Gulf's POV

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When Mew confessed to me I was on cloud nine, my hidden feelings came rushing to the surface and like what Mild said when I fully realized I found myself deep in love with him, everything seemed perfect, nothing else mattered to me at all but the hot man in front of me.

I won't describe how much passion I felt when we kissed, he is a great kisser, gentle and full of his feelings, not those lewd lustful kisses we see in movies, he was obviously trying to take it slowly although I'll be happy either way because I truly love him.

Since that fateful day, we became lovey-dovey all the time, even though we try to be serious at work but it's next to impossible when we are alone, he holds tight, whisper sweet things or even make me sit on his lap to eat lunch together and I can't reject him at all, I'm still embarrassed around him but I love being so close to Mew, he makes me feel so secure and loved that I was deprived of before.

As soon as we got back from our trip, we invited Mild, P' Zee and grandfather over, we told them everything and our intention of staying together for a long time, I know that Mild and P' Zee will accept us but what I didn't expect

"I was sure that you will end up falling in love with each other, I'm happy for you" the chairman said with a genuine grin

"it's all thanks to you grandfather, you brought him into my life"

"as everyone know, old people can see it right away" we all giggled

"congrats my friend, I already knew that it will end up like this" Mild said patting on my shoulder

"exactly as you said over that dinner" we smirked looking to each other

"I'm so happy for you N' Mew, but I can't believe you got a lover before me!" we laughed

"stop flirting around and get serious and you will get a real lover soon" Mew said

"I'm already working on that" he glanced to Mild who flinched looking away making me chuckle; I wonder how their story will be?

"papa? I don't understand?" the innocent boy asked

"Por, your papa became your real papa too and we love each other so three of us we live together for a very long time" Mew explained

"so daddy and papa love each other and papa won't have to leave?"

"yes never!"

"I'm so happy that we will be together all the time!" he jumped hugging me

"not all the time! I want to have a private time with my boyfriend too" he murmured enough for me and the rest to hear as they giggled while I blushed hitting his knee with mine. Being accepted by everyone I love feels amazing, this is the life I was wishing for, a place that I can truly call home living with people I love, nothing in the world can measure to this.

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I got into his office to give him the usual coffee and snacks, he watched me as I got closer to his desk, his eyes never missed one move, his stares made me a little shy

"thank you baby, I'm addicted to your sweet coffee as much I'm addicted to you" here we go

"P' Mew please, we are working now"

"I can't help it, I even want to move your desk inside"

"no way! You won't let me work properly"

"maybe" I whispered 'stupid' getting out, I sometimes glance inside to see him seriously working which make me smile but rarely our gaze would me thus I quickly look back to the screen feeling a little bashful, when will I get used to him and stop getting this shy?! Today we have a meeting with Mr. Davis, honestly I'd rather not go, because his female secretary never stops flirting and it always made me so uncomfortable, today too, she's standing next to me, holding my hand and tries to get my full attention, yet I kept chuckling at the death glares that Mew was sending to her yet she was so dense to notice, he is kind of cute when he is jealous. On our way back

"I noticed our secretaries are getting closer, is there love in the air" the girl blushing trying to be cute, instead it gave me Goosebumps

"impossible!" Mew blurted away making everyone look to him in surprise

"why?" the shareholder asked

"he is already dating someone" the man and his shocked secretary looked to me as I nodded

"that's right, I already have someone I love"

"too bad, I'm sure you will find another good man for you" he said comforting her while she looked down sadly. This was just one day out of so many days where I saw Mew getting jealous, he is actually very possessive and can't hold himself from kicking anyone who tries to get close to me away, even when taking a random picture with a fan he would hold away and let himself get on the side of the fan wearing a fake smile.

It's not like I don't get jealous myself, I mean girls and boys flirts with him publicly during parties or anywhere he goes but it can't be helped he is a famous young CEO, so all I can do is to understand that he must be surrounded by people for the sake of the company image.

"I've had enough!" he suddenly said while we were on our way back to the company

"what's wrong?"

"Gulf, arrange for an official fan meeting event this weekend, some reporters and journalists who make reservation also can be present, I'm going to announce something"

"something? What is it?" I was confused

"just do what I say"

"alright" I wonder what's so important he wants to announce in front of our fans and the media, arranged everything like always, we stood on the stages, listening to the fans cheering and many pictures were taken, we were also on live, by the end of the event, Mew looked to me then he held my hand as we stepped closer, fans were screaming and jumping

"everyone, thank you for coming today even though this event was suddenly arranged, I actually have something I want to announce" he said as they all started to be quiet until only a few whispers could be heard, he stopped looking to me then smiled looking back to the impatient public

"me, Mew Suppasit and my secretary, Gulf Kanawut, have officially started dating" I was shocked, what does he think he is doing?! Telling everyone that he is dating me, I pulled him a little as he got closer whispering

"it's alright, don't worry" he simply said. There was complete silence that made me so nervous and worried, of course everyone would be shocked, their imaginary shipped couple ended up being real! A sudden screams was heard made me jump in my place

"MEWGULF! Congratulations! We are happy for you!!" they all started cheering for us

"MEWGULF FOREVER! stay together for a long time! We love you!" many kept yelling, I even noticed that some of our fans were crying in happiness, I was speechless, my mouth was slightly open looking around, are we really accepted by the public? Is this real? Suddenly Mew hugged me closer by my waist making me glance at him, who w waving at everyone and the cameras that never stopped recording, journalists and reporters made their way to the front

"Mr. Suppasit when did you both start dating?" one asked

"35 days ago exactly" the CEO was answering calmly

"does your grandfather knows about this?"

"yes of course he was the first to know along with two close friends" seeing how happy the fans was and the excited media made me smile, we are supported by them

"Mr. Kanawut how do you feel dating the CEO of xxx company?"

"I'm not dating a CEO, I'm dating MEW SUPPASIT" I smiled feeling my boyfriend's burning gaze that made me look at him, he mouthed 'I love you', I'm sure everyone understood him since the cheers and screams got louder. We stayed around for another hour, telling them about our funny story without many details of course and everyone enjoyed it.

"stupid! Idiot! Dumb!" I said on our way back while Mew was giggling

"if it's about you I don't mind being called that, since I fell for you, I became a foul, a foul lover who would giggle when his boyfriend call him stupid" I was pouting and embarrassed

"you should at least have told me"

"you wouldn't have let, would you?"

"no!"

"see? It's fine now! They are happy for us so no need to be angry"

"what about the shareholders and the other executives and your work partners?!"

"I don't care, I just want everyone to know that you are mine and stop flirting with you" I sighed in defeat, I should have known that his possessiveness would result into this

"you mean with us, I also see that you've been flirted with" he glanced to me for a second then back to the road

"yes, us" the chairman called us right away congratulating us and he sounded so excited by the news over the phone, Mew got so many calls that day, his phone never stopped while I kept playing with Por looking at him looking frustrated

"I can't believe they are calling to confirm"

"that's why you should have announced it into an official meeting first" me and Por giggled as his phone rang again.

The next day I woke up to the door bell ringing, I glanced to find that it was only 7:30 am, who would come this early on Sunday, I slowly made my way downstairs

"Mild?!" I was surprised when I opened the door, he was looking down with dirty clothes and I could smell alcohol coming from him

"Gulf" he murmured then got closer hugging me tightly he was sobbing in my arms

"Gulf, who is it?" Mew sleepy voice asked while he was half the way of the stairs

"it's Mild" I patted on the short boy's back

"calm down, it's fine, I'm here" after he took a bath he came down with his still red eyes, I served him breakfast but he hardly ate anything, Mew also looked worried

"Mild, what's wrong? You know you can tell us anything"

"that's why I came here straight away" he said with a weak and hoarse voice from drinking so much

"did something happen to your family? Are you hurt?" Mew asked but he shook his head

"Gulf you already know that P' Zee have been following me around for the past 6 months right?" Mew looked surprised but kept silent

"yes and last time we talked you said we are going to talk to him and stop him from courting you" he nodded faintly

"I did talk to him but he never listened and kept following me around, somehow I got used to his presence, I even started waiting for his calls and messages and before I knew I found myself starting to like him, I've straight until I met him, I never even got close to a gay boy before and you know that" he sounded so emotional

"yes I do, you only flirted with girls and only have a few other male friends"

"you are the only close male friend I have but for the first time in my life I felt attracted to him, I've never felt like this toward anyone, not even the pretty girls I always see in the bar made me feel like that, at first I thought maybe I was just influenced by the fact you two started dating but when I thought seriously about it I couldn't deny it, even when I'm with other girls I kept only thinking about him so I decided to confess to him yesterday" he stopped, calming himself

"he waited for me after work as usually, drove me home where showered and changed then we headed to a different bar, we sat talking about random things then I gathered all my courage and confessed to him"

"really?! That's great Mild! You are brave as always"

"I regret doing it" me and Mew looked to each other shocked

"why?"

"he looked shocked then he chuckled saying that he already got tired of me"

"maybe because he just don't believe you" Mew said

"he left me and started flirting with other boys, he even invited one for a one night stand at his condo, I even saw them hugging going out of the bar" Mild was tearful, I can't believe that P' Zee would do something like that, I mean we talked once about him courting Mild and he said that he truly loves him and won't give up until he make him fell for him too, he looked so serious and he even stopped flirting at the company. I looked to Mew who understood me and went upstairs while I kept comforting Mild.

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Mew's POV

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Mild looked so sad and really hurt, his genuine tears made me feel anger toward P' Zee, yet I was also confused, the COO always bragged about everything he did to court the shorter boy, he kept showing me their selfies and never stop talking about how cute he is when we are alone, I could tell he was serious about this relationship so why would he reject him like that? I called him

"where are you?" I asked him directly

"home, my condo" he answered confused

"I'm coming right now" I hanged up and went there, leaving Gulf comforting his depressed friend, once he opened the door I got in stomping toward the sofas as he followed

"N' Mew what's wrong?" he sat down facing me

"why did you reject Mild?" he looked to me with wide eyes then looked down

"because I know he was doing it out of pity for me, I've been chasing him for 6 months and the kind him didn't want to hurt me"

"are you stupid?!" I half yelled making him flinch

"the boy is crying his eyes out with Gulf right now, he kept drinking all night long and came early this morning in a miserable state, he looked to me stunned

"Mi-Mild?"

"who else I'm talking about? Not only you were harsh saying that you got tired but you went flirting with some other boy and even brought him here

"no! I swear I didn't bring him! As soon as I left the bar I left the boy back home alone! I can't do it with anyone else N' Mew, Mild is all I think about day and night, you even know that I stopped flirting at the company"

"then why making him and yourself suffer like this?"

"I'm not confident at all, it may be just for while but soon he will realize that he can't truly loves me and then leave me"

"when I confessed to Gulf, I knew it was 50/50 chance, I wasn't sure about his feelings, when he went silent my heart sank, I thought it's over but I became super happy when he said he loves too, we can't predict the future, even for and Gulf, there may be a day when we both will walk away but I know for sure that I love him so much now and I will keep loving him for every second unless something in the future happens, what matters is the present my friend"

"N' Mew..." he didn't say anything

"don't do anything else that you may regret for life, don't miss any chance to be with the one you love" I smiled patting on his shoulder and started going toward the door

"wait!!! Take me with you"

"let's go" once we arrived Gulf and Mild who hid behind him stared at us, p' Zee was looking down feeling guilty and hurt, Gulf smiled then turned facing his friend

"just give him one chance and after that you can decide what to do"

"but Gulf"

"you're not alone, I will always be with you whatever happens" Mild nodded a little as I took Gulf and Por to go shopping leaving the boys alone to figure things out.

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just a small side story about the other new born couple

Sorry for making this chapter a little long I just couldn't stop writing ^^

The next chapter will be the last !!!