im gonna copy and paste texts to my mom from right now cause I don't want to retype stuff cause I feel so bad

-i want to die

-i just really hate stuff right now

-i want to cry

or de-exist

-no

no i was just being an idiotand forgetting everything

-its fine i just really dont want to be surrounded by people right now i hate people theyre talking so much and its so loud loud loud loud

-everyones so close and loud

-it might be part spiral, part sensory overload. i can get things when my brain gets bad

-I hate this ugh because i cant actually show that anythings wrong because then everyones like ARE YOU OK but they dont actually care 

-i hate people and everyone and i dont want to go to french and pe because madame **** triggers my anxiety and mr *** will yell at you if youre moving too slow

-theres nothing anyone can do ever