The rest of the week was going up and down for Y/N and Alexa as they gave each other space to think about everything that transpired the day after their date. It was really hard for both of them and their friends knew that it was eating the two up from the inside out. Seeing that was painful, so during this episode of Raw, Roman and Peyton thought of something as they each led Y/N and Alexa into an empty room to finally get their differences out of the way. When the lights turned on, Alexa and Y/N stared at each other at first while Roman personally guarded the door to prevent them from escaping before their conversation was going anywhere.

Roman:" You got the entire show to talk in there, so you better use that time wisely."

Roman then slammed the door shut and locked it while Y/N and Alexa stood in front of each other, trying to find the right words to begin this discussion.

Y/N:" I'm sorry..."

Alexa:" Go on."

Y/N:" I'm sorry for the way I acted towards you last week. I shouldn't have done that."

Alexa:" You left me there, Y/N..."

Y/N:" I know what I did and it was wrong...It was wrong to just storm off like that. It was wrong to think that you didn't want children and it was wrong that I took my frustrations out the way I did."

Alexa:" Like drinking and yelling at the entire neighbourhood? Yeah, because that totally worked..."

Alexa scoffed at the man in front of her, feeling like this wasn't genuine in any way, because his words sounded so hollow. She knew he meant well, but it didn't feel like it at all. It was like Y/N just said that to get on common ground.

Y/N:" Alexa, please look at me..."

Alexa:" Why?"

Y/N:" I need to explain something to you and I want to do it face to face."

Alexa groaned and turned around to Y/N again, but she couldn't manage to look at him with a straight face. The memories of that day were ever so present and it stung. It stung deeply.

Y/N:" I don't know, if Mickie told you this already, but...there was a time when I wanted to really start a family and settle down. My girlfriend at the time was pregnant as well and when she told me, I was overjoyed. I really looked forward to becoming a dad, but it never got this far..."

Alexa:" Because she aborted the child when you weren't around. Yeah, Mickie told me that..."

Y/N:" I haven't been the same since then. I was insecure, if I would ever get another chance, but every time I thought it could be something, it never did."

Alexa:" And what have done since then, apart from screwing Peyton and Liv whenever you want, huh? Did you even think about me?"

Alexa was slowly getting mad at Y/N for talking, but not actually saying much of worth. She felt like she was left out like an injured team member that had to stay on the sidelines.

Y/N:" Leave Peyton and Liv out of this. They have nothing to do with this situation."

Alexa:" Oh yeah? If you fuck them so often, how come neither of them is pregnant?"

Y/N:" Because I don't love them the same way I love you!"

Alexa:" What?"

Y/N:" You heard me, Alexa. Peyton and Liv are our close friends and I would do anything for them, but they're not you..."

Alexa:" And who am I to you?"

Y/N:" To me, you're a lot. You're a young, smart, clever, independent woman. You have the guts to do anything you want a--"

Alexa:" Y/N, listen. You say all these things and I know they are meant well, but they don't sound like you mean them. You can try to apologize all you want, but it doesn't change the fact that I might be pregnant."

Y/N:" Then what do you expect from me? Do you want me to fall to my knees and beg? Or do you wish that this night between us never happened?"

Alexa:" No, but I want you to tell me as honestly as you possibly can what you want for the future."

It really was difficult between them and anger still overtook the majority of Alexa's mood. Her heart was racing like crazy and she gripped her arms so hard that her knuckles turned white which was a clear sign that sooner or later she would lash out at Y/N who was clearly in a troubled mindset when he heard Alexa call his words fake.

Y/N:" What I want in the future, huh? In the future, I want to have my own family started, with my wife and kids in our own house, a job with a stable income and friends who don't suddenly vanish when I need them."

Alexa:" Who is supposed to be that wife in your future?"

Y/N:" It's you and no one else. You think I would be here, if I didn't care? Alexa, I'm only going to say it this one time, so I hope you're listening: You're the most important girl in my life and I can't stand seeing you in a bad mood. It breaks my heart whenever you're sad or angry."

This time, Alexa and Y/N locked eyes with each other with two totally different expressions. Y/N was emotionally distraught and almost off the rails as his eyes became filled with tears. Alexa noticed and her heart said to comfort him, but her body decided against it, which was a conflict that even she didn't expect.

Alexa:" I want you to be happy, Y/N. But I don't know, if you can be happy with me."

Y/N:" Alexa, look. I know I'm a jerk and an asshole a lot of the time and many people despise me, but you...You're different, because your first instinct was to help me. Not something a lot of others would even consider."

Alexa:" Yeah, but you pushed me away at first. You didn't want anyone's help and from the looks of things, you still don't."

It seemed like Alexa wanted to walk away by now until she realized that there was no way out, except for the locked and guarded door. Being in the room like this any longer was really testing her patience when it happened. Y/N was emotionally so done that he couldn't help, but break down as he stood against a wall and slowly slid down with his hands covering his face. Nobody was informed about this, but Y/N had to get therapy for all the stuff happened in his life and emotional breakdowns could potentially become dangerous, since the young man then became very self destructive. Did Alexa understand at this point? No, not really. She just thought he was shaken up which was only part of the truth.

Alexa:" Oh grow up, Y/N. This isn't the end of the world."

Y/N:" Do you even have any idea what's happening with me?!"

Alexa:" You? I am the victim who h--"

Y/N:" No, you're not. You're not the one who smuggling, stealing and fighting their way through the streets, seeing friends get hurt or killed. You don't know what it's like to scramble for your life when no one is there to help you to your feet."

(Big Disclaimer: none of the experiences or thoughts in these emotional chapters are mine. They're merely ideas that come to my head, so please don't crucify me in the comments! Thank you)

This was awful to hear for Little Miss Bliss, who never expected Y/N to be this messed up.

Alexa:" You what?"

Y/N:" I was living on the streets for most of my life. I fought everyone from gang members to drug dealers. Even the cops. And I faced death so many times that I couldn't care less about it."

Alexa was done, hearing him ramble on like that. Her mix of emotions got the best of her as she kneeled down right in front of him and looked right into his eyes, both of them searching for answers from each other.

Alexa:" Y/N, you're a fighter. I know that. Otherwise you wouldn't be alive right now...You matter to me, you matter to everyone out there and I don't just want, I need to see you succeed. I need to see that badass who fight everyone and most importantly...I need the supportive you to be there with me. All this us crazy and both of us are emotionally hurt, but we can't keep going like this. I love you, Y/N."

Y/N:" I love you too, Alexa. I'm sorry for everything."

The two finally caught each other in a passionate kiss to seal the abyss that was created by their bad thoughts over the course of the last week. The time apart sure hurt them, so it was even sweeter now that they got each other through this chaos. Y/N wrapped his arms around Alexa and held her close for continued emotional support.

Alexa:" Y/N?"

Y/N:" Yes, Alexa?"

Alexa:" Thank you...for everything. For making me see that there's so much more to us."

Y/N:" You're welcome. And thank you for bringing me through this."

Alexa:" Don't think about that. And...I'm willing to give us a try as parents."

Y/N:" Are you sure?"

Alexa:" Absolutely. You have been disappointed more than enough and I want to be the reason you smile every day along with our child."

Y/N immediatly perked up and kissed her cheek as best as he could, earning a melodious laugh from the Goddess who now was in much better spirits as well. The two smiled at each other, not just as friends, but as the couple they knew they were before getting up from the floor and walked towards the door.

Y/N:" You can open up now, Roman."

Roman:" Did you two get everything out of the way?"

Alexa:" Yes, you dumbo. Now open up. I wanna see the show."

A few seconds later, Roman opened the door and looked at the couple that fortunately managed to get back together.

Roman:" Now was it that hard?"

Y/N:" Haha fuck you."

Alexa:" We got things done and let me tell you...

Y/N:" And that's the bottom line."

Roman:" Right. It's great to see you back on your feet."

Alexa:" I'm gonna go change now. See you soon."

Alexa gave Y/N a kiss on the cheek, which was surprisingly well done, considering the height difference between them, as she then walked off.  Y/N was about to do the same, but Roman grabbed his shoulder and looked at him.

Roman:" Don't blow it the next time, Y/N. You can't hurt Alexa again."

Y/N:" I know, Roman. I still feel like an idiot, but I look forward to a brighter future with her."

Roman:" And in what way?"

Y/N:" Alexa said she wants to raise the child with me when it's born."

Roman:" What? Dude, this is great news. I gotta t--"

Y/N:" No, don't tell the others. This is mine and Alexa's thing to do. If the wrong person hears about it, we could be in trouble."

Roman:" Ohhh okay, I see. Fuck, I'm so happy for the two of you."

Y/N:" Thanks a lot, Roman. If you and Peyton didn't get us in there, we probably wouldn't have found a solution yet."

Roman:" Anything for my friends. Now hop on outta here, you dork."

Y/N:" Whatever you say, dick dog."

The two laughed and fist bumped before Y/N walked off to change. A lot has happened and it shaped something beautiful in the end which made the big man happy and excited for the future he would have with Alexa. Everything fell into the right place and they were happy with each other again, especially when it would be confirmed that Alexa was expecting a child.