#BWB01

Warning: R-18 SPG

"And the Oscar goes to..." the woman announced and opened the envelop. A small smile escape from her lips as she read the paper.

I swallowed hard and clenched my fist tightly. My eyes are fixed on the woman on the stage. I can't hear anything aside from the fast beating of my heart. My stomach turned. Para akong masusuka. Kanina pa ako hindi mapakali sa upuan ko.

"Victoria Andrada," she said and clapped her hands

My eyes widened in shock when she called out my name. Kasabay ng pagtigil ng puso ko. The loud ringing on my ears dispersed and replaced with deafening cheers from the audience.

"Congrats Victoria! You did it!" my co-actor said beside me

Napatingin ako sa kanya. He stood up and offered a hug. Nanatili ako sa upuan, hindi makapaniwala sa nangyari. He pulled me from my seat and hugged me.

"Is this true Brad?!" I asked and hugged him back

"Let me escort you to the stage, my lady," he said and offered his hand. Hindi maalis ang ngiti sa labi niya

I forgot that the my co-actor is the one and only Brad Pitt! I'm screaming! I can't believe he's holding my hand, escorting me to the stage. Hindi ko alam kung saan mas matutuwa, kung sa pagkapanalo ko ba o dahil sa kanya.

"Thank you," I smiled and took his hand

Sabay kaming naglakad sa stage. I held the tip of my red gown 'cause it's so long. I saw my two handsome body guards behind me, helping me lift my gown so it wouldn't touch the floor. As soon as I got on the stage, Brad let go of me and returned to his seat.

I almost tripped from the high heels I'm wearing. I laughed it off and walked confidently on the center. I saw Leonardo De Caprio smiling at me while holding the precious award. The beautiful woman beside him clapped her hands too, congratulating me.

"Congrats my love," he whispehered on my ear and gave me a quick hug before giving me the award

"T-thank you," nauutal kong sabi at tinanggap ang award sa kanya

He stepped back on the side and gestured me to come forward to the microphone. I bit my lip and did as he told. Tumingin ako sa harap. The audience are still clapping. Mas nagulat ako dahil halos lahat sila ay nakatayo at nakatingin sa'kin. They all have beautiful smiles plastered on their faces.

I honestly don't know what to feel. My mind still couldn't process everything. I licked my lips and stared at the Oscar award that I'm holding. My vision became blurry from tears. I took a deep breath and looked above to prevent my tears from falling.

"I'm sorry. Give me a minute. Oh God, this is so embarassing," I said on the mic

Pinayapayan ko ang sarili. I heard the audience laugh. Umayos ako ng tayo at pinakalma ang sarili bago binalik ang tingin sa harap. "Thank you. I don't think I deserve this standing ovation," I chuckled

The audience cheered loudly. Nanatili padin silang nakatayo habang nakatingin sa'kin. I'm so overwhelmed by their support.

I cleared my throat and held the award tightly, afraid that I might drop it. "First of all, I want to thank the Academy for this huge honor. This is my first nomination and my first ever Oscar so, thank you."

I stared at the award as I try to gather my thoughts. "Being nominated on the catagory of best actress alongside with such amazing and powerful women whom I look up to when I was just a little girl," I began. "I honestly can't believe that I won. This is so unexpected, good Lord!" I said and massaged my temple

I haven't even prepared a damn speech because I never thought I'd win. Fuck. I'm so surprised. My heart is still beating wildly inside my chest. Kinabahan ako ngayon pero pinilit kong maging kalmado. I don't want to embarass myself in front of them.

"This is a huge blessing for me and I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone who made this all possible. To director Frank, thank you for letting me be part of this movie. It has changed my life completely. Playing the role of Anastasia is indeed an honor. I love her character so much. She's fierce, strong, independent, feisty, and bold just like me I love her because she made me win an Oscar!" I chuckled

"It was a very challenging role. At first I was worried and pressured, thinking if I can give justice to the character. It was difficult to play the character of a villain yet it was interesting for me as well. I learned that a villain can be a hero too. They can be the star of the film. They can be the protagonist. And I just instantly fell in love with Anastasia. So Frank, thank you for believing and me," I said and blew a kiss to him. I immediately saw him from the audience. Nasa front row siya.

The camera shot his face. He smiled and blew a kiss back to me. The audiene clapped again. Hindi nagtagal ay bumalik sa'kin ang camera.

"Of course, I wouldn't forget all the amazing people who worked hard to create this film. To all the staff, producer, executive director, to my manager Steve, and everyone who worked behind the camera. Thank you!"

"Lastly I want to thank my co actors, especially to Brad Pitt," I said and pointed at him. Nakangiti lang siya habang pinapakinggan ako. "Just being able to work with you is already a huge honor. You are such an amazing actor, wonderful person, I love you. I had such an incredible experience. I hope we can work again on future projects," I chuckled awkwardly

"And oh! Shout out to all my fellow nominees on this category. Miss Angelina Jolie, Miss Meryl Streep, Miss Scarlett Johansson, Miss Anne Hathaway, and Miss Jennifer Lawrence. I love you! You've been my inspiration eversince I was a little girl and the reason why chose to become an actress," I said and bowed down to them like a queen. "This one's for you ladies!" I raised the award proudly and showed it to them

They smiled and clapped their hands. My heart fluttered. They all look so gorgeous with their formal gowns and make-up. They are the definition of a true queen. And I'm one of them!

"As an Asian Female, I'm not only standing here to receive this award but to represent all the Asian women across the globe. I would also like to dedicate this award to all of you!" I said. "And to every women in this room, this award belongs to you. I'm so proud to say that we've finally made our name in this industry. I guess this year we have all stepped up? Well, we are the game changer. I couldn't be more proud."

I can't believe I'm having a speech about feminism and women empowerment right now. I just want to take this opportunity to use my platform and advocate women rights. I want to use my voice. I know I have made an impact and I will never shut my mouth about it. Bahala na kung mahaba ang speech ko. Bahala na kung irrelevant siya sa award na natanggap ko. Bahala na kung isama ko lahat ng populasyon ng babae sa mundo.

I inhaled deeply and smiled. "I believe someday, women in any age, race, ethnicity, skin color, religion, will soon come up here on this stage and receive this award. Nothing is impossible. Never stop dreaming. To all the woman who's watching this, this one's for you my dear," I said and ended my speech.

Eventhough I don't have a speech prepared, I wanted to end it with a strong statement. Just like in Miss Universe or any beauty pageants.

The audiene clapped for me once again. I smiled widely and waved my hands. I felt a tear escape my eye. I immediately wiped it away.

This is the dream.

And I'm living it.

"Miss Victoria! Over here!"

"Look here Miss Victoria. Beautiful!"

"Victoria! Can you give us a pose. One more. A smile perhaps."

I looked at all the flashing cameras in front of me. I'm not at the red carpet holding my award. There were a lot of photographers and journalist behind the ropes. Medyo nasisilaw na ako sa flash ng camera nila pero pinilit ko pading ngumiti. I raised my brow and my chin a bit. I put my hands on my hips and striked a pose.

"Lovely!"

"Beautiful!"

"Gorgeous!"

I put on a subtle smile and relaxed my face a little. I try to show them different looks but it's hard 'cause I feel I already did enough. They took photos of me together with the award. Since I already ran out of ideas, I quickly kissed it. I chuckled and glanced back at the cameras. My eyes widened when I saw Brad Pitt on the side. The photographers are taking multiple photos of him too. He looks dashing with his black tuxedo. His blonde hair is slicked back. Even if he's already around his fifty's, he still looks handsome as ever.

"Hey Victoria. Congratulations again," he greeted

I didn't notice that he's already standing in front of me. I can't help but to feel starstruck even if we've already worked on a movie together. Who wouldn't even fall for him? Sorry Angelina for taking Brad Pitt away from you.

The photographers yelled our name. They want us to take a photo together.

Brad snaked his arm on my waist. Lumapit kami sa isa't isa. I held his back for support. We both looked at the cameras and smiled. May mga shots na hindi kami nakangiti. We just stood there like the rich and powerful couple that we are, remained untouchable.

"Congrats on winning best actor too," I whisphered on his ear

His lips curved. "Thank you. You are the best actress I've ever worked with."

I bit my lip to surpress my smile. God! I couldn't help it! He's so flirty. Konti nalang talaga at baka asawahin ko na talaga siya. This is the hardest part about being an actor. There are chances that you might fall for the other.

It's funny because we have a huge age gap. I'm just in my twenties and he's already in his fifty's. It would be weird. But honestly, I don't give a fuck. Wala akong paki kung husgahan kami ng tao. Brad Pitt is my daddy! Kung wala lang akong asawang naghihintay sa'kin sa bahay ay malamang hindi ako magdadalawang isip na iuwi siya.

"Honey, I'm home," I said as I enter the mansion

I immediately saw the old man slowly walking down on the huge staircase.

"Sweetie! Mi Amor! Your back," he smiled and spread his arms wide

A small smile rose from the corner of my lips. Unti-unti akong naglakad palapit sa kanya at sinalubong siya.

"Ti sono mancato papà? (Did you miss me dadd?)" I asked and hugged him back

I felt his fingers run on my bare back down to my spine then to my ass. He groped it and squeezed it. "Si Amore (Yes, my love)"

My lips twitched. Niyakap ko pa siya ng mahigpit. He put my hair on the side and burried his head on neck. I titled my head to give him more access to it. His tongue licked my neck down to my collarbone. I bit his earlobe. I felt him stiffened.

"Hmmm, I've been waiting for you to come home," he murmured and slowly unzipped my gown

I played with his hair. "I know, that's why I came home early."

Before he could undress me, I immediately break from our hug. I smiled weakly and held his face. I saw lust on his eyes. Nakatitig lang siya sa'kin, punong puno ng pagnanasa. He went closer to kiss me but I put my index finger between our lips. I pushed his lips away. "Not yet, my love."

His lips parted. Naramdaman kong humigpit ang hawak niya sa bewang ko. I ignored it. I carefully studied his face. I can already see the gray hair growing on his hair. His eyes are grey. His face are filled with wrinkles due to aging. He's still the same old man who wants nothing but sex and money. He's also Italian. Divorced. Retired. Filthy rich. One of the prime minister's of Italy. Lives in a grand mansion.

Newsflash, he's also my sugar daddy.

We met a bar. I was a stripper. He offered me to be his sugar daddy. I agreed right away. I got bored being a stripper. I want to spice up my life. Besides, I can earn more money by his offer. It's a win-win for me.

I smiled and licked my lips to seduce him. I also placed my hand over his neck. His grip on my but tightened.

"Mi Victoria," he softly called. He swallowed hard while staring at my chest.

"I bet you are fired up. Don't worry my love, we'll have sex later," I said and pushed him away

He grabbed my arm. I looked back at him and he's already holding a huge amount of money. "I want now."

I arched my brow, amused. "I don't have the energy yet. Why don't you grab a coffee with me first?"

He didn't seem convince. Nanatili siyang nakatayo sa harapan ko. I tilted my head. "You want all of this, right?" I said, pertaining to my body

Tinignan niya ako mula ulo hanggang paa bago tumango.

"Then behave," I said

He sighed and nodded again in defeat.

What a submissive dog.

I smiled. "Shall we?" I motioned him to the dining area

He sat on one of the chairs. Pansin kong kanina niya ba inoobserbahan ang bawat galaw ko. I only smiled at him in response.

"I'll make us coffee. I'll be right back," I said and kissed his cheek

I went to the kitchen to make some coffee. I removed my long velvet satin gloves on my arm. I took the bottle of drugs out of my bra and put small droplets on his coffee. I then mixed it well. I also made one for myself, minus the poison. I smiled as I mix. I made it fast because I don't want him to feel suspicious. I must make my plan work.

Pagkalabas ko ng kusina ay nakita ko siyang tulala sa lamesa.

"Coffee's ready," I said and put it in front of him

"Grazie (Thank you)" he replied

"Prego Caro (You're welcome dear)"

I sat down on the chair next to him. I took my cup and blew the coffee.

There was a long moment of silence.

"Why aren't you drinking your coffee? It might get cold," I said

He looked at me sharply. Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay. Binaba ko ang tasa ko sa lamesa. "What's wrong dear?" I held his hand

Umiwas siya ng tingin.

Bigla akong kinabahan. I thought maybe he knew what I'm planning. I can't blow my cover. Hindi pwedeng masira lahat ng pinaghirapan ko. Hindi—

"Why do I feel like you're cheating on me?"

My lips parted. I swallowed hard. "C-cheating?"

Bigla akong nakahinga ng maluwag. I tried my best to act natural.

"Your co actor. I know something is going on between the two of you. Are you sleeping with him secretly?" matigas niyang sabi

Kumunot ang noo ko. "What? No sweetie. Why would say that? I would never cheat on you. We've been together for like, four months?" I chuckled

He still looks skeptical. Muli niyang tinignan ang dibdib ko. I smiled and played with his fingers.

"Do you love me?" he asked

"Of course I do," I replied and kissed his hands

He held my cheek. "Let's get married soon, my love."

I nodded in response. Binalik ko ang tingin sa kape. I took my cup and acted like drinking my coffee.

Nakita kong kinuha niya nadin ang kanya. I watch him in anticipation. His lips are already a few inches away. This is it. It's almost there.

"Wait," kunot noo niyang sabi habang nakatingin sa tasa

I gulped. "W-why?"

He looked at my cup. "I think you must have switched our cup."

I looked at mine that has his initials on it. "Oh! Sorry. I forgot that this is your personal cup."

"Yes," he nodded

"But wait, I already drink it. Is it okay for you? I mean, I can make you a new one," I was about to stand up but he grabbed my wrist

"No need, my love."

I smiled and nodded. He took the cup from me. Bumalik ako sa pagkakaupo.

"It has a little bit of lipstick stain to it," I said

I left a lipstick mark on the side of the cup. I thought he's going to wipe it but I was surprised when he drank it on the exact same spot where the stain is. This man is really disgusting!

He licked his lips while staring at me as if he could seduce me. Not a fucking chance you old piece of shit!

I took his cup too and drank from it. Ngumiti ako pabalik sa kanya.

"How is it?" I asked

He forced a smile. "It's g-good."

It might take a while before the poision starts to take over his system, and slowly killing him inside.

I was surprised when he started choking in pain. He held his neck while staring at me, wide eyes. His eyes are red like it's about to pop out of his face. He grunted and muttered something. I couldn't understand what he's talking about. All I know is the poison is effective.

He slowly stood up and raised his arm to reach me. Nanginginig ang mga kamay niya, halatang hirap na hirap na siya sa sitwasyon. Beads of sweat are starting to form on his face. His skin went pale and his lips turned purple. It's like his blood couldn't flow through his body anymore.

"W-what...did...you..d-do?" he muttered

I crossed my legs and watch him slowly bent down to his knees. I smiled and patted his head. "Good boy."

He held my neck. His fingers dug deep on my flesh. Nginitian ko lamang siya. Ang mga mata niya ay matalim na nakatingin sa'kin. I slowly removed his hand from my neck. I didn't sweat since I know he's getting weaker and weaker. The poison is consuming him.

The next thing I knew, he already collapsed on the floor. I rose from my seat and knelt down in front of him. Dilat na dilat ang mata niya at nakabuka ang bibig niya. I checked his pulse to see if he's really dead. A small smile rose from my lips.

"Riposa in pace, amore mio (Rest in peace, my love)" I whisphered

I noticed there's a thick cash inside his pocket. Agad ko iyong kinuha. Kinapkapan ko ang buong katawan niya. Kinuha ko lahat ng pera niya. I smiled widely while holding all of his money.

"I'm rich! I'm fucking rich!" I laughed hysterically. I closed my eyes and smelled the money. "I did it! My plan worked! Good job Victoria! You really deserve the best actress award," I proudly said and patted myself on the back

Victory is mine.

"Condolence Miss Victoria," the lady told me

"T-thank you," I cried

Another group of people approached me. "Condolence my dear Victoria."

"Thanks," I sniffed and wiped the tears off my cheek

"Condolence Mi Victoria. I'm so sorry for your loss," an Italian man said

"Grazie senyor," I replied

He offered me a handerchief. I gladly took it. He patted my back before leaving me.

Hindi ko na mabilang sa daliri ko kung ilang tao na ba ang nilapitan ako. They continued to comfort me in this time of grief. We're all gathered here at the funeral of my husband. Marami kami. His relatives are here. They flew all the way here to Philippines from Italy to visit his funeral. Some of my co actors are present too. Halos lahat sila ay nakaputi. I'm the only one who's wearing black. I'm wearing a black long sleeve dress, a black gloves and a black veil. I'm fully clothed in black—a black widow.

Another lady approached me and held my hand. "Condolencia hija."

Muling bumuhos ang luha sa mata ko. "Gracias."

She let go of my hand. I watch her as she walked towards my husband's coffin. She cried and cried. Tears drop from the glass.

Pinagmasdan ko ang mga tao. Lahat sila ay malungkot ang mukha. Panay ang iyak ng iba. Unti-unting umangat ang gilid ng labi ko. Mahina akong tumawa.

The sound of their cries is music to my ears.

I must be crazy, laughing at my husband's funeral while everyone's mourning his death.

Little did they know...

They had no idea he was murdered. Ang alam nila ay namatay siya dahil sa heart attack. Now that he's dead, sa'kin na lahat ng mana niya. All his riches and wealth, all mine! Mine!

I smiled in triumph.

My plan is the best murder plan of all time. Just like what I've learned in movies, and as an actress of course. I wouldn't be called a villain for nothing! I should probably write a book—how to kill a man 101 by Victoria Andrada. I'm sure I'd sell millions of copies!

I laughed hysterically upon thinking my evil schemes under my sleeves.

Being a villain is the best thing ever—

"Hey, Tori! Wake the fuck up!"

I was alarmed by the sound of shouting of my friends. I groaned and slowly opened my eyes.

Niyugyog nila ako. "Rise and shine!" they said with a Kylie Jenner tone

My head is laid on top of the counter. Naramdaman ko ang panis na laway ko doon. Unti-unti kong inangat ang ulo ko. "What...what happened?" I asked, confused.

I'm still half-asleep, half unconscious of what's going on. My head is throbbing in pain. Pinunasan ko ang laway sa gilid ng labi ko. My breath stinks of alcohol! I cringed and wiped my fingers on my friend's shirt.

"What the fuck Tori?! You're so gross!" Karina exclaimed

"Hmm. Arte mo naman," I murmured

She snapped her fingers in front of me. "Gising ka na ba?"

I shook my head. "Where are we?"

"At the bar! And you passed out. Mahigit isang oras ka nang tulog. Alam mo ba 'yon?"

"Yeah, we even took pictures of you," Nicole said, my other friend

"What? Really? I thought we were in a funeral," I said and looked at the surroundings

"Funeral? What the fuck are you talking about?" Tiffany laughed

Aubrey handed me a bottle of water. "Here, inom ka muna girl para magising ka."

I smiled. "No thanks. Give me a shot instead."

Karina handed me one. Agad ko iyong ininom. I slammed the glass on the counter. "Now I'm back to my senses!"

They laughed. "Nabuhayan ka na sa isang shot lang?"

I licked my lips. Inayos ko ang pagkakaupo ko sa stool. I pulled my tight skirt down and fixed my hair.

Napansin kong may jacket na nakapatong sa likod ko. Weird. I didn't bring any jacket with me. I looked at it and it's a black leather jacket, and it smells so freakin good!

"Hey, who's jacket is this?" I asked

"Ahh kay Ross 'yan. He put it on you when you were asleep," Nicole answered

I nodded and placed the jacket on top of the counter. "So, guys," I began. "I had one of the craziest and weirdest dream ever. Like ever! Pakiramdam ko totoo!"

Lahat sila ay nakatingin lang sa'kin. They are taking shots one at a time.

"Nanaginip ka?"

I nodded. "Oo at ikwekwento ko sa inyo!"

"Bitch no. I'm sure it's rated SPG nanaman 'yan," Karina said

"Well, just a mild SPG. It's not super OA."

"Whatever, I'd rather not to—"

"Bitch shut up! I'm gonna tell with or without your approval. What the fuck?" I rolled my eyes at her

She raised her hands in defeat. I took another shot before I began my story. I cleared my throat. "So here it goes. May halong comedy, thriller, at spg itong panaginip ko. Don't worry, I won't tell all the details. I'll summarize it since I can't even remember half of what happened, so—"

"Just spill it!" Nicole exclaimed

"Alright! Here it goes," I said and stood up. "Imagine an 80's film. The image is all black and white. The first scene is I was in the Oscars and I won best actress alongside with Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Lawrence, Scarlette Johanson amd many more actresses—"

"What the hell? Nasa Oscars ka?! Tapos napaginipan mo pa sina---"

"Bitch don't interrupt me please," I cut her off

"Sorry."

I smiled. "As I was saying. Brad Pitt escorted me to the stage because he's one of the actors that I've worked with on the film. And then, Leonardo DiCaprio himself handed me the award and Oh my Goodness! Hindi ko alam kung sino ang iuuwi ko, yung award ko ba o siya."

They laughed. "Ang OA naman ng panaginip mo. Si Brad Pitt?! Leonardo?!"

"Hey, some dreams are always this crazy and OA right? I mean, I don't know about you guys. Ang boring siguro ng inyo."

They rolled their eyes and took another shot.

"And then, I gave a speech about Feminism and Women empowerment which is pretty dope. I can't exactly remember what I said. Basta alam ko maganda ako at confident sa speech ko."

"Wow, Akala ko ba Oscars? Bakit biglang naging UNICEF?" Nicole asked, amused

"More like parang Miss Universe ang dating," si Tiffany

They laughed. Agad kong kinuha ang atensiyon nila.

"Now this is the craziest part! Oh my God wait! Natatakot ako ikwento!" ngumiti ako na parang hindi mapakali

"Sabihin mo na!"

"Kinikilabutan ako omg!" my eyes widened while looking at my arms

"Kalma lang girl. Shot ka muna oh," Aubrey handed me a shot

I smiled. "Thanks," sabi ko at mabilis na tinungga

Napapikit ako sa pait. Binalik ko ang tingin sa mga kaibigan ko. "Fast forward, I went home to my husband aka my sugar daddy—"

They laughed upon hearing that word. "What the fuck?! Pati sa panaginip may sugar daddy ka."

"It cringed me to death! Guys. That old man is already in his 50's and he still wants to have sex with me! Can you fucking believe it?!" pinaypayan ko ang sarili nang maalala ang nangyari. Bigla akong kinilabutan ulit. I can still remember his face vividly. I feel disusted of him and myself for letting him touch me.

"Wait what?! Teka lang, ang bilis ng pangyayari ah. Naguguluhan na ako," si Nicole

"Ang slow mo naman."

"As I was saying," I called them again. "Nakalimutan ko na kung paano ko siya nakilala o kung paano kami naging mag-asawa pero basta sugar daddy ko siya. After that, this is the crazy part—"

"Wow there's more? More crazier than that? Ang haba ng panaginip mo ah."

"I know so please shut up. I'm trying my best to remember it all," umiwas ako ng tingin at nag-isip ng malalim

I snapped my fingers. "I killed him."

Their jaw dropped.

I smiled and folded my arms. "You heard me. I killed him...in my dreams. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero pinatay ko siya. I'm a crazy woman in my dreams."

Nagkatinginan sila sa isa't isa. Walang gustong magsalita. I don't know if they are shocked, confused, or amused.

"Does my crazy story rendered you speechless?" I asked and wiggled my brows

"You killed him?" si Nicole

"Yeah. It's kinda brutal but that's what happened," I chuckled

Aubrey stood up and clapped her hands. "Wow, that is so...so fucked up."

"I know right."

"But how did you kill him?"

"I think I poisoned him. I mean, wala akong naalalang may dugo sa eksena. Basta alam ko pinatay ko siya."

Nakita kong nagtatawanan lang si Karina at Tiffany sa likod. "Pintay amputa."

"Wait! There's more. Eto na yung last scene na talagang tawang tawa ako. Literal," mariin kong sabi

"What is it? You went to his funeral?" Aubrey guessed

I snapped my fingers at her. "Bitch you're right! Ugh, why did you spoil?"

Nagtawanan ulit sila. We all sound so drunk and wasted. I think that's why they are laughing this much.

"I went to his funeral wearing all black. I look like a fucking bride. You know those ghosts in horror movies. Parang kamukha ko yung Nun sa Conjuring. Basta nakakatakot yung itsura ko. I was literally laughing like a crazy person at his funeral and the guest had no fucking clue that I killed the man. They were all crying like a bunch of babies while I'm a the back, celebrating his death," I chuckled upon remembering the scene

"Tang ina biglang naging horror! Ayoko na," takot na sabi ni Nicole

"I can't stop laughing. I'm sorry. I must be so drunk," I wiped the tears off the corners of my eye. "Imagine, going to your sugar daddy's funeral. That alone, is already hilarious...but yeah, everything got dark at the end. Creepy."

Muli akong uminom ng shot sabay sipsip ng lemon. Napapikit ako sa pait na lasa. "Well, that's it. That's the end of my crazy dream. Ang fucked up noh? Tang ina hindi ata ako makakatulog mamayang gabi dahil sa panaginip ko."

"I thought you had wet dreams," Nicole said

"Oh, I forgot to mention. Sa ending parang napunta sa'kin lahat ng mana at yaman niya. Basically, I became a rich black widow slash bride."

"Grabe, halos lahat ng genre andun sa panaginip mo eh. Laugh trip!" sabi nila

"Yeah, the ending was really really creepy," I chuckled

"So you killed him so you can take away his money and fly to a different country? You sound like a crazy bitch," Karina chuckled

"Yeah, and you know why?" I asked

"Why?"

I smirked mischievously. "Because I'm the villain of my own damn movie!"

I stood up when I heard Rihanna song playing on the background. Mas umingay ang mga tao sa bar. Everyone was dancing at the dance floor all drunk and wasted.

"By the way, where are the boys? Bakit kayo lang nandito?" I asked, referring to our guy friends

"Ahh nag-yosi ata sila sa labas," sagot ni Karina

"Lahat sila?"

"I think Ross and Clyde went to the bathroom. Kasama namin sila nung tulog ka."

"So Jude, Alvin, and my boyfriend are outside?"

"Yeah. Ewan ko sa mga yun, " sagot niya sabay tingin sa paligid. "Baka nandito lang sa tabi tabi, pakalat-kalat."

I nodded and danced to the song. "I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed. Get along with the voices inside of my head. You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath. And you think I'm crazy, you think I'm crazy!"

My friends are only sitting while humming the song samantalang ako ay todo sayaw na parang dancers sa wowowin. "Let's dance bitches! It's fucking Rihanna and eminem!" I yelled as the song grew louder

"Ang hyper mo talaga kapag lasing," tawa ni Nicole

I smiled. "Bitch don't kill my vibe. This is my national anthem!"

Kinuha ko ang shot na hawak niya at ininom iyon. I smiled sweetly and returned the glass to her. She only stared at it, dumbfounded.

"Where are you looking at Karina?" I asked her. Napansin kong kanina pa siya nakatingin sa kabilang lamesa.

Tumingin siya sa'kin. "Ha? Wala. Para kasing mga minors lang yung nasa kabilang lamesa."

Hindi ko narinig ang sagot niya dahil patuloy lang ako sa pagsayaw habang kumakanta. "Ha? Minions? Paano nagkaron ng minions dito?" I laughed. "Lasing ka na girl."

"Minors kasi, tanga!"

I laughed harder. "Oh, sorry! Where?"

Ngumuso siya sa katabi naming lamesa. I looked at the table beside us and saw a bunch of teenagers. There were two guys and four girls. I believe that they are not all minors. Siguro yung tatlo sa kanila mukhang minors lang.

"Paano naman sila nakapasok? Feel ko hindi naman sila minors," si Tiffany

"Duh. Fake I.D's," sagot ni Aubrey

Binalik ko ang tingin sa mga kaibigan. "I honestly don't give a fuck. Minor lang din naman ako nung nagsimula akong uminom."

I started drinking when I was seventeen. Lost my virginity when I was eighteen. I also had a couple of flings and exes when I was in highschool. They didn't last long. I'm not ready for a commitment anyway. Hanggang fuck buddy lang ako. Now, that I'm nineteen, I'm here completely wasting my life. I'm not proud of it tho. Guess I'm living a fucked up life.

"Ayaw niyo ba talaga sumayaw?" tanong ko

Umiling sila.

"Pagod na kami, tsaka ang sakit na ng ulo ko puta, para akong matutumba eh," si Karina

"Bathroom break!" si Nicole

"Me too! Sama," ani ni Aubrey at Tiffany

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever losers. I'm going to dance," sabi ko at dumiretso sa dance floor

I don't think I'm totally drunk yet. I'm just tipsy. Mataas alcohol tolerance ko. I can handle hard liquors. I don't get drunk easily, just horny.

I was surprised when I felt someone behind me. He snaked his arm around my waist and pushed me to his body. "Hey baby.."

I smirked. "Hey babe. Saan ka galing?" I asked as we dance slowly

"Nag-yosi lang sa labas," he whisphered sensually on my ear

"Hmm..you smell like cigarette and weed combined."

He chuckled softly. His hand grabbed my butt. "Let's go to my car, hmm?"

I smirked. My hands slowly went down to his hard cock. "Let's fuck."

And the next thing I knew, my boyfriend and I are naked, and having sex inside his car.

"Ah! Fuck Jared, faster! I want all of you, inside me," I moaned

"Fuck baby, you are so tight.."

He started to thrust inside me even faster. I pushed myself inside him more. My nails dug deep on his bare back. We were both panting, completely out of breath.

"I'm cumming!" I screamed and released all my juices

He groaned and tried hard not to nut inside me. He leaned down a bit and kissed me on the lips.I can still still the alcohol in his mouth. Our kisses went deeper until I felt his tongue inside my mouth. His hands grip my waist tightly. I held his jaw and kissed him more. His hands climbed up on my breasts. He squeezed it and pinched my hard nipples. I moaned in pleasure. His kisses went down to my jawline down to my neck. Hindi ko alam kung saan ipipilig ang ulo ko. I feel so fucking horny right now. The sexual tension between us grew more. I know he's horny too, all because of the alcohol.

"You know it's hard to have sex in the car right?" I asked, panting

I played with his hair and gave him more access to my neck.

"Hmm...aren't you satisfied? I made you cum," he said while massaging my breast

"You can't go all in," I chuckled

"Hinahamon mo ba ako?"

We both stared at each other. His eyes filled with range and lust. He licked his lips and stared down at mine. Ngumiti ako at inalis ang buhok sa noo niya. "I'm just saying that I should be at the top. It's much more convenient for us. Let me do the work."

He clenched his jaw. Nandilim ang mga mata niya. He didn't respond, instead he burried his head on my chest and sucked my nipple.

I moaned. "Fuck! Did it hurt your ego babe? I can do..better than you," I said weakly

"No. You just turned me on which made me more horny."

He spread my legs wide open again. I can still feel my wetness inside. The space inside his car is too small for us. We couldn't do different positions. I'm tired of him being on top. I'm tired of this missionary style. But hey, at least he's still giving me sexual pleasure that I'm craving.

"You're wearing condom right?" I asked him when he slowly put his huge bulge inside me

"Of course. Are you still on pills?"

I nodded and bit my lip to suppress my uncontrollable moans. His thrust went faster. He went deeper and I found myself screaming in pleasure. Hindi na kami nagsalita pa. We fucked until we reach the climax, then we soon fell into a deep sleep, lying on each other's bodies.