~Julian's POV~

"Tsk tsk Julian. You know your not supposed to say no to me." My uncle said to me. I looked at him with my big huge pale blue eyes.

"But I don't feel like drawing. I want to play." I pouted at the man who I had known since I was three. He said he was my uncle. Along with my other two uncles.

My uncle grabbed my face and forced me to look him in the eyes. He gave me a glare. "You listen to me. You are going to draw for me."

"No!" I didn't know he was angry at me. So I giggled after I said no to him.

I really wish I hadn't said no.

"You will not disrespect me!" My 'uncle' smacked me and threw me to the ground.

I gasped and looked at my uncle with tear filled eyes. "Uncle...? Why-why did you hit me?" I whimpered as I scooted away from him. He's never been angry with me before and certainly never hit me.

"Your a pathetic six year old! Your to stupid to even realize the situation your in! I'm not your fucking uncle! I would kill myself if I were related to you!" He spat in my face. He grabbed me by my brownish/black hair and made me watch him. "You wanna know what I'm gonna do to you?! I'm going to punish you." He smiled at me evilly as he dragged me to a bedroom.

"No! Please don't hurt me!" I begged, I flailed in his arms as he pushed me into the bed and held me there.

"It's gonna hurt. Really bad." He gazed at me with the evilest smirk. "Because your a bad boy Julian. No one wants you, you ungrateful, stupid fuck!" My kidnapper started to rip my shirt. I screamed in terror. I didn't understand what he was doing. Tears poured from my eyes.

"Uncle pl-!" I got slapped again.

"I'm not your fucking uncle! Now stay quiet!" He managed to take all of my clothes off so I was naked underneath him, bawling. My entire body shook. I looked over at the door where anther one of my 'uncles' stood. He has rope in his hand as he passed it over to the man I've come to fear.

They tied me up to the bed. I didn't know what else to do other than cry my heart and soul out. "Please!"

"Okay." The man said as he trailed his hand along my body. He started touching me places I didn't want to be touched. I cried harder. It felt so wrong. I knew that, I knew he was doing something bad.

"No! Not what I said!" That's when something was forced on my face. A mask of some sort. It muffled my cries and pleads.

"You asked for this little Julian. Now you get your punishment." He sat up and unbuckled his jeans.

~Nicks POV~

I let go of Julian as fast as I could. Tears pouring from my eyes as I looked at my brother. My heart broke for him. He lay motionless in the bed. Waiting for anther memory to be taken form him.

"Your doing great Nick." Dominik gave me a weak smile. "Your really sweet for wanting to help your brother. Your giving him the peace he wants... But did you see the memory you wanted yet?"

I shook my head. "I saw when they first-" I couldn't even begin to say what I saw. At six years old too...

"It's okay. Try again. Maybe you'll see it soon. But remember, what you see can't be repeated. It will unlock the memory and Julian will break down. Locking them up is best for him. Now try again..." Dominik looked away from me.

I cried harder. " I don't know if I can. It hurts to see him like this."

"Please Nick..." A soft voice whimpered. I looked back at Julian. His weak fingers tugging at my pant leg. "I want to forget..."

After a whole minute if thinking, I nodded.

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~Julian's POV~

"Mister...?" My words weak. I was about 10, I was losing hope. I felt so dirty and gross. Blood and sweat caked on my body. Bruises and cuts glittered my body also.

"What do you want Julian?" The man I once thought was uncle spat at me.

"I'm dirty... Can I please wash myself clean?" I looked at him with pleading eyes.

After a moment he smiled at me. Uh oh.

"Of course little darling." He un strapped me from the bed I lay on. I struggled to sit up. The man grabbed me and carried me to the bathroom. He plopped me on the floor. He started running the bath water.

"I can do it by myself..." I curled up in the corner. They let me take the mask off a weak ago since I was starting to be a 'good boy' again. When actually, I don't scream when they beat me or when they do things to me...

"I know Julian. But I want to wash you. You dirty boy." He teased. He grabbed me and ripped off what little clothing I had on and dunked me in the bathtub. I came up for air. The water was scalding hot. It burned my skin. I refused to hiss in pain.

"But you don't have to-" the man grabbed my hair and forces me under the water. I got sick to my stomach with fear.

"Julian. When I say I want to do it, don't complain!" He brought me back to the surface where I gasped for air. I rubbed my eyes, I looked at the water and saw it was a reddish color

"Okay mister." I mumbled quietly. But he just smashed my face back under water and held me there. Once he let me come back up for air, I started crying silent tears. "I'll be good. I promise. Just please- don't put me under the water again."

The man pretended to think about it. "Fine. Your to cute to kill." He smiled wickedly. "And very tasty." I instantly reached my arms up to cover my neck in fear.

"Ah... Yeah."

He licked my cheek and stood. "Your a big boy I guess... You get five minutes before I come back and finish you off sweetheart." He made a biting motion toward me before walking out.

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~Nicks POV~

I was suddenly pulled from the memory as I tumbled to the floor. I looked up at River. What was he doing?!

"Dominik! What is the meaning of this?!" River grabbed my arm and made me stand.

"Nick was just helping-"

"No he wasn't! Your supposed to be the one who helped lock Julians memory, not Nick! Your so stupid!"

"We'll Nick wanted to see for himself what happened the day he died. So I asked Julian to show him. But I guess Julian was really upset cause he kept showing Nick wrong memories..."

"How many has Nick seen...?"

"About 10 or 11..."

River groaned. "Dominik."

"Don't start with me River."

"Nick isn't aloud into Julians memories. Make Julian show him the memory he wants, than no more! If you keep locking his memories like that-"

"I know the consequences..."

"Good." River turned to me. "Get the memory you wanted and than go back to your room." River walked off.

"I'm sorry-" I started.

"It's not your fault." Dominik interjected.

"But-"

"Just get the memory..." Dominik sighed.

"Fine..." I looked at Julian and prepared myself for the memory.

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~Lucifer's POV~

I groaned in pain as I sat up from the floor. I looked over at Mr. Darien, he was standing over Nicks body. I couldn't tell if he was breathing. I growled. "You bastard! That was Julians brother!" I got up swiftly and ran at Mr. Darien. We fell to the floor. My eyes filled with bloodlust. "Your going to regret doing that!"

"I don't think I am!" He spat.

I groaned in frustration and wrapped my hands around Mr. Darien's throat. "I swear if Nick dies-"

"HE'S DEAD!" Mr. Darien snapped and flailed around. I was somehow able to keep him still though as I put pressure on this throat, cutting off his air.

I spit in his face. "I hope you burn in depths if hell. Regretting ever meeting me!"

He coughed a little, trying to gasp for air. "Bi-tch!"

"Oh I'm not a bitch. I'm Julians bitch!" I snapped his neck and tore off his head. Instantly killing him.

I threw his head to the side and kicked his body. "Julian...?"

"It's Lucifer." I snapped at Dominik as he entered the room.

"Sorry.-" he spotted Nick. "Nick?!" He ran over to him quickly checking for a pulse. I sat in the corner of the room and hugged my knees.

"He's dead..." Tears stung my eyes. "I failed Julian... He's crying right now..."

I became aware of Quincy's rants.

{Julian! Nicks gonna be okay! He can't be dead! Don't listen to lucifer! He's a big butt! He's just lying!}

I stood. I looked at Julians brother with sadness. "Let me change him."

"Your not even a full vampire-"

"I'm part demon! I can change him!" I walked over Julians brother, Nick and pulled his broken body into my arms. "Your gonna wake up and you'll be fixed. You'll have a new life. It will be a long one. But it's your destiny, I know it." I forced the demon on me to come out, Julian won't like it but oh well.

My demon combined with Julians vampire should be enough to change Nick and make him right. I don't know what the outcome will come out as though...

I slid the little fangs out and bit into Nicks neck. I cradled his body to my chest as I injected my vampire/demon poised into him.

Dominik watched with sadness. He clutched at Nicks arm. Hoping this would work.

{Lucifer...? We don't feel to well...} Quincy said softly. After that they went quiet again.

I retracted my fangs from Nicks neck and closed my eyes, I faded into the darkness that I always welcomed.

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~Nicks POV~

I looked at Julian. He's lived such a horrible life. At least he had Lucifer and Quincy and Dominik now.

"I'm done..." I got up and walked out of the room. I went straight to my to my room and collapsed onto my bed.

Now I know why he has nightmares...

A/N:

Do now you know why Julian was scared of baths. When he was first rap- *shudder* I can't even say it. And the whole story on what happened to Nick. :3