Why you should never cheat.

What a girl doesn't know, won't hurt her. No. Not yet. But the moment the acid of guilt devours you, and she finds out. Is the moment you kill a girl. You kill the innocence she had left from the broken world that already beaten and broken her. The moment she finds out is the last moment she will ever look at you like she once did. She will lie, she will hide. She won't trust you with the secret of her bleeding wrists and thighs. And dear god if she stays with you, she will always hide her screams and cries at nights. Everyday she will blame herself, not looking better, acting better, doing better. She blames herself. Not the alcohol intake.
And everyday it always come back to that moment, that mistake. The day she walks Down the aisle the thoughts of cheating will stain her mind and suffocate her heart. Clinginess would grow in the worse away, always checking the texts. The calls. The places. Who. Why. Where. What. Why. Who. What. Why. Who... you will never, ever be able to ask why so many good people are gone from the world. This is why. They either end up dead. Or killed mentality.

If she knows. She will still cry. She might cut. She will blame. And she won't trust so easily anymore. She might push you away. But for some reason she might stay.

And if she does.

You better fucking make it up to her every single day. Every fucking hour. And don't run away.

You hide it it. You kill her.
You tell her. You break her.

Just don't fucking do it. And you might not ruin everything you both built.

Is another sip of alcohol worth it? Is flirting with another girl worth it? To loose something So fucking precious.

Just don't do it...

just don't do it...