I was texting two of my friends separately and they both left? Suddenly? That seems pretty accurate.

I sent a Thor pic to see if one of them's still there- let's see if she takes the bait

She was listening to My Dead Gay Son cause I asked her to

She's okay

Idk what happened to the other one

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I want to write this one Harry Potter fanfiction I made for my friends as a joke a while ago. they like it but I don't actually care about it? Whoops.

Now I can't cause I have no inspiration. I'm such a freaking amazing friend.

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Me after a while: Y'know, I think I'm actually gay.

Sees a cute guy: WHOOP NEVER MIND I'M STRAIGHT

Sees a cute girl right after: WTF????

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I put on noise canceling headphones to try and block the void in which my depression is straggling out of and clawing me back down with it.

Let's see if Dead Girl Walking stops it. Fingers crossed!

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You have the moral backbone of a chocolate eclair.

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I don't understand why anyone talks to me or reads my stories. Like... why me? Why this girl who sits curled up in her room, undeserving of attention? Why her?

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So... after reading a bunch of fanfics I feel the need to say- I've had my friend say they have a crush on me. IT IS AWKWARD AS HECK. I didn't rush and kiss them like fanfics suggest. So... like yeah unfortunately I don't live a McPriceley oneshot.

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Because it's the one thing you can't replace.

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Also sometimes I look at myself and think- that's me. I don't look like me though. It just... why do I like look like that and not something else? Why do I not feel like I should look like that?

Idk man. I'm weird.

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I really want to audition for the musical (which auditions in like a month lol) but I really don't think I'm good enough

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I'm just scrolling through Pinterest. Pinterest is great for Tumblr memes and musicals, amiright?

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I need someone to draw... a character preferably.

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I'll keep all my emotions right here, and then one day I'll die

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I'll stop. I'm probably annoying you guys.