Ugh (vent)
Do you ever have those days where you feel stuck?
Idk.
Like I don't want to do that. Or this. Or anything. But then I'm like wasting my time. And I should be doing something but I can't.
I do this thing called maladaptive daydreaming, which sounds a lot nicer than it actually is. I make up world's in my head and live through them as if they were real, preferring them to my life. I can't sleep sometimes because of it. I have people in my head that I immensely prefer over actual ones. I sound like I'm going crazy, and I can't talk to anyone about it.
It's part of having anxiety, so now I have that, anxiety, depression, and OCD.
I can't talk to anyone about it cause then I get told "but your life is so good!"
Not to me, kiddo.
Not to me.
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