if they heard you were depressed." I said, sitting next to him.
I put a hand on his shoulder while he looked away, rubbing his left arm. "Thomas needs you to function correctly. You're his ego, his creativity, and mostly you're his friend. And we all love you like a member of our family!" I exclaimed, hugging him once again. Only this time, he hugged back and I could tell he was smiling. "Thank you, Pat...I guess I needed that.." He replied weakly, I could feel his tears on my shirt but, I didn't care.
Roman needed someone right now and he needs to be loved immediately. "No problem!" I said, pulling back giving him a big smile. He gave me a small smile and waved as I headed to the door. I walked outside until I forgot to say something special. "I love you, kiddo!" I exclaimed as I shut the door. I stood outside for a bit, hoping he might respond.
"I love you too, dear Morality!" I heard Roman say in his natural voice. He's broken and I need to fix him! But how?
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