This morning Josh had gotten the kids up and ready for school allowing me to sleep in. The past couple of days I have been more tired than normal.

I finally got up around 10 and went into the bathroom. I decided to take a pregnancy test to calm my nerves but as soon as I saw the two pink lines, I panicked and started to cry.

The panic and fear quickly turned into anger "Joshua," I yell as I march into the kitchen holding the test.

"Oh shit someone's in trouble," Jon says as they look up from their game.

"What's wrong babe," Josh asks

I shove the pregnancy test at him, he looks confused for a second but smiles, hugging me tightly.

"Damn dude again?" Jon says

"I don't know why you're so happy about this Josh. We literally just had the twins three months ago,"

"I'm happy because I get to have another baby with the love of my life,"

"You realize these kids are going to be 11 months apart right?" I ask

"How though? We've been using protection," Josh says

"There was one night we didn't. You fucking got me pregnant again asshole,"

"Callie calm down, it's gonna be okay, I promise,"

"Maybe if you'd learn how to keep it in your fucking pants I would be calm,"

"Oh but I didn't hear you complaining last night," he says which earns a smack upside the head. I stomp back to the room and lay in bed. As much as I wanted to be happy, I couldn't.

A little while later, Josh comes in and sits down beside me. The anger was replaced by fear. How was I going to manage this.

"I'm sorry," I say

"For what?" He asks

"Getting mad at you,"

"You know you don't have to apologize,"

"I just don't know how we're going to do this. Three kids in less than a year, that's a huge undertaking,"

"We'll do it together. I'm not going anywhere,"

"Oh God what if it's another set of twins. I can't handle that again,"

"Callie, you're not alone. No matter how many babies there are I'm standing by your side," He gently kisses my lips, "Come eat lunch, it's almost ready,"

"I'm not hungry,"

"Do I need to drag you out of the bed myself? You need to eat babe,"

"I'm really not hungry Josh,"

Josh picks me up out of bed and carries me into the kitchen. Sitting me down at the island. I fold my arms and pout. Food was the furthest things from my mind right now. He sits a sandwich down in front of me and takes his spot next to me.

I take one bite of the sandwich. "There I ate something. Are you happy now?"

I stand up to leave, but Josh smacks my ass and pulls me back to the stool. Forcing me to sit down.

"Eat all of it Callie Marie,"

"Or what Joshua Samuel. You gonna spank me again?"

"Might have to bend that sexy ass over the bed again, just like I did last night,"

"That's not happening. You already got me pregnant again, what else do you want from me,"

"Baby all I want is for you to eat," he says, his voice softens as he looks into my worry filled eyes

"I'm scared Josh. I don't feel like eating,"

"I'm right here with you baby. You don't need to be scared. Me, the kids and our family will always stand behind you,"

I sigh and take another bite, "When do you want to tell the kids?"

"We'll wait until after the first ultrasound. I already called and scheduled an appointment for you. They can fit you in on Thursday,"

"Are you going to be there?"

"Of course I am. I'm flying out later to go to smackdown. I want to be there for my wife,"

"I guess we'll tell the kids on Saturday when you come home?"

He smiles, "I think someone's getting a little excited,"

"Maybe a little. I hope we have a boy this time so it'll be even, and so I can see what a mini Josh looks like,"

He laughs, "look at Eli and Noah. That's what I looked like at their age,"

"I think Eli looks more like Jon, and he acts just like him too,"

"Jon and I looked more alike when we were kids. Most people couldn't tell us apart,"

"To be fair I couldn't tell you guys apart for the longest time,"

"How did you finally learn to tell us apart?"

"It was after your heel turn. You guys started to act different and I could tell based on that. I also noticed the differences in the tattoos you both had,"

"So you were always drawn to me and not him right?"

I laugh, "Yes Josh. It's always been you,"

"I was drawn to you too. From the moment I laid eyes on you. Your smile lit up the room, your eyes shined like diamonds and your personality was way bigger than you were. Not to mention how hot you looked in the gear you were wearing,"

I smacked his chest, "down boy. I don't need to know every little detail of you checking me out from day one,"

"So I shouldn't mention how good the shorts made your ass look?"

"Josh!"

"What I'm being honest. I loved you from the moment I laid eyes on you,"

I smile, "Is this a bad time to mention I flirted with your brother first?"

"Really babe?"

I laugh, "No, I just wanted to see your reaction,"

"That was mean Callie,"

I gently kiss his lips, "I'm sorry babe,"

"You sure you want me and not one of my brothers or cousins?"

"Babe I wouldn't have married you or gotten pregnant by you if I wanted them. I want you Josh, nothing will ever change that,"

He gently kisses me, "Let's go take a nap. Noah's picking Evie up from school and taking her out to celebrate their birthdays,"

"Good I need a nap, I'm exhausted,"

He smirks, "I can make you more tired,"

"Not happening Joshua now let's go,"

I climbed into bed and snuggled under the blanket. The girls still slept soundly so I hoped to get some semblance of a nap before they woke up and the craziness of the evening routine began.

Josh laid behind me, pulling me close to him, making me feel safe and comforted in his arms. I quickly started to fall asleep. Knowing that everything was going to be okay, despite my initial anxieties